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thing really always bothered me about my mother.  She would or could be talking to me,  telling me the most horrible things about some one in the family, one of my brothers , then turn on a dime.  All of that vitriolic hatred she just spewed,  meant nothing.

Right in front of me she would put on a show, a star studded stellar performance.  Like the time my brother was having major surgery, having part of his hip removed.

This woman (this *****) stood right there in the VA , in Durham putting on a show about her first born.  I wanted to barf.  She was cussing, cursing him like a dog on the long drive up.  She wished he would die for ruining her life.

She really said that; "I hate dat mutha*****! I hate dat *****! Dat ****** ruined My life!"

satan can NOT win. The only reason he seems to be winning is because of fear. I have severe PTSD as a result of my long association with a severely psychotic sociopath!  Something I never would have known I suffered from, without the Internet.

My own mother was the foulest , most corrupt beast,  to ever walk this earth , unhindered.   Why? She was clever enough to put JESUS in her mouth, never meaning one single word.

Yes, I am terrified , my brothers are terrified.   That woman walked this earth , maiming, murdering, chunking voodoo, working roots, doing  all she pleased,  to whom ever she pleased,  because she had a baby at 16. Because she was raped at eight, her whole world, the whole black world  had to suffer.

Oh, she was a racist coon!  Martha would not so much as lie to a white person.  She paid her bills on time all the time.  Obeyed every law. ( Accept for that time she was arrested as a juvenile for prostitution) 

Suffer sneakily, suffer in silence, in secrecy,  because Mathy was too cowardly to take what she dished out.

She MUDERED a good man, deliberately destroyed countless lives for her selfish carnal comfort. BUT YOU BETTER NOT DO NOTHING! AND YOU SURE BETTER NOT EVER SAY NOTHING!

Break this Chain LORD!  Break this STRONGHOLD of ignorance, apathy, jealousy, covetousness  cruelty,   created by satan through Martha Jane Walters!

She died laughing at GOD , declaring herself the winner. 

Many will never trust or love GOD because of her. Few will know that a great, truly Christian man , came to this earth and certainly left the world a better place,  for simply living. For living a good example for others to follow.

He sure saved my life.  What morals I have, he instilled.  What courage and Biblical knowledge I have, he taught me.

Truthfully , Martha did too (leave this world a better place).

One thing I do not want.  I do not want to be remembered as one of Martha's silent slaves,one of her imps.  If I am going to be an imp of satan , it will not be to protect and cloak for her!

This world is a far better place without her.

PTL!

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