"Life is a vapor." At the longest , wheeeeew, it is gone. We are too soon old, too late wise, then we are finished. All the more reason our world should not be plagued with vipers like my "mother".
"Study to show yourself approved." If you expect to learn anything, you must study, you must READ!
The vast majority of people are too lazy to read, too arrogant; they think they know everything. Most people do lean to their own understanding, which is dull. And most people are extremely jealous and envious. That is why GOD commanded us not to Covet. "Don't covet your neighbor's ass." Don't lust after other people's stuff.
I can write! I KNOW I CAN WRITE! But old envious, corrupt, viperous, crabs in a barrel , have vexed and hexed me all of my life. Not, just my mother, most women. I did have some luscious hair and one fine body! (A diet of grits and grease, pinto beans, no sugar, no candy will give you a six pack. And slave labor will give your perfect muscle definition.)
Most people are just plain wicked. Remember, that "wide road".
Massess of wicked people that see no need in reading a book that they have no intention of following in the first place, is understandable. But, why pretend?
GOD told me you are not pretending you are doing the best you can, with out a sincere honest to GOD preacher. Actually we are doing pretty well in this cesspool we were born into.
Jesus warned us of these ravenous wolves, this generation of vipers. satan is in the church! As a matter of fact, in my personal experience, there are far more envious, covetous ignorant imps in the "church", than true Christians. Timid, fearful, unlearned, unread potential Christians keep them there.
I am still waiting on some one, any one from my "mother's" church, Simon Temple A.M.E.Zion Church, to contact me. I have reached out to them , they have never reached back. Are they just a bunch of greedy dogs like my mother told me? Or are they waiting for hell to freeze over? Evidently.
I do know there is a GOD and I know He is good! Divine Order is unfolding in my life. All of my "haters" are falling like dominoes. Every day gives me more clarity (GOD's promise).
I do think a part of my tears, my meltdown, my sack cloth and ashes mourning, stems from my deep denial. I just did NOT want to believe it. Impossible. I am living this, I am experiencing this, I don't believe this.
Martha was good! She was perfect! She willed HERSELF to believe her abominable lies! In the magic of her sick depraved mind she could spin any lie into the truth in order to protect her demons.
I was ten seconds from being viciously raped by my stepfather AGAIN! I ran screaming. We were in a motel. The low whore had no choice but pretend. I refused to believe the obvious until I was an old woman.
"Know ye the truth …"
"Look well to your going …"
Stand up to satan , to all evil.
When I look back now I can clearly see my mother was a "ball buster". The low whore birthed five sons. I came to the light, to the truth. I pray for them but I can't make them see or acknowledge and frankly, if they prefer that low whorish piece of garbage to me, so be it.
"You shouldn't be angry …fuh git it!"
No, I think I will teach the world that GOD's WORD is real, He just has too many exploiters of His WORD right now. Too many people that can not explain the difference between PRAY and PREY.
It is all in Divine Order! I am catching on LORD. "It is done."
Thank you for my covering!
PTL!
I press on ...
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