"One monkey …"

don't stop the show."  One demon can not derail GOD's Divine Order .  I do not care how long she was successful.  I know for a fact that I was born for such a time as this.  Donald "Lying ass" Trump!  Is this a coincidence ?   How is  it that as I am awakening  from my slumber, just as my blinders are falling off , this world is faced with the exact same kind of pathological liar?    The same kind of malignant narcissist.  I am not saying Donald is perverted or would actually physically beat or rape any one.  He is using GOD though.  He no more believes in GOD than my mother ever did.

My mother did sincerely believe Christ was for the gullible.  Martha never agreed with any of GOD's teachings.  Martha could not image a life without lying.  Martha lied automatically, always.  She lied so much she even lied  in her sleep.  I could not get the truth out of her even when she was doped up coming out of surgery.  She was perverted.  She did so enjoy a good bludgeoning and she would kick some one's ass on the regular just to keep us submissive.

Fear.  We are controlled by fear.  It is understandable.  I have been broke, homeless, all due to my own mother.  What a sack of shit.  Immorality and  depravity  have nothing to do with race, color or gender.  Martha was a reprobate, knew she was a reprobate,  but most importantly , wanted to be one.

She just did not want us talking.   I am screaming!   How in the world could the biggest gossip in the world rage when people gossiped on her?   This dumb "root working" viper was "sharp" enough to keep her "protection".  Always burning candles, springing sulfur, "goofer dust", reciting incantations ,  etc.  to protect herself from what she was doing to others.

I have been diagnosed with POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER WITH DELAYED EXPRESSION.  "Delayed expression" is how my psychiatrist labeled it.  I call it delayed awareness, delayed acceptance of my truth.  I could not believe the obvious.  My own mother purely hated me, hated us with a purple passion.  It was ungodly, demonic.  Of course it was.  She was a demon!  Only a pure demon would demand to cross boundaries with her own relatives, own sons, own children and feel good about it.

Sorry, that is not human.  There can be n Christ in such a person.  We were all duped.  We all danced with the devil.  I must admit my own mother was one hideous, ravenous, perverted monster.  No, she never admitted it.  How could she.  You cannot admit o any thing that makes satan ashamed.

What happened? Disobedience to GOD! WITCHCRAFT! Don't stumble upon it, say away from it!

Look what it did to poor Martha!  What a fool!  Eighty-seven years completely thrown away.  Martha could have been someone great if she had not spent her entire life jealous of the gifts of others.  The poor woman could never see her own gifts, her own worth for lusting after the joy of others.

The fact that my own mother never had anything but pure hatred disguised as love for me has turned out to be the beat blessing anyone could ever have.  Extremely lonely, extremely hated and mistreated I turned to books in search of comfort.  Praise the LORD!

I discovered me.  I love me! I am well worth the friendship and love of any one.  I have one beautiful, brilliant daughter that has made my life worth living one million times.  Best of all it was my doughtier that exposed my evil mother!

It is all in Divine Order! The little tiny newborn you tried to deafen on the sly grew up and exposed your demonic ass!

 (Dear LORD help the feeble minded.)

I blame the Institution of Slavery for my mother and black people like her.  I blame lying pimps that have infiltrated the church for our collective ignorance.  Any "Church" that will let the likes of Martha Jane Walters preach and never rebuke her, never admit they cloaked for her or were in fact deceived by her,  is no real church.   Just a collection of greedy "negroes" fleecing the already fleeced sheep.

I will not  go to your "church".   I will stay home, go to "Bedside Baptist".   I will teach myself.  My grandfather was self educated.  If our children are to be educated,  their parents better home school them or have the resources to send them to a real school.  The analogy I often use; "When would you use a public toilet? For emergencies only."    If your child must attend public school,  please be aware.   Please do not be fooled by their Public Relations machines.    The Superintendent is the biggest pimp of them all.  He is there to comfort you, to relax you,  as we are all sucked in and ruined.  "Dog eat dog, big dog eat little dog.  Children still dumb as shit.  Teachers are blamed, reduced to zoo keepers.  The prison system grows.  Racism grows and we all perish in the end."

Quit playing, quit participating in denial.  Our mother hated us with a passion, had about as much Christ in her as a cat.   I am laughing because I remember seeing a bumper sticker  that read; "If we had known you damn niggers would have been so much trouble we would have picked our own damn cotton!"

