"Since I Met Jesus" (1955)- The Caravans

"Well   …as I live and breathe …I  declare!  Did you eva'?"

That's me, in my own mind, recognizing and recalling the human tsunami that hit me, hit us.  "Toe us up chile!"

When a family is very successfully torn down by a despicable sociopath, a creature  brilliant enough to plan her departure,  coincidentally,  when she was checking out.  A very cunning woman conniving enough to plant seeds of doubt and discord as she prepared to leave this earth.

An imp so despicable she sought to build and solidify abominable lies , rather than repent and come to the truth, rather than ever take any responsibility for the 87 years of devastation she wrought.

The whore lived a wicked, despicable life, her entire life.  Was common and disrespectful to GOD,  she MURDERED her own father and PREACHED.

She knew that she was too wicked,  too repugnant and horrifying to be believed.  She had no conscience.   She never felt remorse for any thing she ever did, one day in her entire long life.

She does not deserve honor.  GOD said her name will rot.  Why are you trying so desperately to block GOD?   GOD sees you too.  He sees and knows all of our hearts.  GOD knows that "Cain spirit"  attacks mortal man.   Man and woman are gripped by it.  They can't help it.  They are insecure.  A lack of proper preparation creates insecurity. Insecurity spawns envy, begets jealousy, begets hatred, begets blessing blocking,  You become useless.  You will hate your weak self for being your weak self.

If you feel that you are unprepared, unqualified, get qualified.  And make sure you know that you must have some powerful gifts for satan to come at you through your mother.  Attacking a child in the womb is really unfair.

That is why GOD reassures us; "When your mother and father forsake you, I will pick you up."

I have no idea why so many people try to pretend they stem from such perfect families.  I know there are some messed up people on this earth.  Which means someone is lying, putting up a front.

You have low morals.  You have low morals and you are dumb.  You claim that I am "unforgiving".  "Unforgiving!  For what!?  She claimed she didn't do anything!  Even if I am the only one she targeted, the fact that you don't care is an excellent signal to me.

You have low morals, low standards.  You are weak.  You have weak faith, if any at all.

GOD is too good!  GOD is too good to me, my grandfather was too good to me,  for me to let his life be lived in vain.

PTL!

I press on   ...