I do not know how much she deliberately did not leave me. What ever it was , it was a tiny sum. No matter, it was not enough to prostitute me, to buy my silence. Truthfully, I am glad she finally hated me out loud , declaring me to be some awful monster. Cursing me and assaulting me with vulgar insults for finally knowing, for discovering what a truly disgusting albatross she always was. For revealing what a foul common woman she actually was. Hating me for daring to ask her to repent of her sins, to offer me an apology for her secret perennial severe sexual assaults. For stalking me for 62 years, secretly trying to destroy me for honing and improving the very talents and gifts she neglected in lieu of whoredom and witchcraft.
This ignorant savage ogre demanded my body, MY VERY LIFE! Declaring and falsely believing she could destroy, decimate, dismember me because she birthed me. Because that is always what she did with her things. Demanding that I be that puppy she smashed between two bricks! Demanding that she be free to do as she pleased because she was "yalla and had good hair"! She demanded to mangle and rape me with not so much as a murmur. Martha Jane Walters was as common as any mongrel dog!
It certainly took and excruciatingly long time to know her, to discover this nearly perfect stealth diabolical monstrosity. All, not because she was a great liar, perfect actress, brilliant mimic, an abomination, and knew it, cherished her own evil with a passion. But , because she was our MOTHER! And she PREACHED! How unfair! What great treachery perpetuated on good people, on a great , wise father, in covenant to GOD.
I am what is left of Martha's very successful undeclared war against GOD. Martha successfully slayed one brother, for sure. I am crushed, mere dust, from just knowing what she , what they, did to my brother. A brilliant black male, an absolute genius. Building and flying gas model airplanes at age seven.
Yea, she got him and got him good. Made him her complete bitch, groveling at her feet when the whore finally died. Totally destroyed, he cares nothing for his own life. He carefully guards her false image. Broken, torn and destroyed, he refuses to know his truth. Yes, he refused baptism, refuses repentance and he was a dog that returned to his vomit. I do pray for him. LORD I know there is nothing too hard for you.
DELIVER MY BROTHER LORD ! If there be any mercy in your bowels of tender mercy, deliver my brother! He never had a chance. The lowest vilest creature on earth birthed him , scalded him, branded, brutalized him and RAPED HIM, then completely brainwashed him!
Deliver him LORD from the clutches of the enemy! "Come Jesus".
Please let him hear; "GOD maketh not ashamed!" His shame stems from the disgusting filth piled on him by his on mother for 63 LONG ARDUOUS YEARS.
GOD said No!
Dear LORD grant us the courage to know and tell our truth!
Please know these characteristics, THE SIGNS OF HER FRUIT, study them carefully:
- wants control, demands it, demands to run your life, to ruin it. Just for the fun of it. She volunteered to become low vermin and she wants you drowning in her swill
- must be the center of attention at all times. Every thing is about her. All attention must be focused on her al all times. The world must revolve around her, baby showers, funerals, weddings, it is all about her. You are just a tool, something despicable and disposable
- their brains never develop the ability to feel shame, guilt, embarrassment , remorse, they have no conscience
- they are sadistic, enjoy inflicting pain because it gives them visual proof of their power and control
- extremely toxic, they deliberately poison every life they touch
- life to them is a game of strategy, they are always up to abominable evil
- they see themselves as superior, superior even to GOD
- extremely manipulative and maniacal
- extremely secretive and paranoid
- they rage with unconscious-able hatred and jealousy
"My people perish for lack of knowledge." The greatest scripture I ever read. It was our lack of knowledge that kept us in the belly of this beast. I am eternally grateful to GOD for keeping Jerome Walters around to take the brunt of her abuse and to teach me to always study GOD's WORD.
There is a song that was popular when I was growing up, the lyrics; "If you want to be happy for the rest of your life, never make a pretty woman your wife." My mother was pretty but that was not the cause of her malignant narcissism. She was a complete volunteer imp. She did in fact hate GOD, her father and all forms of authority.
More than Martha hated GOD, and all righteousness, she hated me! I know my mother hated me with a passion, lived and breathed to utterly destroy me. She tried, she dogged, and stalked me for 62 years. I have all the scars, physical and psychological. Every day of my life I get up leaping and dancing with joy that she is finally dead.
Any and all that love her are dead to me also. I will not waste my breathe on them any longer. They are happy, uneducated, unread, anti-intellectual , anti-GOD, every last one of them. They are little Martha Janes, clueless little mental midgets, her clones.