Too damn funny.  If Donald Lying Ass Trump becomes President, who is going to pick these grapes, work in the fields?   Who is going to cut your grass, make the beds in the motels and hotels?  If racists think these "new niggers" are going to do it, they better think again.  They are already spitting in your hamburger at Burger King.

Pay attention Donald.  Teachers are fleeing.  AmeriKKKa has created some bad ass vipers!  Keep on Donald, your ass is going to be begging to find a Mexican.  "Be careful of what you ask for."

 "Know ye the truth and be set free."

Praise the LORD!

Please think critically

Please read, please define all unfamiliar terms, please jot down all major facts. Please extrapolate, interpret what you read, synthesize  and create a persuasive didactic essay that supports your thesis.

"What! Who 'dis black bitch think she is!? I ain't doing all that shit! Bitch! Just tell us the fucking answers! Don't nobody give a fuck about no U.S.History!"

"Them people dead!  Don't nobody give a shit! Are you paid bitch? (yea, old ass bitch) I gets paid! I gets mine! I'm a dancer! I be on that pole!  I work that muthafucking pole!"

I was broke, down to my last few hundred dollars.  I had to take this job. But, I had to admit that I was crushed.  America will pay for this travesty one day.  How long can we hide the fact that far too many of our children are totally illiterate?  We have entered a new Dark Age.  Spoiled children that have no desire to do anything but play video games and have sex all day.  Fat. lazy, spoiled.

Why do I wish this was a lie? What happened to our public schools? I claimed I was retiring, I was actually fleeing.  Dear LORD, what is wrong? Vipers!  A generation of vipers!

I would rather live in a cave, drink muddy water.  Our youth are out of hand!   No, not all and not the majority but far too many.  AmeriKKKa created these monsters and all of America will reap.

Dear LORD help that poor inarticulate bunch standing in front of the Market House in Fayetteville, North Carolina.  Standing proud and defiant holding their Black Lives Matter signs? So!  Unable to compose a paragraph on a third grade level.  Every one dressed in black skintight outfits.  Why?  How can you march in six inch heels and platform shoes?

How can the public know what you are complaining about when you don't know?  I still remember you idiots used to ask me if I had been a slave?  Seriously.  How dare you be so fucking stupid!

What happened?

Nothing happened that was not destined to happen.  The 1954 Supreme Court Decision (Brown vs Board of Education of Topeka, Kansas) that declared segregated schools were inherently unequal is still true.  Our schools are more segregated now than before.  I am a retired teacher and I would not put a dog in the majority black public schools I was "privileged" to "teach" in for over twenty years.

They are nothing but "Nigger Factories", cranking out niggers faster than the state can incarcerate them.

I do understand why so many people hate black people.  I hate black people.  Are most black people evil? Truly evil and demon possessed?  Do black people carry a greater proclivity for evil than white people? No!

All I know, my mother was a black woman that actually made satan ashamed to know her.  No woman, no human being on this earth has ever permitted herself to fall so low and to deliberately stay there as a vicious troll secretly destroying her own family from within just for the carnal thrill.

My grandfather was black and he was the exact opposite of his daughter.  So , it is not color,  it is evil that is evil.  Far too many demons hide their evil behind "being black".  Far too many depraved people us "being black" as an excuse to do evil.

"Come ye out from among them."  Become color blind.  Stop listening to people and look at their fruit.

Praise the LORD!

Ask me why I'm happy!

1. GOD saved me! Plucked me from the clutches of my greatest enemy! Anointed me! Appointed ME!  Little old poor black bastard female,  me!  A blood clot!  A "crumb snatcher". Something worthless, unwanted.  The only female child  to survive demon possessed Martha Jane Walter's corrupt womb!  Praise the LORD!
1. I have one brilliant beautiful daughter!  I know GOD's Divine Order, I walk in it, I live in it, I luxuriate in it.  Knowing a mother's maternal love had escaped me.  My grandmother Rachel died when I was three.  My mother was a low,  hateful,  sadistic slut brilliant enough to escape incarceration and the death penalty , although she deserved it many times over.  World, pay attention.  Mark that woman that secretly abuses, claims to love the LORD while she nothing but a ravenous pervert.  Watch her.  Please listen.  My mother bragged about loving us, loving me, loving my grandfather so much we foolishly believed her WHILE WE WERE YET VICTIMS!  Please don't be fooled by people that claim to love the LORD.  Do look at their fruit.  Never fear them.  Fear is where we went wrong.  "Fear no man."

