Come to the Cross!

Get down on your knees, where ever you are right now!  Thank GOD for life , such as it is.  Thank Him for the beauty, for the joy you have experienced.  Thank Him for saving you.

I thank Him, I thank GOD without ceasing for saving me from that Mathy Jane! A homemade MONSTROSITY!  Shun manners, become a common whore , if you want to .  You will be a Mathy Jane.  Male or female, no one is leaving their children around you because every one knows that you always have something common and indecent on your mind.   You are a known predator!

How did Mathy get so high up in the "church"?   Pushy!  She was pushy!  A bully! Persistent! Tenacious!  Ravenous!  Always plotting!  Always exploiting every opportunity to get in your face, to be in your space, spoiling.

Consciously spoiling!  Doing it because she had authority over you.  And she was so dumb, so purely ignorant,  she deliberately misinterpreted  interpreted "authority" to mean abuse.  Just abuse because you are in a position to.  Deliberately distort and lie because you are the oldest, therefore the wisest.

You are a pervert that actually loves being a pervert.  A pedophile proud of her pedophilia!  The only wrong is your talking about it.  You are wrong for discussing her behind her back.  You are wrong for attempting to discuss her to her face.  You are wrong for noticing.

No, you are right about everything you saw.  You just should not have seen it.

Martha loved to demonstrate her power.  Luckily for me she had to brag to someone.  She bragged to my brother.  He abandoned us for 25 years.  But, he came back,  Returned with the truth.  The "riddle" was solved.

Martha was not ashamed.  She raged with guilt.  Guilt , she was determined to hide with more lies, with more "goofer dust".  Like some primitive "Witch doctor" from an old Tarzan movie.

This is a maddening movie because it is real life, my life.   This bitch is bent.  She is hell bent on destruction.  They can go with her.  I'm not!  I am not about to cloak for any woman, so foul, so purely disgusting you have to run to her rescue helping her bury her shit.   The nerve of this stank 'ho, committing such foul stank deeds no one can keep up!   That whore had the nerve to invite me to not piss on her grave.  "Don'tchu pas on my grave when I'm ded!"

Bitch! I would not spit on you if you were on fire!  You have stained the word MOTHER.  It will never mean the same to me.  You have proved Snoop Dogg right, you can not turn a 'ho into a housewife.

"Don't tell on me because we be kin."; is some bullshit.  It is about as good as that ordination you "earned".

Rot!

You knew the risk!  You took the risks!  What you tried to do to me when I was 14, though!  You buzzards had already successfully raped me at eight!   You two low vile creatures just had to come back again.

I am so glad you were the low. sneaky , vile,  slippery , slimy,  serpent , you proved to be.  You had to be extra careful with me.  I respect myself for that.  I congratulate myself for that!  You tried to elevate yourself through your lying, bullying mouth with no substance.  No intellectual foundation.

Just a lot of loud, abrasive, abusive, yelling, screaming and crying.  I marked you.  Eventually caught on. Your main problem is that you are a liar.  The worse type, you very successfully lie to yourself.  You can fool yourself better than satan.    You are common, very weak  flesh, carnal.  You do envy excessively.  You are vain.  You are a whore!

Know your truth, be set free!

PTL!

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