What kind of man is this that saved a little black bastard from a horrid albatross such as Martha Jane Walters? A closet demon that lived among us for eighty-seven years, vexing, tormenting and ruining on purpose because she was a ravenous imp, a low whore, a partitioner of demonic witchcraft, incest and pedophilia. A woman that murdered her own father. A woman that epitomized 2 Timothy. A woman that stalked me with voodoo and devastating plots for sixty-two years, destroying all my prose, poetry and art.
Sadly Martha had no reason, no justification for treating me so savagely, ever. So she tried to convince me that it was the color of my skin. She always assured me that she loved me, loved us. She screamed it, declared it. Took to preaching it. Sadly she never felt it.
I must laugh, satan gave my mother a brilliant strategy. Do all the evil you want while professing to be the opposite of what you really are and if anyone objects act just like the demon you really are.
Yes LORD, the woman was a horror and we were stupid, misunderstanding Christianity. Stuck on forgiving and missing the entire message of shunning. "Shun the very presence of evil." My mother was the very presence of evil. I see it now. It was over for us when Martha was caught engaging in sexual intercourse with a grown man when she was eight. It was over for all of us when Martha smashed that puppy between two bricks as a small child.
My evil demonic reprobate mother had me driving a car without brakes for nearly a year, just waiting to hear I was tragically killed. In Martha's mind she was not wrong. If I was dumb enough to follow her motherly advice at nineteen and got killed that was my dumb ass fault.
True enough, she sent me out in a torrential rainstorm and I did lose control of the car and I did say goodbye to this world as I viewed that eighteen wheeler barreling down on me. Yes GOD did extend (HIS) mighty hand and sat that little car on the median. I felt like I had ascended into Heaven as that mighty eighteen wheeler whizzed by me.
World, "Man proposes, GOD disposes."
Evil can't win.
Praise the LORD!
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