"I ain't mad with you."

One day, perhaps as early as one hundred years from today, people will look back shocked and chagrined by the foolishness of man.  By the eagerness of the wayward to lead the innocent astray.

I do hope and pray that on this day more will read their Bibles and draw the parallels  Almighty GOD put there for us to see.  "My people perish for lack of knowledge."

If you think following some greedy "preacher" , some fellow human being is going to lead you to the Promised Land, you are mistaken.

"The blind can not lead the blind …lest they all fall in the ditch."

Loud clamorous nay sayers cursing me for revealing my "mother".   Unlearned, woefully uneducated "Christians" that have never read the Bible entirely,  one time in their whole lives, telling me to "Shut up!"

Telling me, what GOD told me!

No one on this earth has to believe me.  "Many are called, few are chosen."  Any one , still,  too dumb, too blind,  to see Martha Jane Walters was possessed by the many demons she collected over eighty-seven years,  "has my sympathy".    Eighty-seven years of being a blind imp,  not so secretly serving satan.

Martha Jane Walters had a spirit that had to be endured.  (Read and study 2 Thessalonians)  How could we ever believe 2 Timothy without examples ,  fallen , "silly women" like "mother"?

There is no shame in "Salvation".  True "Salvation", book of Acts "Salvation" will make you Peacock proud!  When you have Christ in your heart you fear o man. Period.  All imps are squashed! "How dare you!"  "How dare you study just enough Bible to make you a fool? How dare you be more in evil you conjure from graves than from Almighty GOD?  How dare you try to terrorize me into fear? Silence? Docile submission? I have the Spirit of Jesus Christ burning in my heart!

You do know you are forgiven, right?

(You are forgiven!  No matter what you did, when you did it, why you did it, you are forgiven forever!)

Those are the words GOD spoke in my heart this morning.  While my "mother"  was quite the ogre, lying hypocrite, sadistic, viper whore, she could not prevent me from thinking, from observing, from knowing GOD.    If she could have retarded me more than she did, she would have.

It appears to me in my "twenty-twenty" hindsight Martha went too far, far, over and beyond a mortal enemy's attempt to destroy.  I observed what she did to my brothers, actually knew a great deal of what she was doing to me,  yet, I held on.  Clung to hope.  Yes, I wasted my time.  Oh well, I will never change my heart.  My "mother" could have changed.  She could have given up her evil nature. Pride.  "Pride goeth before a fall."

Now, more than any time in my life I understand the patience of Jesus.

"Do not believe in things you don't understand."   Do not follow blindly.  Don't be intimidated by ignorant imps flinging primitive "goofer dust."

"Time changes all things." (Praise the LORD!)  "Come ye out from among them."   "Let the dead bury the dead." ; just some of the scripture swirling around in my head as I rejoice today!

 Rejoice! PRAISE THE LORD!

Only GOD! Only Almighty GOD could take me from depressed victim to VICTORIOUS THRIVER in a millisecond! (Praise the LORD! The Fast and the Furious!)

P.S.

For all those that do not understand my repetitive praise, thank GOD you have never been where I have been!   (Praise the LORD! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh!)