Did my blinders finally fall off?

Did I tear them off after sixty-two years or did they wear thin? They wore thin and that "boy" came back home after twenty-five years.  TWENTY-FIVE YEARS!  That is a long time to shun your entire family. I'm not mad with him.  He should have.  Well, he should have shunned her. Old nasty predator.

I can not get over my sheer stupidity.  All that church going, going and sitting for hours every damn Sunday!  Watching and listening to  some ignorant nigger "hack" for  hours.   Ass growing callouses from sitting on hard wooden benches trying to prove to GOD we loved him.  Not enough to live right or follow (HIS) commandments.  How could GOD dare expect such a sacrifice ? So we opted to put on this show every Sunday.  Looks like we fooled every one but GOD.

 Hacking is a form of preaching that can definitely be traced back to the slave quarters.  A style of preaching more entertainment, more rap artistry,  than actually Biblically  or spiritually enlightening.  No, you don't learn anything about GOD's Word but you get crunk in church, jumping, shouting, screaming, running, testifying.  You get the spotlight on you if you are on program, get to show off your fine clothes.  You get to lie and embellish without challenge and if you are lucky like my mother people will actually envy You, wish to emulate you.

What good does it do to sit up in church with a known "root worker " every Sunday?  We helped her pass.  We gave her credibility, offered some evidence to refute the suspicion that Martha was no more than another hardened harlot.

She did it for eighty-seven years.  Was nothing but an extremely demonic incestuous pervert for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!

Hey Martha Jane Walters, you murdered your own father and flat refused to apologize or repent.  Died laughing about all the babies you flushed down the toilet like a turd.  You died laughing, mocking me, telling me to not piss on your grave.

Bitch you don't deserve any of my piss.

Now rot!