"Study to show yourself approved." "My people perish for lack of knowledge." On and on, there is POWER in knowledge. You must study! You must separate yourself from this maddening horde of blind sheep.
"Come ye out from among them."
(Who is "them"? The blind lock steppers, the silent lookers, the twenty-twenty "hindsighters". The semi-illiterate people that follow blind leaders like my "mother". A woman that dared preach repentance , never meaning or intending it for herself. A fallen woman, so low, so delusional, she did believe she had POWER, did falsely believe she was getting away unscathed with her abhorrent life.
Get away from people that condone such, turn a blind eye, live in denial or truly don't care. Martha Jane Walters was a DEMONIC BEAST! If you knew her, You are scarred. You are damaged. Rebuke her! Rebuke her teachings, her knowledge, her dull understanding.)
There is a serious lack of "true knowledge" in the world today . We are all vacuous pompous lying hypocrites. We are imps for satan. Our very best "saints" are evil. Our individual best is tainted, dirty, unfit.
I am marveling and thanking GOD for sparing my life, for protecting me, (us) from something that never had to be. If there was ever a volunteer imp, my "mother" was one. I know now she was a sadist. Plain and simple, Martha Jane Walters got off on inflicting secret excruciating pain.
For what ever reason it had to be secret or semi-secret or just pretend secret. When one of Martha's plots or some of her "dust" worked in her favor, she bragged. She would swear us to secrecy, but she bragged. Beamed! Gloated! Laughed uproariously.
Martha always wanted her victims to know she was behind their pain. Martha put her signature on every plot. You could be sure that what ever evil Martha did to you was "unusual" and she always had a pat alibi or Oscar winning performance to defend her sick putrid deed.
Martha did dumb things, very evil, very offensive. For some reason Martha had an affinity to fecal matter. She would place a pile of human excrement in front of her enemies' door, wipe her behind in your bath cloth, mail it to you in a letter. Yes, it is clear, Martha Jane Walters was one messed up individual!
It was GOD's good fortune that I was made her scapegoat primarily. There were times that I served as the golden child. Mainly, for sixty-two years I was her toilet.
While Martha did manipulate, connive and plot for eighty-seven years , she didn't win! The poor foolish woman actually suffered and lost! Her constant paranoia , fear of finally being caught and exposed took what ever little joy she could find. Her false preaching didn't make her feel good. If anything she felt more guilty every time she stepped down from a pulpit.
I do believe Martha was heart sick and disgusted by her own weaknesses. She could not stop lying, hating, becoming so insanely jealous she always returned to her WITCHCRAFT, her first love.
Martha envied my resolve, self respect and virtuousness. She envied innocence, goodness, godliness in everyone. Martha found it easy to mimic a Christ like spirit, she just wanted no part of it. Martha was a great pretender , a keen observer. Not because she wanted to be "good". She just wanted the opportunity to get close up on you. To view your suffering more closely and laugh hideously in semi-secret.
The most confusing part of my "mother's" long reign of "secret" terror, she wanted me (us) to know, she wanted her victims to know, to fear, to be purely terrorized. She just did not want the world to know.
I liken Martha to a secret spy, a double-agent. She worked for satan while pretending to be a god fearing saved, sanctified saint. Knowing full well she purely hated GOD and all goodness with a passion! Martha knew she hated every individual in her family with a passion! Why? Because she was a liar that flat refused to take the least responsibility for anything she ever did.
For years and years I agreed with my grandfather that my "mother" was simply ignorant, unaware, didn't know any better. No granddaddy, Martha knew better. She knew so well, she was able to live the most repugnant life unimaginable, die unscathed, mourned and celebrated in a "Christian" funeral. While every one at that funeral knew or should have known her death was very much desired and wished for.
Why lie? The woman was a menace! Rape! Torture! Hexing! MURDER! Why cloak? satan's whore finally gave up the ghost! (Thank You Jesus!)
(Oh my LORD from Zion! Rapes! Abortions! Sexual Perversion! A preacher that practiced every perversion known and unknown to man. A woman so evil it may take one hundred years for this world to hear about her, know of her. What does Martha's long unrepentant, savage, sexually perverted, greedy life clearly demonstrate? Every Word in that Book is true. Martha was a lover of self. Do yourself a favor add Martha Jane Walters to 2 Timothy , chapter 3. Don't You doubt GOD. Do know (He) keeps a lamb in the bushes for real. (He) rights every wrong.
GOD spared me for (His) good pleasure. Sure, Martha had a good time practicing her witchcraft. But, what did she get? She died broke, lived pay check to pay check. Worse she died a lying, unrepentant demon laden weak vessel.
We are all weak vessels and will remain such without the indwelling of The Holy Spirit. If You truly want The Holy Spirit you have to pray and fast. You have to cleanse. 'Cleanse yourself of ALL hatred of all unrighteousness !'. I know I must do that. Deliver me LORD.
I so understand now why she was so vicious and heartless, why she cursed ME on her deathbed. I am too honest, too truthful. I wanted to love her, to forgive her, always. Martha was incapable of living honestly and righteously only because she preferred, loved, lusted for and cherished the absolute horror she saw in our eyes. Martha never trusted GOD to supply any of her needs. Because she was so lying and promiscuous she felt filthy, inferior, thus she plotted to do more than merely destroy, Martha fully intended to DECIMATE! (And did!) Martha was caught, frozen, in her eight year old raped , traumatized mind. She was dead, she could not grow better , only worse. (She did wax worse and worse.) Martha refused help. She refused the truth. She refused The Holy Spirit. She perpetuated the generational curse. We the living, we the family, are obligated to reverse this curse.
"Let it go!" my brother screamed at me in reference to my constant badgering the Fayetteville (NC) Police Department regarding my grandfather's MURDER. No, you let go of that "cur", that monster, that hedonist! You let go of the myths and lies she taught you. You were making and flying gas airplanes at age seven. Your jealous ravenous monster of a"mother" did sense the obvious genius intelligence in you , plotted, destroyed, DECIMATED and died laughing, died satisfied.
Go back and get that genius little black boy. Heal him, nurture him. I am going back to get little "Gwen". Little snotty nosed, ragged "draws", unkempt, misused, abused, raped , DECIMATED , "throwed away baby" , "Gwen", Rachel Gwendolyn. I am going to pull her out of that oit her "mother" dug for her. I am going to heal her. She is going to live well and she is going to live a very long time! "
I am not satisfied, not one bit. It is clear to me now as I simply list just some of the sick and sadistic acts I watched my "mother" do and laugh, go unpunished, and do again and again for eighty-seven years! Martha WAS A DEMON! I do under estimate her diabolical evil when I claim simple demon possession. Was she the "ant-Christ"? No, but she sure is a precursor.
"Come Jesus! Somebody needs You!"
Dear LORD thank you for sparing my life, enabling me to finally see how horrid, how despicably evil my own "mother" was. Dear LORD, help me to carry my message around the world. Martha Jane Walters was an evil abomination that never had to be. She should have never been tolerated.
If there is any such thing as too evil , my "mother" was certainly that. Worse than being one of the sickest, sadistic, demonic imps that ever lived, she was the most promiscuous closeted nymphomaniacs that ever walked this earth, breathed breath, enticed and slayed a "man".
She is safely dead now.
Praise the LORD!
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