Careful study of GOD's Word reveals the fact He releases the evildoer over to a reprobate mind. Weak fallen individuals become delusional. Just as insane as Don Quixote attempting to slay windmills.
My poor mother lived eighty-seven years as a complete imbecile , a terrible-two, a spoiled brat monster that really did believe she was entitled , was smarter than GOD. Martha did truly believe in WITCHCRAFT. Loved it! Lived for it. Trusted in it more than GOD. If Martha hated anyone or anything more than she hated GOD, it was me, followed by her daddy and all the people that actually managed to live righteously.
If you did not fornicate to excess, lie habitually, fight, shoot, stab, steal like a bandit, Mathy Jane did not have anything kind or true to say about you or to you. Other than to corrupt you and persuade you to join her losing side, she had no interest in you.
My "mother" had not one ounce of maternal love in her body. Martha Jane Walters would beat, brutalize, main and scald her own babies with a quickness. GOD warned us these vipers would not have natural affection . Mine sure didn't. But she was cunning. Brilliant enough to play the role of a loving, nurturing mother, a role she felt was pushed upon her. "Motherhood" was something she actually hated, fully resented, but was always too cowardly to say so.
I know Martha wanted to kill me. She tried so many times. I do think she was conflicted, could not decide which was more satisfying and soothing to her; pretending to love me while vexing me through an excruciatingly painful slow death or just out and out MURDERING me , like she did her father.
I do think Mathy Jane settled on secret torture as her best form of revenge. Followed by playing dumb. Martha was always the hapless coon. Always confused, always pretending to be clueless, uninformed when it suit her.
Martha was very subtle in her evil, seizing every moment , every brief opportunity to corrupt and enslave. A savagely raped little girl grew into a worse monster than her rapist. This low whore for satan just so happened to give birth to five sons and one daughter.
No man could stop this monster. (So she thought) Once Martha successfully murdered her own father, there was no stopping her. So foul, so confused, so full of sheer hate, she took up preaching. Preached falsely. Was loved. Was admired. (So I thought)
Martha was cursed, brought curses on many, cursed her own children. My family, the immediate family of Jerome Walters is suffering under a generational curse. A curse brought on us by our fallen mother. Reverse the curse. "Come ye out from among them."
Praise the LORD!
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