Ravenous is certainly the right word. My "mother" had an insatiable appetite for evil. She practiced it for eighty-seven years. Did so cowardly though. Did it in secret.
Yes, my "mother" did do everything GOD warned us these vipers would do. Yes, she practiced INCEST! That is why my five brothers hide, remain silent, defeated. I understand. They should know choosing to cloak for her is merely habit, conditioning, traumatizing. We were forbidden from daring to think the truth about our "mother". From our birth we were terrorized, indoctrinated, striped of our courage, manhood, womanhood by that ogre.
Martha Jane Walters and her kind have to come here. We have to endure them to the end. Praise the LORD for saving me. Save us LORD! Save my five brothers, their families.
"He maketh not ashamed!" Nothing you do for GOD, for the Kingdom will make you ashamed. satan will. satan will make you remain silent concerning a dead demon, a pure sadist. Like a docile slave you will look down, never look up, never consider justice, truth or righteousness as you lockstep, shuffle along waiting on death to overtake you.
The evil one will make you ignore GOD's admonishment. You will not trust GOD. You will lean to your own understanding. You will be ashamed for this world to know how your own "mother" made you suffer.
I never had any idea that I would ever be proud to tell this world I survived the lowest, commonest woman that ever lived. Martha Jane Walters may not actually be the commonest woman that ever walked this earth but she is the lowest, commonest I ever heard tell of.
Martha Jane Walters you cursed me like a dog for merely inquiring about my childhood rape. How dare you! You did it. You orchestrated it. You enticed your husband to violate your young children! YOU WHORE FOR sATAN!
I am deeply humbled by the Grace of GOD as (He) leads me to discover the horrible "mother" I was too blind to see for far too long.
2 Timothy 3 is real. Read it study it. Know it.
" But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self -control , brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of GOD; holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; avoid such men as these."
Awesome! Is not GOD Awesome!? (He) told us, warned us of the difficult days ahead. (He) identified the evil vipers. (He) warned us to stay away from them, to dissociate ourselves from them.
So, the low vipers put on clerical robes, grab titles and act the part. My "mother's" proudest achievement was that "phony" ordination she tricked the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church out of.
Please do not miss this irony. She hated them! My "mother" hated her "church", the denomination that ordained her. Said they were nothing but of bunch of faggots; hated them for the color of their skin.
No matter. GOD is righting every wrong. Divine Order is in full effect!
I could not avoid being born to a depraved fallen woman. But I know it was Jerome Walters that stood in the gap, prayed for me, led me to read and study my Bible and to live righteously. I know every Word in that Book is true. All that was done in the dark is coming to the light.
watch out. When you discover the one person you loved beyond measure hated you with the greatest passion unknowable for no apparent reason other than human jealousy.
I remember my heart being so heavy, anguished, troubled , as I tried to visualize the scene my mother described for me. She told me how she was picked at, picked on when she rode the bus to school, how she was attacked by the little black children and called names.
I can still hear the song they sang to her, taunting her; "Black is honest and YALLA is so low down!" My "mother" told me the mean black as tar damn Af-ee-cun ****** children would jump on her, mess up her hair, her clothes. How she had no friends in school , was ostracized for the color of her skin. "My mama told me that I wud get some friends when I got to high school." My heart bleed, my "mother's" shared pain hurt me deeply until it occurred to me they didn't have buses for black children in the 1930's! She got me again! Martha loved to play head games. She was an evil vicious Tom cat and we were mere mice.
No better consummate brilliant liar and actress has ever lived. Channeling the mind of the evil one Martha knew instinctively how to enslave us and to keep us as her docile simple minions, "flying monkeys" forever. Some how, by the Grace of Almighty GOD I have been able to break rank and make remarkable discoveries, inroads concerning the extremely evil that live among us, vexing us with the least bit of compassion, pretending to be Men and Women of GOD.
(Please visit thenarcopath.com. Please read "The 7 Basic Truths About Lies & Smear Campaigns" . It will fully explain why the Walters family was made to suffer, to endure such pain , for so long.)
