Do you want to know ...

what I really want to say?  You are not that dumb!  No one in my family is that dumb!  You are not that controlled by Martha's evil voodoo, either.

This horrid whore from satan's lowest rung of hell,  came to this earth and just embarrassed satan.  Made satan shame.  Sexually abusing small children, flushing babies down toilets! Plotting, planting "goofer dust", setting up, knocking down, raping, robbing, lying and leaching.

Bragging! Laughing! Terrorizing! Instilling incredible fear!  Murdered a feeble 84 year old man and got clean away.

People tell me to forget how this complete ogre, this MONSTROSITY! THIS ABOMINATION  for satan tricked the A.M.E.Zion Church out of a license to preach and went straight Fool!

I am supposed to keep this madness to myself because You  NEVER HEARD OF SUCH!

"Sot your ignorant, no Bible reading, know-nothing ass down!"  Get out of GOD's way!  Just lurking, just looking.

At least Mathy always did you one better.  She destroyed, flat out destroyed.  Got her demonic claws on it,  an mangled it.  Your good name, your music, your medical career, my manuscripts, my art, my poetry.

"You'll NEVAH BE NUTTIN'!….YOU AIN'T TAKIN' NO PIANO LESSONS!"

Martha Jane Walters, the Anti-Mother!  Remember her! Remember that name!  And if you honor her, you deserve all the pain you are going to reap!

The only people trying to keep Martha a secret are her "like kind".  People that agree with her.  People that agree that I am too black, too smart, too out spoken.

People that claim I don't know my place.

I know my place!

And I know GOD's place.

Cowardly silence and cloaking for such a beast has no place in a true Christian's heart.

You are so tired of me talking about my pain.  You want me to be happy!   You have not shared one single word!  If anything, you try to keep me hidden, a secret.  Wait until  you discover that you have incurred the wrath of GOD for what you didn't do for me.  You saw that I was hungry and refused to feed me.  You knew I thirsted and you  put your ice cold water in my face,  just to see me beg.

My mother gutted me like a fish and you laughed.  You are happy.  One god thing about it.  It is not over until GOD says it is over!

So, imps for satan, beware.

PTL!

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