Please do not try to navigate in this world without GOD, without guidance. I know you are smart but some of your enemies are smarter. Some of your enemies are kin. The worse enemy of far too many women is a woman they are forced to call mother. Yes, there are some women that do deliberately "bitch-i-fy", emasculate, their own sons and daughters because they hate the men that impregnated them, then "abandoned" them.
Make sure you know that you need GOD, if you don't believe in GOD, you do believe in the Supernatural. Perhaps you call it luck, "being in the right place at the right time". Maybe you do have a connection, skills, talent, gifts, but, don't you ever doubt GOD! Never minimize (HIS) Divine Power, (HIS) Divine Order.
Never turn a blind eye to wickedness pretending you have no GOD to save you simply because you don't think (HE) saved you as a little boy or that (HE) has ever saved you. GOD saved you, (HE) just saved you differently.
where you are, what this world thinks of you, what you think of yourself, GOD's got this.
An old evil demon possessed woman got in behind me during conception, never left me alone, never let me be. Martha was a horrible woman that hollered and screamed at me, that stalked me, that hated Almighty GOD and my granddaddy for blessing me, for loving me.
While there may be some that still fear Martha, some may still think they love her and must shield for her, cloak for her. All don't. Some can not bear to know their own truth, can't hate Martha because they called her mother and "honor thy mother" is the only Commandment they obey.
Many escaped the clutches of Martha, only got a small whiff. Most don't want to know. I don't want to know but, I have to know. GOD made it so.
Do know my own mother was so ignorant she tried to convince me that incest was common among "niggers". Nigger! Is that what my mother thought I was? What she was? Well, bitch I'm a child of GOD! You had no right to be so damn ignorant, so damn carnal, so rebellious, so stubborn, so whorish and lying for so long.
"Come ye out from among them." Babylon is falling and Babylon is falling fast! All the lying hypocritical false preachers are being revealed in the twinkling of an eye. "Every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess that Jesus is LORD."
The world population is close to eight billion "they say".
"They", who is "they"? I'm not so sure of "they" but, I sure know her, she, it, that abomination, that demon possessed woman our grandfather never came out and shared his knowledge of. Sure, he hinted, always telling us to not make any sudden moves while our heads were in the lion's mouth. The "lion's mouth" being my mother of course.
That is pretty awesome when a good Christian knows to "let you let, until you be taken out". When a good Christian knows in his heart that all of your evil will come to naught and that you will be fully exposed one day.
It is true, I know it for myself. I am a witness. I was her doorkeeper. It was hilarious, it was like a play , a high school production. Mathy put on her regala, head wraps and flowing costumes, affected a false foreign language, blabbed her own homemade incantations, part gibberish, part homemade Spanish.
We howled counting my mother's ill gotten loot when her "clients" left in search of more money to be sacrificed by the great and powerful Madame Watson. Dummies thoroughly convinced only she, only her magic dust could save them. We laughed, I understood. My mother explained ; "Shit! a nigga got tuh do what a nigga gotta do!" And if it involved fleecing a dumb gullible nigger, so what? Nigger should have know better. "Do unto others befo' they do unto you!"
My mother always taught us that honesty was some bullshit, that GOD was much too slow. I'm glad I didn't listen to her.
why my mother would always say one thing, then turn around and do the exact opposite of what she announced she was going to do. I know now. Not only is demon possession possible , it is promised to all practitioners of the occult, soothe saying, hoodoo, voodoo, witchcraft, cursing, what ever you want to call it.
Please stop believing demon possession is an impossibility. You can get the Holy Ghost can't you? The same way the Holy Spirit can indwell in an individual an evil demonic spirit can live in the body of a believer of evil. Even in the body of a believer of Almighty GOD if their faith is weak, if they are unread, illiterate Christians. A Christian can be overcome with evil , especially when that imp deliberately and foolishly delves into that mysterious realm of demonic power she is unable to control.
Yes, my mother haunted graveyards in search of power because she was too impatient, too ignorant, too corrupt, too weak and faithless to try Jesus. Martha was far too jealous a Jezebel spirited woman to ever be honest and sincere about anything, including her own name.
Martha kept changing her name while never changing her evil heart. She could have, didn't want too, she enjoyed inflicted excruciating pain ( secretly) more. Yes, Martha was a sadist. Don't worry, it was a choice. I'm cool with it because every evil doer shall reap and s/he that endures to the end will be blessed.