"Whether it came from a parent , a teacher, a spouse or a close friend, we tend to believe what we hear. This is basically a good quality for each of us. Most rarely, if ever, question the veracity of a loved one's statements, and this is a fine quality to have. That is, until you find yourself on the receiving end of a toxic smear campaign by a morally disordered narcopath (narcissistic sociopath) hell-bent on destroying everything about you. She is a pathological liar. She has no boundaries, so in her morally depraved mind, nothing is off-limits, be it your marriage, your livelihood, your family ties, and even your freedom. She can manufacture lies, reveal embarrassing secrets, make false criminal allegations against you without a second thought to the damage wrought." *excerpt from article "Human Nature Is a Funny thing"
I am sitting here amazed. The author of this article described my "mother" perfectly. I endured her for sixty-two years! GOD saved me and protected me!
"What is done in the dark shall surely come to light." I am still dissecting this beast that held me hostage and deliberately terrorized me for sixty-two long years.
GOD said No! Bow down satan. Bow down imps of satan. Bow down imps for satan's daughter. Bow down and Praise the LORD!
by whom the new is tried, nor the last to lay the old aside."
"No mam'you can't come heah and lay 'round and thank duh world 'gon pet you. Eva' tub got tuh sit on it's own bottom. Life hard! Life hard fuh dem dat got eva'thang. Life wuze fuh' most eva'body. Money don't protect your heart. And it sho'don't buy peace."
Quit acting the fool, quit being a fool and most of all quit being a bully.
What does a bully do when s/he gets called out? When someone calls her bluff? Does s/he holler louder? Tell more lies? Tell lies far worse than the first lies? Or would a evildoer rather run and die when satan fails to offer her any more sanctuary?
There are so many blind prideful "believers", lost, loveless, unloved and unable to love. There are far too many people on this earth that claim to be "Christians", that love things, possessions, more than any flesh and blood.
Far too many people will live their whole long lives lost, in love with stuff, lusting, envious, jealous lying and wicked. Never loving. Never tasting it. Mimicking and pretending, sure. All artificial, all phony, plastic, put on. Never knowing GOD. Void of a Christ like Spirit, deprived of a tender heart.
"We ought always to give thanks to GOD for you, brethren, as is only fitting, because your faith is greatly enlarged, and the love of each one of you toward one another grows ever greater." 2 Thessalonians 1: 3
This scripture is music to my ears.
Pray, fast, study, meditate in order to not be part of the ignorant maddening horde. The apostle Paul reveals in this epistle that "there will be world wide rebellion against GOD ." before Christ's return.
This rebellion will be led by the incarnation of lawlessness and anarchy. My "mother" was LAWLESS! How are you going to carry on a sexual relationship with your ex-husband, present husband and future at the same time!? Two in the same Unit! Not bathe, not brush your teeth, curse, cuss, keep a nasty house and keep up drama? How are you going to do that then try to savagely stab, hurt, maim and "hex" everyone that raised and eyebrow?
No one is that stupid!
Paul reminds us to work, to not live at he expense of others. My mother was an exploiter. Her eyes were always on someone else's check. Martha was a volunteer parasite because she was a silly captive woman of little faith. Sure she fell down. She was raped as a child. Unfortunately this is a rather common occurrence.
If you fall down, get up! Don't try to deceptively pull your "loved ones" down with you in order to make your common self feel better.
"For after all it is only just for GOD to repay with affliction those who afflict you." 2 Thessalonians 1: 6
I always hated that song. Along with Sadie and Topac's Dear Mama. Not that the songs are not beautiful, it is the fact that I knew I was deprived. I knew my "mother" did not approach the women these men sang about.
My "mother's" favorite excuse and "go to" was; "I did the best I cud! …well fuhgit it 'den! …I can't take it back!" Then automatically remind us of how black our pigmentation was , how sorry our daddies were, how sorry, lazy, no count and ungrateful we were. How we were nothing but lying beggars and we should be glad she tolerated our "…worthless black ass *******!"
