If I never ...

live another day, I thank GOD for this day.  I thank GOD for Jerome Walters! To think, to finally know that my own mother was a monster, a monstrosity, something so repulsive her victims, this world,  still refuses to know.

Did my mother think all that church going impressed GOD, counted for anything? Why did she preach?  Did she actually feel guilty for murdering her own father?  Did she try to push some "trade" on GOD? "LORD I'll preach Your word and save souls if you will let me off the hook for killing my own daddy, all those abortions and for always hating, lying and plotting."

It doesn't happen like that.  We all must repent of our sins.  GOD does not demand perfection, that's man.  Man tells us we can never make a mistake and if we do we have to lie and deny it forever.

My mother pretended to be "color conscious".  She wasn't.  She needed an excuse for her demonic cruelty.  Racism, color consciousness is the fruit of the evil one.

"Come ye out from among them."