If I lost you as a friend because you think I'm a whiner, too vulgar, think too highly of myself, that's alright. If you hate me because Martha Jane Walters taught you to, that's alright.
If you refuse to associate with me because my skin is black, because I'm old, because you think I got exactly what I deserved, that's alright. If you hate me because you're jealous, envious of my gifts and talents, that's alright.
If you shun me and want no parts of me because you are afraid you will have to give me some money, some of your time, some place to live, some help, that's alright.
It's alright because GOD got me, holds me in the hollow of (HIS) hand, always has, always will.
Victory today is mine! Praise the LORD! Dear children when you find yourself in a low place, unloved, broken, penniless, friendless, do know Almighty GOD will never leave you. GOD will never forsake you. "When your mother and father forsake you GOD will pick you up."
Jesus told us to fear no man, no woman, no thing, don't! Please don't! Realize the awful terrorizing fear many of us have been forced to live with all of our lives was rammed down our throats from birth. Put there by our own carnal mothers, care givers.
Our fear stems from lies and myths, from demon possessed "Christians" planted in the "Church" by satan. (Revelation 2:20)
My who life my demon possessed mother chased me down, stalked me, tried to ruin me because she was a ravenous wolf. Sexually she was natured like something so despicable you don't want to know. Yes, LORD my mother was common. Was that something she was ashamed of? Was she ever ashamed of her out of control promiscuity? I don't know, I'll never know. I know she spent EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS trying to tear down, to ruin, to destroy on the sly. I know she was a ravenous wolf dumb enough to try and wear her father's mantel.
I know she would shake her "dust" on you with a quickness if she thought you were doing too well. If she thought you were happy, experienced the slightest bit of joy.
Our churches do us a disfavor when they ordain men and women like my mother and permit her to poison the blind and gullible for decades. No true Christian can claim "fear". No true Christian would ever keep a woman like my mother secret.
My mother was a pathological liar for eighty-seven years. She was such a liar I often wonder, am I really her child. Did she really birth me? She did tell me she kidnapped me from a whore house when I was six months old.
I will always wonder if she really birthed me. Martha was the kind of woman that would steal another woman's baby to cover some evil deed she had done. Sure she could do it, murdered her own daddy because he was old and saving money in a bank account for his son's children. I watched her, studied her carefully as she prepared to put him in the ground. She was gleeful, so happy she went out a bought six new black and white outfits, mocked me for having to pay three dollars for my dress; "Here you come, begging wid yo'broke ass."
It is true. When my grandfather was tragically murdered in 1979 I did not have enough money to pay for a cheap rayon dress, size 4. She mocked me, said I should crawl my worthless black ass in the coffin with him because for the rest of my life I wasn't getting shit. Laughed, said Tucker and Sons should sell double wide caskets.
Yes, I am still researching witchcraft. I must, my mother was one of the greatest successful practitioners that ever lived. I uncovered something that really intrigued me this morning.
"Sorcery, pagan religion, and folklore were the first three elements in the formation of European witchcraft. Christian heresy was fourth. When the witch'craze began at the end of the Middle Ages, its most important beliefs were : (1) the ride by night, (2) the pact with the devil, (3) the formal repudiation of Christianity, (4) the secret, nocturnal meeting, (5) the desecration of the eucharist and the crucifix, (6) the orgy, (7) sacrificial infanticide, and (8) cannibalism. Every one of these elements was either introduced into the tradition of witchcraft by heresy or at least heavily modified by it." A History of WITCHCRAFT Sorcerers , Heretics and Pagans by Jeffery B. Russell.
There are three glaring facts that hit me like a ton of bricks, (6) the orgy and (7) sacrificial infanticide (8) the formal repudiation of Christianity. I was nineteen when I witnessed my mother participate in an orgy with four or five young soldiers. I shall never forget it, I wanted to dig my own eyes out.
For the entire sixty-two years I knew my mother she bragged openly about the five coat hanger abortions she had. That is sacrificial infanticide. She beat babies ! I'm a witness .
The formal repudiation of Christianity. No matter how many hours we spent in church on Sunday she always left saying the same thing; "Don't pay that shit no attention! You can have too much Christ like my dumb ass daddy."
"Come Jesus!" Dear LORD save us, save all that want to be saved is my fervent prayer, Amen.