GOD alerts us in (His) Word; the evil one will take silly women captive. My "mother" was a silly woman, visiting graves, every "root worker" on the south eastern coast. Martha played "intelligent and refined" when it suited her. On Sunday or when she was trying to impress a particular group. Otherwise she languished in just being another gutter rat, defying her father, smearing her family name, GOD's name.
Unfortunately when you stoop low enough to brutalize and maul small animals as a small child, the world will read about you one day. Your kind of evil can only be hidden for a certain amount of time. Then one day it will explode suddenly like a can of beer left in the back window of a hot car. The evil doer will finally go too far. Her very victims should come out of their self-induced comas at some point, one day, I pray.
If you hear "Know ye the Truth" ; enough times in your life, it should eventually register.
I know Almighty GOD has a purpose and a plan for my life. I am resuscitating that little brown girl, born weighing only five pounds. First crib, a dresser drawer . Abandoned in a whore house. A tiny innocent child born into the "clutches" of an evil, sick, demented woman. I will heed the teachings of my grandfather, Jerome Walters, a great and wise man. A true patriarch, a true Christian! A man she hated simply because she was jealous of him.
If you knew Martha and happened to be smarter, better looking, had more money, came into good fortune, seemed to be weak, lonely or needy, that succubus Mathy Jane was going to get you. Shoot you dead in your pleading heart and never so much as grunt. But she would laugh. She would never help anyone on this earth. She had some pretend love for you, some plot designed to ensare you, just so she could have some carnage to point at and laugh.
If you never knew Martha Jane Walters or any one like her, count yourself lucky. Exposing imps like my "mother" is a monumental task but I am going to do it! With the help of The LORD Jesus Christ , the world will know of you and your tactics.
"Arise from your slumber" is the message I received. Not only am I growing in strength and confidence , my wisdom and understanding concerning the plight of my "mother's" deeply disturbed reign of terror is growing.
My own "mother" gutted me like a fish and laughed. World, do know it is a horrible burden living with and trying to survive an ignorant monster. A monster mother that sexually abuses, brutalizes and terrorizes her own children. A wicked whore that plays "whore" jam up. Alluring, silky and comforting when she felt the need to be generous , a sadistic beast when she craved narcissistic supply. A woman so ignorant she viewed me as a sexual rival from my infancy.
Narcissistic mothers see their children as their property. My disturbed "mother" rarely valued her property.
The greatest evildoer is the evildoer that knows to do right, has the ability, yet refuses because they truly have a preference for evil. To insist, to demand to commit the sickest evil for eighty-seven years screaming "I'm an ordained minister!" is a tragedy of tremendous magnitude.
We must stop deluding ourselves supposing that all people desire to live right and love the LORD. (Please read People of the Lie , by M.Scott Peck.)
While I always knew my mother had a horrid"hair temper", was extremely whorish, lying, lazy and generally pretty despicable on a daily basis, I still loved her. Martha was lovable when she was not being overtly evil. Unfortunately she was evil. So evil , we could not comprehend how evil, dangerous and treacherous she truly was while she was still living.
One of the reasons is simply natural. It is only natural to love your mother, to defend her, to be totally blind to her faults. She did not love us. She hated us. Worse than hating us, she plotted against us in the worse way. That is the worse truth, the worse part, the cayenne pepper in my open woods.
No LORD, I don't think there have been many women as intractable as my "mother". There have been far too many for sure, but I still hope and pray her evil is rare. I hope the evil that engulfed Martha Jane Walters was reserved just for me, just for us, for the strongest, the most articulate, for those that will tell and never give up.
Few in this world can survive such excruciating pain. This world needs to know what happens when "Christians" think they are doing what Jesus would do. For what ever reason we kept something close to our bosom we should have shunned.