I fell in love with the idea of my daughter first, then I went about searching for a suitable mate.  I really did.  I was thrifty-two and ironically it was my mother that kept ridiculing me for not having a "significant other".  (Little did I know that simple slut was raging with jealousy and was actually "working" primitive "roots" on me.  It would be laughable, a complete hoot if every word was not true.)

From the moment I deliberately conceived my daughter I have been ecstatic, madly in love with this little alien creature, a genius, a very loving, compassionate good person.  There are days I know she is my grandfather re-incarnated.  She has to be, her wisdom was evident on the day of her birth and she has never done anything but bring me joy and wisdom exactly like my grandfather.

3 . It is all in Divine Order! The evil one can NOT win.  Do not get weary.  "Weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning!" Do listen to GOD's Voice, do heed.  Do Trust (HIM)!  Do Free Fall!

Praise the LORD!

It is locked in my memory ...

I shall never forget the peaceful glow that adorned my grandfather's face in death.  He seemed to be smiling, just laying there radiating love.  To this very day I love my granddaddy with a passion.  He was a good man. I have never met a man as good, as honest, as wise , and as filled with the Holy Ghost.

By the same token I have never met or heard of a man or woman as successfully evil as my own mother.  I seriously do not believe Martha Jane Walters ever loved any one in her entire long life.  She was incapable.  No one can commit the kind of sick repugnant perverted acts Martha committed against  us, her family, her children,  and have a shred of decency in her.  No, there was no Christ in Martha. Completely demon controlled, demon possessed.  She should have been.  Martha deserved every day that she suffered, slithered on this earth  dragging those demons , trying to keep them under wraps, secret.

NO!!! DO NOT PRACTICE  WITCHCRAFT!  Don't you ever dare think you are that smart, that exceptional.  Do not ever lie to yourself and think GOD's Word does not apply to you!

Yes, we the descendants of Jerome and Rachel Walters have suffered mightily for nearly a century.  What did we do wrong?  Feared evil, let an extremely evil , completely repugnant woman have her way with our lives.  Why?  Was it our collective ignorance?  Do I really  stem from a family of the most selfish, ignorant, primitive, repulsive , lying reprobates to ever pretend to be Christians?

Are black people cursed like my mother taught me?  Are we Hagar's children?  How could one woman, one female become something so evil and clandestinely hide all of her abominations  behind a beautiful expensive robe,  a license to preach , a pleasing personality, "charm and grace" for so long?

We did not read our Bibles.  Sure, we went to "Church", let some "preacher" tell us what s/he thought GOD wanted us to know.  Demon possession is real,  it is possible.   Do "preachers" preach that, do they warn us?  No!  Unfortunately far too many "preachers" are stuck on one subject , tithing, prosperity, theirs.

Go sit down!  Stop cherry picking your Bible trying to find new ways to fleece GOD's sheep.   Stop this madness!   People are suffering.  Innocent children are being ruined, raped, destroyed right in the CHURCH!  Right in our homes.  Jesus told us our enemies would be of our own household.  Why don't you "preach" that , preacher?

There is only One Race, the Human Race.  Preach that!  You know it is not color but character.  Why don't you want a color blind society?  Because you are just as lying, hateful and full of jealousy as the black or white imp you claim to hate.

My evil mother finally died.  No,  she never stopped lying, hating,  instigating or "root working".  At least she is no longer here to terrorize me (us).  "The wicked shall cease from troubling."  Some will  be saved.  "Every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is LORD."

GOD blessed me with my  grandfather.  I know for a fact the best my own mother was ever  going to permit me to be was "lot lizard".  That is how disturbed she was, how demon possessed she was, how purely perverted she was.   That is how stupid my own mother was.  For eighty-seven years she hated and plotted the demise of her own loved ones and laughed, purely delighted in evil.

Praise GOD Almighty!  GOD saved me from that succubus, that albatross and (HE) did not have to, Praise the LORD!

