We always kept Martha's deep sick evil away from her good acting. In other words we were aware of the loud, horrid anger Martha could and would unleash upon you. There was really no reason or justification for it. "A lot of ****** shit!"; Martha's extreme overreaction to her extreme immature childish jealousy. Martha was an habitual plotter, a low slut addicted to sabotage.
For nearly sixty years I was perplexed. I was constantly confused. We all knew she could not be trusted but few of us knew how deeply disturbed she really was. The words "pervert", pedophile and incestuous never entered my mind. And criticizing, admonishing Mathy Jane was not worth it. Some people are "Hell bound". You just have to let them go. Do warn, but get out of their way. Do not drown in their ship! Do not lose your life trying to save theirs.
I know now, Martha knew all the time. Martha knew full well she was evil, deeply disturbed. So, selfish, narcissistic, she didn't care, could not care about another human being on this earth. That is a reprobate mind. That is what GOD promises to release you over to for disobedience, disrespect.
I know so many people "sowing seeds", tithing . Trying to stave off misfortune and bad luck. Blind sheep trying to buy a blessing from GOD. They say they want salvation , not enough to read and study GOD's Word for themselves, though.
Most people would rather sit up under a charismatic personality like my mother, being lied to and led astray, than read.
I think Stevie Wonder sums it up best; "When you believe in things you don't understand, then you suffer."
The very foolish evildoer thinks pretending to be too afraid, too ashamed, to repent is a feasible option. No, such thing. If you are a Christ lover you trust (Him). You obey (His) Word. You live righteously. You live and let live. You Free Fall.
Praise the LORD!
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