From the moment little Martha smashed that puppy between two bricks she should have been shunned, isolated, corralled. Perhaps she was. Perhaps that is why she grew into such a vile woman.
"When I was a child I thought as a child …" That was Martha's problem she always thought as a child. Unfortunately a very evil vindictive child. I am sixty-four and still break into tears when I sense her icy stare.
I know now those were cold serpent eyes controlling me. I will not be controlled by satan and his evil band. GOD gave me Holy Ghost Power! Has led and guided me all this way!
Praise the LORD! "Fret not thyself because of evil doers for soon they shall whither as the green herb…"
"Study to show yourself approved." "My people perish for lack of knowledge." On and on, there is POWER in knowledge. You must study! You must separate yourself from this maddening horde of blind sheep.
"Come ye out from among them."
(Who is "them"? The blind lock steppers, the silent lookers, the twenty-twenty "hindsighters". The semi-illiterate people that follow blind leaders like my "mother". A woman that dared preach repentance , never meaning or intending it for herself. A fallen woman, so low, so delusional, she did believe she had POWER, did falsely believe she was getting away unscathed with her abhorrent life.
Get away from people that condone such, turn a blind eye, live in denial or truly don't care. Martha Jane Walters was a DEMONIC BEAST! If you knew her, You are scarred. You are damaged. Rebuke her! Rebuke her teachings, her knowledge, her dull understanding.)
There is a serious lack of "true knowledge" in the world today . We are all vacuous pompous lying hypocrites. We are imps for satan. Our very best "saints" are evil. Our individual best is tainted, dirty, unfit.
I am marveling and thanking GOD for sparing my life, for protecting me, (us) from something that never had to be. If there was ever a volunteer imp, my "mother" was one. I know now she was a sadist. Plain and simple, Martha Jane Walters got off on inflicting secret excruciating pain.
For what ever reason it had to be secret or semi-secret or just pretend secret. When one of Martha's plots or some of her "dust" worked in her favor, she bragged. She would swear us to secrecy, but she bragged. Beamed! Gloated! Laughed uproariously.
Martha always wanted her victims to know she was behind their pain. Martha put her signature on every plot. You could be sure that what ever evil Martha did to you was "unusual" and she always had a pat alibi or Oscar winning performance to defend her sick putrid deed.
Martha did dumb things, very evil, very offensive. For some reason Martha had an affinity to fecal matter. She would place a pile of human excrement in front of her enemies' door, wipe her behind in your bath cloth, mail it to you in a letter. Yes, it is clear, Martha Jane Walters was one messed up individual!
It was GOD's good fortune that I was made her scapegoat primarily. There were times that I served as the golden child. Mainly, for sixty-two years I was her toilet.
While Martha did manipulate, connive and plot for eighty-seven years , she didn't win! The poor foolish woman actually suffered and lost! Her constant paranoia , fear of finally being caught and exposed took what ever little joy she could find. Her false preaching didn't make her feel good. If anything she felt more guilty every time she stepped down from a pulpit.
I do believe Martha was heart sick and disgusted by her own weaknesses. She could not stop lying, hating, becoming so insanely jealous she always returned to her WITCHCRAFT, her first love.
Martha envied my resolve, self respect and virtuousness. She envied innocence, goodness, godliness in everyone. Martha found it easy to mimic a Christ like spirit, she just wanted no part of it. Martha was a great pretender , a keen observer. Not because she wanted to be "good". She just wanted the opportunity to get close up on you. To view your suffering more closely and laugh hideously in semi-secret.
The most confusing part of my "mother's" long reign of "secret" terror, she wanted me (us) to know, she wanted her victims to know, to fear, to be purely terrorized. She just did not want the world to know.
I liken Martha to a secret spy, a double-agent. She worked for satan while pretending to be a god fearing saved, sanctified saint. Knowing full well she purely hated GOD and all goodness with a passion! Martha knew she hated every individual in her family with a passion! Why? Because she was a liar that flat refused to take the least responsibility for anything she ever did.
