Biiiiiiiiitttcccchhhhhhhhhhh whut duh fuck happened? Cudden' you stop it? Cudden you git no hep? …Shit why didn't you jest kill yo'fucking self?
What wuz all dat church going fuh? Eight! TEN, TWELVE HOURS EVERY MUTHAFUCKING SUNDAY JUST SO YO' WHOISH ASS CUD LOOK GOOD!
Biiiiiiiiitttcccchhhhhh! You bedda be glad yo' ded ass is ded!
Shaking my Head! … Stay off'fa graves!
Don't get mad wid me cause you reapin'. I ain''t gon' lie fuh you! You MURDERED MY GRANDDADDY and I ain't been right since!
Worse you two buzzards KNEW BETTER! Both of you blaming each other wid your carnal asses.
You my mama! My innocence was your responsibility ! Not something for you to sell or exploit. While you thought you hated me, hated GOD, you really hated yourself. You hated yourself for being a spineless liar. You hated being corrupt and envious. Martha Jane Walters you hated who you were, what you allowed yourself to become. That explains the constant change. All the drama, constant chaos. Raising pure hell for twenty, thirty, forty hours in a row. Cudden' nobody rest. Cudden' nobody find no peace 'til yo'' psychotic ass wuz satisfied. AND BITCH YOU WUDDEN NEVAH SATISFIED! Nothing made you happy. No one that lives for and serves satan secretly will ever be happy.
But yo' dumb ass didn't even-sef know what you wanted. You always wanted what sum body else had. You never wanted or appreciated anything you had. Maybe it was because you rarely earned anything. You were a thief! If you saw something you wanted, why wait, why earn when you can steal or whore for it ?
Dumb biiiiiiiiittttttccccccccchhhhhhhhhh! All that blaming and psychotic rage. you made us absorb because your cowardly sadistic ass refused to tell the truth EVA' about ANYTHANG!
All those many personalities … a Preacher and a Root Worker! Did you ever read the book of James? Didn't you know that you could not be double minded?
The pathological lying, the living in denial. The shame , the pride, the preaching falsely.
No wonder you hated everyone. You knew better . I reminded you often. I forgave you and you refused to forgive me, knowing full well I never did you any wrong.
Mathy, all dem' hours you put into studdin' mischief …what if you had used some of that brilliance, that intelligence fuh Kingdom building instead of destroying? Whut if you had prayed to love instead of seeking voodoo and conjure to enable you to hate and punish secretly ?
Who is you anyway? Hi you gon' go around punishing eva'body lack you GAWD hizsef and you ain't nevah paid fuh one damn thang you eva did?
Yea, you a fool. Lived lak a fool, died a damn fool. Ni, ROT!!!!!!!!!
That's pride. "Pride goeth before a fall."
Don't worry. It is all in divine Order! GOD Got This!
PRAISE THE LORD!
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