There's A Storm Out On The Ocean - Bishop Ronald E. Brown

Hey young sinner, be very careful when you disobey.  Do know you are not ever going to get away.  You may get by, you may get by for an extremely long time but,  "settling up" time is coming.

Rape and molest little children all you want.  Practice witchcraft.  Every wrong thing you do is going to come back and bite you in the butt and your victims will be blessed abundantly, beyond measure.

I was embarrassed and horrified remembering how my own mother took my fourteen year old boyfriend.  Sure he was the most popular boy in the entire ninth grade and he was high "yalla" with pink lips and grey eyes.  According to my mother that made him premium , a gift from GOD.  Not only did she take him, mocked me.  I did nothing.  Accepted her winning again.  Accepted her thief of something I wanted and deserved, again.

Please get this, please do not miss this.  That young man was already sexually perverted.  He was a predator and if I had continued in a relationship with him I would have been ruined.  While Martha bragged that she ripped my heart out, secretly humiliated me again, gloated and continued to deceive everyone,  I continued to thrive.

Evil can not win!  Know that.  There is nothing an evil doer can do to you to keep you from the blessings GOD has stored up for you.  Just have faith.  Just know.  Pray, fast, obey and Free Fall!

It is called emotional blackmail

It is not hard to accomplish when you are in fact the mother and you  deliberately birthed children  without their fathers.

Hurry up and catch on.  A liar is a liar! Never depend on anything a known liar has to say.  The fact that your abuser claims to love you, does it so convincingly and you do love her,  you avoid the truth.  You suffer, you are humiliated, molested and terrorized in between being smothered, hovered over, flattered , deliberately led astray and sabotaged.

There are some evil doers that use their female Jezebel cunning to destroy their own families, their own children because their jealous insecurity rages.  Their false pride will not let them come to repentance.  Strangely, they do declare their great faith loudly in from  of an audience.  They don't believe it not for one second thus their viperous nature.  Their feet are swift to run to mischief, burning, scalding, branding, raping, molesting, lying, murdering, hating, pushing into captivity as they attempt to continually block GOD's blessings from (HIS) anointed.  Don't worry.  It can't be done.

While demonic power is the only power they respect, they can not win, they will not win.  They are delusional, actually stupid, falsely believing they are winning simply because they are dumb enough to be satisfied  with their abhorrent lives claiming it is the best they can do.

Living a hard scrabble life may be the best you can do, not Almighty GOD!  Trust GOD! Trust and obey! Study to show yourself approved and Free Fall!

Raise the roof!

Praise the LORD! The day of Jubilee is real.  The evil doer is not getting away with anything! Never! GOD is not going to let it happen.  The delusional evildoer is  lulled into a false sense of security and will actually believe s/he is winning while losing miserably.

Please stop separating , grouping and dividing according to race.  I do understand racism, fear, skepticism .  It doesn't look good for people of color.  My mother was  a low foul woman, the worse and she was considered black.  There are many people that assume most black people are like my mother.  That's a lie.  My mother was common because she wanted to be, race had nothing to do with it.  I do think a disproportionate number of blacks to be evil reprobates.  Just from personal experience.  I could just be hard lucked.  Once born to a woman like my mother I was forced into a class of very low common human beings.  Plus, Jesus told us most people are evil, most do wrong. "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction, narrow is the path of righteousness."

I have wondered what made my mother a ravenous racist? She had nothing else.  She never earned a four year degree.  She had six living children, not one by the same man. She had a reputation for being a sick pervert and prostitute because she earned it.  No man of intelligence,  of quality and color would have her.  Well, not for long.

She was wicked.  She was a witch and all that still fear her or her kind , are lost.  "Oh ye of little faith."

Yes, my own mother did do every sick deceitful sabotaging act she could against me, against us .  Worse, the imp counted herself smart, she did consider deceit a form of intelligence, cruelty  a form of courage, brutality bravado.   Martha was foul, so foul she had to hate every one.

 We may call it liberating, adventurous, pleasurable but,  when you engage in sexual acts labeled taboo by society you are going to suffer from guilt and have to lie.

When you continually lie to hide your perversion, when you turn to witchcraft to hide your proclivities,  you become a Mathy Jane.  You will become something so foul at least one of your victims will get up every day celebrating your departure from this earth.  "The wicked shall cease from troubling."

If you are "fortunate" like my mother , your sons will never tell on you.  A viperous woman like my mother can easily convince her sons to never reveal her real character to this world.  Mainly because they are just as phony, selfish and uncaring as their mother.  The saddest reason they may never "snitch" on her is because she did very successfully emasculate them.

 Any one that knew Jerome Walters, any living relative that knows of this family secret and still agrees with that lying succubus Martha , or still fears her voodoo, needs salvation.

You might claim to be saved, to  love the LORD.  Fine, remember, Mathy did to.  Her undying love for Almighty GOD made her popular, feared, "respected", revered.  People that claim to love Martha and GOD have me scratching my head.

People supporting Donald Trump have me scratching my head.  The parallels between these two demon imps is uncanny.  Neither have no power!  Both all mouth, all lies! And we all shall reap!

