After all of her tearing down and destroying she was going to report back to her "fabulous cousin". Let her know the 411 on everybody close to her, all the fools she held captive, dangling and begging for any form of affection or recognition.
Martha had a way of assigning names, like assigning rank. I was dubbed Miss Rich Bitch and Miss Goody-Two-Shoes , it seems since birth. Martha convinced us that it was our stupidity that kept her in the driver's seat, kept us economically dependent and she held the purse strings to strangle your dumb begging black ass with. Mathy demand the right to dictate your life, to drive your precious life straight into a ditch for her entertainment. Martha lived dictating, lying, "root working" and snatching at will. Single handily proved there was nothing to "God". "he" let her preach didn't "he"? Proof it was all hogwash, a complete scam, just like her Madame ****** scam.
Mathy had six living children, five she famously flushed. Eleven in all. I torture myself trying to figure out, understand why I was so dumb, so blind, for so long. GOD reassures me that I was NOT dumb, I was obedient.
I had no idea such evil existed anywhere! Of course I never suspected my mother. When she wasn't up to evil she was as sweet and gentle as a little lamb. Cooing, complimenting, building you up, making you feel ten feet tall. How could I know this was just a ploy to tear me down, to gut me like a fish because she was jealous and did genuinely believe I had robbed her?
Granddaddy did refer to our relationship with her as the "Lion's mouth …When your head is in the Lion's mouth …you don't make any sudden moves." He never told us his daughter was a full fledged demonic monstrosity straight from the bowels of hell. Would straight try to lay her huge manly hands on Jesus Himself if she ever encountered Him.
No, she would not lay hands on Him for healing. She would volunteer to do it for harm, to demonstrate her lack of fear or faith in Almighty GOD! satan was her team captain and she was damn proud of it! To be in league with Lucifer himself pleased Mathy Jane Walters more than her repulsive life itself. That is exactly and precisely how deluded, forsaken and lost Martha Jane Walters truly was.
That human flesh was full of pride, refused to hear, did not care if she missed the Kingdom, did not want it anyway and did fully believe that she and she alone had not only the right but the obligation to tear the whole Walters dynasty down because that is how much she secretly hated her own father.
PTL!
Martha was what we call lost. Lost, destroyed, ruined, a lascivious reprobate that preferred fleeting carnal pleasure over GOD's Goodness, The Kingdom, and All Glory. Do not run from my testimony. Run to it. Study every nuance , every sick deed. Pay close attention to Mathy's vocabulary and do not miss one strategy, one proven method of enslavement.
Fear is her chief weapon. Ignorance, a serious lack of knowledge, is another. Do not join or remain a member of her posse out of fear. "Fear no wo/man!"
Study!
Pray!
PTL!
I press on ...
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