"Come ye out from among them."  Please do not fear old whorish lying women like my mother.  Yes, they might get by for a vey long time but they never get away.  Please be ashamed that you were ever duped into fearing such a woman.  Pray, be made whole today.

My GOD is awesome!

What  a great privilege it is to have the opportunity to attempt to address my "situation".  My situation , a sixty-four year old survivor of one horrid woman that would not let any one help her.  Such an extreme pathological liar,  she elevated lying to a new art form singlehandedly.

I do praise the LORD for saving me.  I pray for the deliverance of my five remaining siblings.  If they can just learn to love GOD sincerely, to trust (HIM), to love themselves, they can climb out of that pit.

Of course I am not sure why my grandfather had to suffer the life of Job on this  earth.  I do know that daughter he had was beyond evil.  Proof, we all had to wait for her death to fully recognize her, to attempt to undo the harm she deliberately caused us.

My mother, Martha Jane Walters was an imp, a "nigger" imp.   Just like an old plantation slave she loved being "yalla"  with "good hair".  She was dumb enough to think that was all she needed.  Yes, she did think she could "screw" her way to the top.  Martha did not demand to be rich or famous, she just wanted to be better than any one in her family.  Martha demanded to take, take, take and never give.  Destroy , ruin and never create.  Yes, she was a sadist.

What can a father do when he discovers his "little girl" enjoys killing small animals, maiming and shedding blood?  You pray and ask GOD for guidance and endure to the end (2nd Thessalonians).

Did she die happy?  I don't know, the last picture I saw of her she looked miserable.  Sour, fat, dumpy, cross, out of sorts, sitting in a wheel chair cursing the world.  Why? Some refused to accept her lies, to lay down and die, to be her footstool.  To be robbed and maligned , constantly accused of the very acts Martha knew she did.  Martha MURDERED her own father and was tired of me talking about it.

How sad, that was my mother.  Evil deed, after evil deed , Martha demanded to brag and celebrate and you better not complain, you better not accuse her and she knew she was guilty.    My mother was so arrogant, selfish, completely uncaring, she could do anything and did!  World, it is truly heartbreaking, devastating  to know, to finally admit that your own mother was never more than a conniving,  sick predator that beat and raped babies, small children.  Did things so horrible you refuse to recall them.

 I finally refused contact with my mother in 1988 when she mailed me a fecal matter laden letter.  Even I knew that was a form of witchcraft.  After nine years I forgave her and she repayed me by hating me worse!

We tried, granddaddy tried, I tried, my brothers tried, but you can not help  a closet demon that hates you with a passion.  The saddest fact is I never knew Martha to be a decent person on any level, ever.  She was full of the most putrid  hatred possible.  Say anything to her, make the slightest criticism about any insignificant thing, Martha raged.  You got jumped on, attacked.  No one could ever out curse my mother with vulgarity.  You could not outfight her either.  She fought dirty and she announced loudly that she was about to take your life!  She  was quick to grab guns, knives, sticks, limbs, bricks, bats, what ever was handy.  Was quick to lay hands on small children, young boys and the elderly.

The one thing Martha prided herself in was her secret  "Soothe saying" , "root working".  What a shame, what a horrible waste.  We don't have to do that.  We do not have to become evil predators to enjoy the goodness of this world.  Martha never trusted GOD, only pretended to.  And the saddest fact of all she became so delusional that she called on the LORD when she solicited evil demonic spirits from graves.

I am not as amazed by the fact  that my mother's demonic evil lasted so extraordinarily long, as I am by my cluelessness, my blindness.  It can recall so many absolutely horrible repugnant things my mother did to me every day, relentlessly,  and I still tried to love her.  When we are good to our enemies it is like pouring hot coals on them.  I was good to my mother I am proud to say.  The better I treated her, the worse she treated me secretly.

To quote my mother; "The cat out the bag now!"

Young women, new mothers, don't you dare think you can do what Martha Jane Walters did.  Martha was a complete reprobate without any "natural affection".  She was 2nd Timothy come to life.

If you are sexually perverted, get some help.  If you are a pathological liar, pray.  If you suffer with extreme bouts of insane jealousy, admit it.  Most of all, repent of your sins.

Praise the LORD!