For years and years I agreed with my grandfather that my "mother" was simply ignorant, unaware, didn't know any better. No granddaddy, Martha knew better. She knew so well, she was able to live the most repugnant life unimaginable, die unscathed, mourned and celebrated in a "Christian" funeral. While every one at that funeral knew or should have known her death was very much desired and wished for.
Why lie? The woman was a menace! Rape! Torture! Hexing! MURDER! Why cloak? satan's whore finally gave up the ghost! (Thank You Jesus!)
I do look back and wonder. I do look back and scream! "How I got over!"
(Oh my LORD from Zion! Rapes! Abortions! Sexual Perversion! A preacher that practiced every perversion known and unknown to man. A woman so evil it may take one hundred years for this world to hear about her, know of her. What does Martha's long unrepentant, savage, sexually perverted, greedy life clearly demonstrate? Every Word in that Book is true. Martha was a lover of self. Do yourself a favor add Martha Jane Walters to 2 Timothy , chapter 3. Don't You doubt GOD. Do know (He) keeps a lamb in the bushes for real. (He) rights every wrong. GOD spared me for (His) good pleasure. Sure, Martha had a good time practicing her witchcraft. But, what did she get? She died broke, lived pay check to pay check. Worse she died a lying, unrepentant demon laden weak vessel. We are all weak vessels and will remain such without the indwelling of The Holy Spirit. If You truly want The Holy Spirit you have to pray and fast. You have to cleanse. 'Cleanse yourself of ALL hatred of all unrighteousness !'. I know I must do that. Deliver me LORD. I so understand now why she was so vicious and heartless, why she cursed ME on her deathbed. I am too honest, too truthful. I wanted to love her, to forgive her, always. Martha was incapable of living honestly and righteously only because she preferred, loved, lusted for and cherished the absolute horror she saw in our eyes. Martha never trusted GOD to supply any of her needs. Because she was so lying and promiscuous she felt filthy, inferior, thus she plotted to do more than merely destroy, Martha fully intended to DECIMATE! (And did!) Martha was caught, frozen, in her eight year old raped , traumatized mind. She was dead, she could not grow better , only worse. (She did wax worse and worse.) Martha refused help. She refused the truth. She refused The Holy Spirit. She perpetuated the generational curse. We the living, we the family, are obligated to reverse this curse. "Let it go!" my brother screamed at me in reference to my constant badgering the Fayetteville (NC) Police Department regarding my grandfather's MURDER. No, you let go of that "cur", that monster, that hedonist! You let go of the myths and lies she taught you. You were making and flying gas airplanes at age seven. Your jealous ravenous monster of a"mother" did sense the obvious genius intelligence in you , plotted, destroyed, DECIMATED and died laughing, died satisfied. Go back and get that genius little black boy. Heal him, nurture him. I am going back to get little "Gwen". Little snotty nosed, ragged "draws", unkempt, misused, abused, raped , DECIMATED , "throwed away baby" , "Gwen", Rachel Gwendolyn. I am going to pull her out of that oit her "mother" dug for her. I am going to heal her. She is going to live well and she is going to live a very long time! "
I am not satisfied, not one bit. It is clear to me now as I simply list just some of the sick and sadistic acts I watched my "mother" do and laugh, go unpunished, and do again and again for eighty-seven years! Martha WAS A DEMON! I do under estimate her diabolical evil when I claim simple demon possession. Was she the "ant-Christ"? No, but she sure is a precursor.
"Come Jesus! Somebody needs You!"
Dear LORD thank you for sparing my life, enabling me to finally see how horrid, how despicably evil my own "mother" was. Dear LORD, help me to carry my message around the world. Martha Jane Walters was an evil abomination that never had to be. She should have never been tolerated.
If there is any such thing as too evil , my "mother" was certainly that. Worse than being one of the sickest, sadistic, demonic imps that ever lived, she was the most promiscuous closeted nymphomaniacs that ever walked this earth, breathed breath, enticed and slayed a "man".