If I never ...

live another day, I thank GOD for this day.  I thank GOD for Jerome Walters! To think, to finally know that my own mother was a monster, a monstrosity, something so repulsive her victims, this world,  still refuses to know.

Did my mother think all that church going impressed GOD, counted for anything? Why did she preach?  Did she actually feel guilty for murdering her own father?  Did she try to push some "trade" on GOD? "LORD I'll preach Your word and save souls if you will let me off the hook for killing my own daddy, all those abortions and for always hating, lying and plotting."

It doesn't happen like that.  We all must repent of our sins.  GOD does not demand perfection, that's man.  Man tells us we can never make a mistake and if we do we have to lie and deny it forever.

My mother pretended to be "color conscious".  She wasn't.  She needed an excuse for her demonic cruelty.  Racism, color consciousness is the fruit of the evil one.

"Come ye out from among them."

"What Kind Of Man Is This" - The Caravans feat, James Cleveland (1955)

What kind of man is this that saved a little black bastard from a horrid albatross such as Martha Jane Walters?   A closet demon that lived among us for eighty-seven years, vexing, tormenting and ruining on purpose because she was a ravenous imp, a low whore, a partitioner of demonic witchcraft, incest and pedophilia.  A woman that murdered her own father.  A woman that epitomized 2 Timothy.  A woman that stalked me with voodoo and devastating plots for sixty-two years,  destroying all my prose, poetry and art.

Sadly Martha had no reason, no justification for treating me so savagely, ever.  So she tried to convince me that it was the color of my skin.  She always assured me that she loved me, loved us.  She screamed it, declared it.  Took to preaching it.  Sadly she never felt it.

I must laugh, satan gave my mother a brilliant strategy.  Do all the evil you want while professing to be the opposite of what you really are and if anyone objects act just like the demon you really are.

Yes LORD, the woman was a horror and we were stupid, misunderstanding Christianity.  Stuck on forgiving and missing the entire message of shunning.   "Shun the very presence of evil." My mother was the very presence of evil.  I see it now.  It was over for us when Martha was caught engaging in sexual intercourse with a grown man when she was eight.  It was over for  all of us when Martha smashed that puppy between two bricks as a small child.

My evil demonic reprobate mother had me driving a car without brakes for nearly a year, just waiting to hear I was tragically killed.  In Martha's mind she was not wrong.  If I was dumb enough to follow her motherly advice at nineteen and got killed that was my dumb ass fault.

True enough, she sent me out in a torrential rainstorm and I did lose control of the car and I did say goodbye to this world as I viewed that eighteen wheeler barreling down on me.  Yes GOD did extend (HIS) mighty hand and sat that little car on the median.  I felt like I had ascended into Heaven as that mighty eighteen wheeler whizzed by me.

World, "Man proposes, GOD disposes."

Evil can't win.

Praise the LORD!

(HE) said to come boldly

to the Throne of Grace. He didn't say to come half-stepping, in fear, in shame because of our mother.  True, Martha Jane Walters was indeed our mother but, Jerome Walters was our grandfather.  Talk about two complete opposites.  Jerome Walters was sent by GOD, that damn Mathy Jane was satan's spawn.

She did succeed in instilling incredible fear into us.  She did successfully arrest our development.  But, her repugnance can be faced.  Faced and eliminated one horrid memory at a time.

Praise the LORD!

My mother was not merciful,

or considerate of anyone's feelings in any way, ever.  No mater what terrible act she committed, she immediately dismissed it as trivial and demanded that you do the same.  That was it.  No discussion, it didn't happen and if it did happen,  it was your fault.  And by the way,  count yourself lucky for her love, for the cheap gifts she bestowed upon you from time to time.  When my mother got through reminding you of how tragically black your skin , how "Af-ee-cun and niggerish"   you gladly buried your excruciating pain and humiliation deep.

I guess I was too close to see it, too young and totally vacuous concerning Martha's condition.  Martha was an extremely jealous corrupt promiscuous wicked child.  No matter what, Mathy was NOT  coming to repentance.  She was not about to review her life and feel sorry, regret anything.  She fell too low.  I get it.

While my mother pretended to be extremely jealous , she was just evil.  She was evil because she was a reprobate.  She knew it, preferred to lie, intimidate, terrorize and ruin.  Do know Martha was determined to destroy me.  She did not care if she had to lie, cajole, conjure, plot, manipulate, to preach falsely, I was going to be her footstool.  She was GOD, not a god but,  GOD and I wasn't shit and she fully intended to prove that fact to the entire world.

Everything my mother ever did was foretold. She was a little light weight Jezebel that sacrificed her small children to her lovers for control.  Again, Martha was never, ever concerned with any one's life other than her own.   Yes, she knew her skin color did not make her privileged but,  if people were dumb enough to think so, she fully intended to take advantage.

I have five fellow victims, some treated far worse than I was.  They claim to still love her.  How? How can you choose that woman over me, over your granddaddy? That's not fear.  That is denial.  If you are not glad that monstrosity is finally dead,  you lack understanding.

Read. Study. Pray. Fast.

Be abundantly blessed.