"Duh wurld ain't gon' ...

nevah receive ya …duh world gon' reject you 'cause you too black!"

First of all,  who, what kind of mother greets her new born with such rot?  An idiot.  The feebleminded that GOD reminded us to "comfort".  He told us to comfort them.  He did not tell us to to let them flat run over our lives like a MAC truck.

Any woman that can NOT control her own life, her carnal urges,  any woman that is common, low, filthy, should not be "suffered".   WORLD DO NOT PUT UP WITH HER!  What did we benefit?  What did we gain?  Rather, what did we lose?

"Go riddance to bad rubbish."  Say it and mean it.  Of course it would have done no good with Martha.  She was going to do her evil regardless.  She was an evildoer .  I do believe,  she did what she was sent her to do.

Maximum evil, for the maximum length of time , to prove to us how desperately we need to read, to think critically, to be covered by the blood.  If nothing else,  you learn there is something to baptism.

Go down in that water.  Go down deep.  Shed the weight of the filth of this world that was deliberately put upon you.

I have a friend, she possesses this expression;"You got me feelin' some kinda' way."  In other words, something you said, something you did, unnerves me, causes me to pause, to study you closely.

Looking back over my entire Mathy Jane Experience I often feel very creeped out.  Watching the young white preppy on trial for taking the virginity of a fifteen year old co-ed.


"Welp!"; I thought silently and stoically to myself.  What if the world knew what my mother and her old perverted husband tried to do to me when I was only fourteen?   What if the world knew what life was like growing up and surviving a bonafide, homemade fool?    A low common woman that had zero control over her life, demanding to control ever life she touched.

A poisonous viper, drunk with the power of a MOTHER.   A woman demanding to take your keys, deliberately destroy you mind, every sign of happiness you had or may ever have,  because she thinks she is secretly righting  a wrong.

This fool!  This homemade idiot ROOT DOCTOR blames YOU FOR HER EFed up life!

This dumb whore does believe she would have had the good life sans all "dese black ass chullun!"

Never once in 87 years did Martha accept ANY  responsibility for one child she had out  of wedlock.  "Whut about dem men!?"  she still screamed.  It is a sacrilege! A tragedy!  An abomination!  Martha was never that dumb.  She played that dumb.  She deliberately played the Step-n-fetch-it coon, in order to get her way.

The exact same way the slave played ole masa' .  Pride!  Anger!  Martha was not going to be wrong!  The whole world was going to be wrong!  Martha had the ability to backtrack, dis-remember, create a new lie.  Most of all Martha very successfully laid the blame at the feet of someone else.

Martha was never the pervert.  It was that black ass ******!  It was him.  She had to go along with his perversions.  She was tainted , tainted by men.  She could never get a good man.  So, she might as well play and manipulate these perverts to her satisfaction.

No, Martha never became "un-perverted".  She learned how to keep it under wraps, behind closed doors.  But, Martha was a freak until the day she died.

If you don't want to know, you don't need to know.  All I know is, you won't preach to me!  You will not disrespect GOD!  Not and I know it!  No mam! No sir!

And you will not get up in a pulpit clowning, hollering, screaming,  putting on a show and you have not studied.  You have not prayed!   You still think it is about you.  It is never about you,  about us.  It is about the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  It  always about  the Good News.

Yes, we call be saved.  We have to be receptive to the Word.  We do have to discern it.  Yes, we do have to come "ye out from among them".

Never fear, never be afraid or ashamed.  "It is what it is".  My mother was a bully .  Terrified and tortured us  just for the fun of it.   It was all the evidence she needed to reassure herself  that she was in control.  That she was in fact driving your life straight down a cliff.   Not only was she laughing, but she was laughing because she had you laughing, too dumb to know that you were laughing at and participating in your own demise.

Yes, viper mothers are real.  You can tell them.  They are identifiable.  They never have mates.  They are evil, treacherous, atrocious.  They never have mates.  Or they have many, many, mates.

"From such stay away."

PTL!

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