I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

"Thou shalt not lie"


It is a Commandment.  It is such an important  Commandment, my mother would scream it at us for hours and hours:  "He said a LIAR wudden tarry in hiz sight!"    And she would beat us savagely and brutally if she caught us lying.

Who knew she was in fact a PATHOLOGICAL LIAR?   I knew I could not refute anything she ever said.  Me or any one else, not even GOD!   I better never think of contradicting her.  Being corrected or criticized in any manner was a "trigger" for Martha and a "bulls eye" for your ass.

Rule number one, Martha was right, she was perfect, she could do no wrong and if she did wrong,  she had a right to because she was "HIGH yalla".   "I'm light bright, damn near white."

Translation; "This is my world! I AM A SECRET DISCIPLE OF sATAN! I came to vex and destroy . I CANT BE STOPPED!"

Martha was right about being unstoppable.  GOD predicted her and the WORD  can NOT lie.

How can you stop a liar from lying?  You can't.  The Liar has to want to change.  All liars are extremely frustrating and vexing.  The saddest thing about all of Martha's lies,  they were designed to hurt you, to ruin you, to hold you up to public  ridicule.

That sounds rather odd doesn't it?  A woman that was so extremely secretive about her perversions,  she had to die for any one to get the courage to criticize her openly.  Other than me of course.   Martha's demons thought of that too.  From birth, my mother taught everyone that I was jealous of her!  Every horrible evil thing she did to me, she convinced my relatives, that I did it.  She did in fact run me off in order to make her lies sound more convincing.  I was not around to offer any resistance of the vile picture she painted of me.

Martha was a great liar.  Convinced a family, a community, that my grandfather killed himself.  I know no one was convinced, just horrified.  "Just don't say nuttin' , just leave that in the hands of the LAWD!"  

 Poor Martha lived 87 years trying desperately to ruin every one she smoothly conned, every one she envied.


Why would anyone, why would any woman,  want to hurt, to destroy,  her own children?  Demon possession.  Why would any one pretend to love GOD with a passion , while actually hating Him beyond human comprehension?  Demon possession.  How does one become demon possessed?  Do what Martha always did, haunt graveyards, hunt two-headed doctors.  Volunteer to become the evil one's bitch, his imp, falsely believing you can handle it, that you have good sense.

How strange, when I was fourteen and the greeter for the hordes of people beating a path to our door seeking Madame ******; I asked her how she could read the Tarot cards so perfectly?  "Shit, I know dey a damn fool fuh coming to me in the furst place.  Plus people aint got but three problems, money, love or health.  I fish around and when I see  they head nodding, I know I done hit pay dirt! he-he-he-he-he"

Martha's ego was extremely fragile and she was uncommonly cruel.   It is mystifying.   Her stealth was perfect.   Unfortunately she was extremely paranoid.  She would not eat her best friend's food.  Would load up on the woman's chitterlings, collard greens, cakes, pies,  bring them home and dump them straight in the trash.  Get on the phone , pumping her up, flattering, all lies.

I watched her.  It never bothered her in the least.  Martha fully believed the she, only she a a GOD given right to lie , especially if she was in a spot.

As Martha grew older she started explaining some of her lies, like why she said her "boyfriend" was her brother.   She was shacking and did not want the church to know.  They shacked for 24 years, then finally married.

So now she brags about her young husband,  refusing to explain how her "brother" could ever become her husband.    "I lie to keep ****** out my business!"    That was it!  Don't bring it up, don't discuss it.  And what ever you do, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER , piss this psychotic,  violent,  highly combative MURDERING,  ROOT WORKING,  VIPEROUS  BITCH OFF!

AND DON'T YOU MUTHAF******** TELL IT! EVA'!

I don't like liars.  I will not abide them.  I don't like manipulative bullies.  I certainly shun all people that try to use GOD as a ploy, as a tool to fleece GOD's sheep.

Don't ever be a liar.   If you are, pray to change.  All lies stem from fear.  Find out what you are afraid of, chase it done.  Face it.

PTL!

I press on   ...


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