The next time a true Bible reader, reads the words of Jesus concerning "Ravenous wolves in sheep's clothing" I want them to know that was my mother. Not content to be an ordinary struggling sinner. Martha was ravenous, hungry! Tenacious, unrelenting! GOD had to let her come here. She had to be, God had to "let her let until she be taken out", II Thessalonians .
Without my Mathy Jane Experience I am sure I would have been just as lost as most of the world. I shall never forget that my Jesus Holy Ghost salvation stemmed from one of her brutal beatings when I was eight years old. Terrified, I called on this man Jesus. I did exactly what I observed those old saints doing in Wesley Chapel. I shouted, I screamed out; "Save me Jesus!" Jesus saved! Stepped right in and saved me from this sick, horrid, bored sadist.
Martha got so tickled by my great performance, she fell out laughing and was rendered too weak to beat me viciously as she had planned.
So, do know that for 87 years this woman, my mother did every evil thing that crossed her deeply delusional disturbed mind. Never accepted responsibility for anything she ever did and caught an extremely hostile violent attitude for every slight criticism, or gentle admonition. While Martha cursed us loudly and vulgarly for hours upon hours, we knew better than to so much as raise our voice to her. My mother invented;"Watch your tone."
She was an old succubus, and old sea hag witch. She just didn't look like one. She was attractive, had pretty pearly white teeth , was extremely charming and charismatic . But Martha never was any thing but a heinous monstrosity, a foul, depraved monster that loved to rape small children.
I shall never forget having the intelligence to run from those monsters when I was five. My mother laughed, thought it funny.
I do not blame anyone for my mother. I do thank GOD for revealing her to me and for finally taking her out. Dear LORD I do thank you for the Internet. I never heard of such beings in my church. I attended "Church" every Sunday of my life while suffering the slings and arrows of this closet demon.
I was clueless and would have remained clueless if it had not been for a certain preacher , of a certain church that conducted Bible study like it was a seminary! (Thank you Emanuel)
Yes, more than anything I want the world to know about these women. They are proliferating astronomically and dumb blind lock steppers are screaming at me to shut up. Lost, dumb as a post, arrogant, putting their trust in man.
It breaks my heart to see my loved ones lost and losing, trying to be so perfect. Leaning to their own understanding, bragging that they don't believe in GOD and don't need Him. I know it is all in Divine Order. None but the righteous shall see GOD.
Martha did exactly what she planned, planted an anti-GOD arrogance in us, a disbelief and lack of faith. It is serious.
Very few will be saved. Very few in my family, if any. They do not read, they do not love or have any respect for Jerome Walters, for his memory or the principals he lived by. They live in terrifying fear of the truth. Just want to be counted as "normal". Just want to be "regular" like every one else. Want to be blessed without blessing.
Brothers, daughter, all kit and kin, the fact that you share a blood line with that woman , you need to heed, listen, get baptized and study GOD's Word, every letter.
Evil abounds in this world and man's evil will surely take it down. It is written. Keep scoffing. Keep denying. Keep making me the villain, the crazy, for trying to warn you. "You are cursed with a cruse"
Dear LORD, I am so humbled, prostrate with grief to know what a complete demon plagued, demon laden woman, my mother truly was.
She did not win. She did tarnish GOD's image. She did successfully win every one in my family. I do cry. But, GOD reminds me that they have Free Will. They claim it's fear. It is not fear at all. It is their preference. They are all liars, just like her. Some pretend to love GOD just for show. Their fruit reveals other wise. It doesn't matter.
I see them adopting her exact same characteristics. Two faced, disingenuous, attacking and crying crocodile tears when caught and most of all denying. Denying GOD is GOD. Counting themselves smarter, more powerful than GOD. Dear LORD, if it be thy Will, deliver them from satan's powerful delusion.
Yes, I am very creeped out knowing women like my mother are possible but the cowardliness of my fellow man , of every one in my family, bothers me more.
Praying for your deliverance, all my kit and kin, Yes, I am ashamed of your pusillanimous nature, of your blatant illiteracy. Not knowing the difference between pray and prey and worse, not caring. Having no intellectual curiosity at all. Just wanting diplomas, degrees bestowed upon you without earning them. Perhaps one day I will understand. I will advise you to go much deeper than "Jesus" merely planted on your lips.
PTL!
I press on ...
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