P.S.
If you suspect some of your relatives are like my mother direct their victims to my blog.  Women like my mother will never change but knowledge of their existence is paramount to saving children.

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"Well, woman!"

"Jesus met the woman at the well and (HE) told her everything she had done." I love that story.  A woman was caught in adultery and the people were preparing to stone her.  Jesus said; "Let he who is without sin throw the first stone."

We all know the book of Romans.  We all know that we have all sinned and come short of GOD's goodness of (HIS) best.  But, how many people know of low viperous "mothers" like Martha Jane Walters?  Do people know that there are women low and depraved enough to deliberately stalk,vex and torture their own children, her own love ones for nearly a century!?

How many people know that there are men and WOMEN, so called mothers that derive carnal, sexual sadistic pleasure from sick abhorrent torture? HOT SOAPY ENEMAS!

Dear LORD in Heaven thank you for saving me from that Succubus I was born to.  Thank you for delivering me out of her clutches.  A ravenous swine of a female dog.  A practitioner of INCEST and Pedophilia.  A dummy satan convinced to procure a license to preach in order to successfully hide her disgusting proclivities.

Break every chain LORD!  Open ever blind eye, shed your marvelous light on the darkness such women have created.  Stop them LORD! Shine a bright light on Mathy Jane.  Remind us LORD, bring such madness into full view for all to see.  I know that I am tired, vexed to death!  I am exhausted fighting this lying whore.  She was putting on.  Sex was never that good.  I had sex.  What is the big deal?  Lying ass Mathy, always putting on.  A low class, no class, loud bag of wind demanding to be loved for the color of her skin and the straightness of her hair.  The dummy would demand honor for something she did not earn.

My grandfather, Jerome Walters left a long legacy of wisdom.  His daughter left nothing but a trail of tears.  I get up every morning celebrating her death.  Counting the number of days I have enjoyed Mathy Jane Free!

Yes, sometimes I still tremble,  still curl up in a fetal position, rocking.  I still have days where I do nothing but rock back and forth.  I just rock, in disbelief, I just rock.   And yes,  I thank GOD that I was considered a blabber mouth, disloyal, a goody two shoes.  Yes, I thank GOD that my grandfather told me that my "germars" were my germars and that I should not let anyone touch  them,  ever.

Jesus told us to shun evil, that evildoers would be of our own household.  Please listen to Jesus just as soon as you can.  There are still far too many that claim to love Martha, that she was a real pastor, that she changed before she died.  LIES!  All Lies!  That low slut never changed!  And the best part about ever knowing Martha, was NOT knowing the real Martha!  Martha The Monstrosity!   No, you did not want to know her, you never wanted to meet her.    I  never knew her , I fell for the phony one.  I believed in the made up one.  I know now I could not have tolerated the real one, the monster she kept hidden.  I know I  would have gladly stabbed her a million times.  Shot her!?  I would have gladly blasted her face off.

The Martha Jane Walters I remember:

• Threw her first cousin's brand new Sunday shoes in the fire.  This was during the Depression.  Martha was not only extremely jealous , she was also extremely treacherous and savagely violent.
• Busted her baby brother's skull open with an iron skillet, burned his hand in the fire, again the cause was Martha's extreme jealousy.
• Robbed the pennies off of a dead man's eyes.  Just pulled up a chair to the casket and took the pennies.
• Was a child molester as a child. 
• Pounded a puppy to death between two bricks.
• Tried to burn her first born's face off. Again, jealous.  He was so much better looking than she was.
• Scalded her second son with a pot of boiling coffee when he was a toddler. (Sadistic) Used to beat and rape him savagely on the regular.
• Abandoned third illegitimate child, deliberately left me in a whore house and laughed,  claimed I was too black to love.
• Pushed daughter (me)  into a red hot stove when I  was a toddler.  I am sixty-four and can still see the scar! It was a third degree burn! Thank GOD my elbow hit the heater before my face could.
• Lived a life of Witchcraft, brutal stabbings, illicit group and anonymous sex, constant plotting, destroying ,  false preaching and MURDER until she finally expired.

Dear LORD I truly thank you for sparing my life, keeping me virtually blind concerning Mathy's true nature.

Bring them down LORD, turn them out, is my earnest, sincere prayer in the Mighty name of  Jesus! Amen