Let me make that clear right now! I hate what she did! I hate that she was a thick headed wicked reprobate. I hate that she never learned from her mistakes. Only made each of her mistakes far worse by lying, scheming and trying to cover. I hate she never believed in herself. Saw her talent and beauty in her children and chose to be a hater, a blocker. Didn't want to share what GOD gave her with anyone. Demanded to be a taker , never a giver. Never ever believed her children were a gift from GOD but rather her possessions , tools, rugs, doormats. A curse from GOD, punishment for fornication.
In Martha's ignorant mind and misinterpretation of GOD's WORD little black bastard children didn't count. Praising GOD with your mouth and running to church every Sunday impressed GOD, kept you from your just deserts. Made your sins invisible. Who was going to look in the pulpit , on the Dias for satan's disiple? Do all the dirt you please, get a license to preach. It is a win win situation. You can't lose! It is fool proof fool. Plus if they ever find out, finally figure you out, you will be long since dead! You win ! Yea, you will spend eternity in hell. But so what!? 87 years of doing what you please, 87 years of sheer terrifying evil camouflaged behind a beautiful smile and a "mother 's love" was worth it.
Become a reprobate if you want to, you will lose your capacity for "natural affection".
I hate the fact that my mother chose to only look out for herself for 87 years. I hate the fact that she used her beauty and GOD given gifts to confuse and enslave.
I do hate the fact that she murdered my grandfather and got away with it. I hate the fact that such a good Christian man was so mistreated and so misunderstood by his own daughter.
I hate the fact that I have to tell this awful story. BUT I DONT HATE HER!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 31, 2013 All rights reserved.
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Monday, December 30, 2013
I am so delighted today
Praise the LORD for His tender mercies. "He may not come when you want Him but, He is right on time." That's a lie straight from the devil's mouth. GOD never leaves the righteous. "...May not come when you want Him!" Are you crazy? He will stick closer to you than any brother!
No brothers and sisters, GOD never leaves you alone. His love never waivers. GOD is not wishy washy and two faced like man and woman.
That "stanking ,nasty, thought she was ruined" Mathy Jane really thought she was winning. That she was in the perfect position to never be discovered, to never be found out. Her ears were stopped up. She could not hear GOD. But, she did put on a good show. Don't follow her, don't follow her lead. You will end up in hell.
Mathy was happy, successful plot after plot. (I'm pretending lak I love dese n******. I secretly hate every f****** one of them. My greatest pleasure is inflicting pain and never getting caught.) It was like stealing candy from a baby. No one would ever believe someone so pretty, so full of the "holy ghost" , so brilliant, fond of quoting the Bible and wise saying, could be so evil and foul. Well believe it! It happened . You might want to look more carefully at your "church".
Who gives such a person a license to preach? What kind of church cares so little for its congregants that it sics ravenous wolves on them ? Let these monsters teach Sunday school, baptize?
I came to tell you; you nasty grown men and women, touching and violating children, YOU ARE GOING TO STOP! If for no other reason than the little child you so brutally and savagely violated, grew up and started a blog just to tell on you.
I survived! I can talk. I am not ashamed. As a matter of fact, I am very proud! When you just knew you were ruining me, GOD was preparing me. PTL!
By the way I am just what my granddaddy said I was; "A little piece of leather well put together ."
SAVE OUR CHILDREN!
Nothing will ever change the fact that we are nothing without Jesus Christ.
Stay in His WORD children.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 30, 2013. All rights reserved.
No brothers and sisters, GOD never leaves you alone. His love never waivers. GOD is not wishy washy and two faced like man and woman.
That "stanking ,nasty, thought she was ruined" Mathy Jane really thought she was winning. That she was in the perfect position to never be discovered, to never be found out. Her ears were stopped up. She could not hear GOD. But, she did put on a good show. Don't follow her, don't follow her lead. You will end up in hell.
Mathy was happy, successful plot after plot. (I'm pretending lak I love dese n******. I secretly hate every f****** one of them. My greatest pleasure is inflicting pain and never getting caught.) It was like stealing candy from a baby. No one would ever believe someone so pretty, so full of the "holy ghost" , so brilliant, fond of quoting the Bible and wise saying, could be so evil and foul. Well believe it! It happened . You might want to look more carefully at your "church".
Who gives such a person a license to preach? What kind of church cares so little for its congregants that it sics ravenous wolves on them ? Let these monsters teach Sunday school, baptize?
I came to tell you; you nasty grown men and women, touching and violating children, YOU ARE GOING TO STOP! If for no other reason than the little child you so brutally and savagely violated, grew up and started a blog just to tell on you.
I survived! I can talk. I am not ashamed. As a matter of fact, I am very proud! When you just knew you were ruining me, GOD was preparing me. PTL!
By the way I am just what my granddaddy said I was; "A little piece of leather well put together ."
SAVE OUR CHILDREN!
Nothing will ever change the fact that we are nothing without Jesus Christ.
Stay in His WORD children.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 30, 2013. All rights reserved.
Thursday, December 26, 2013
Could it be...
that we as Human Beings are so selfish that GOD is ashamed of us? Are we all fake posers chasing something we can never have? Did we spend months preparing for one day? Why? Was it truly for the love of Christ? for Family?
Or were some of us trying to show off? Did you "re-gift"? Did you sneak in a cheap ugly gift to insult someone you secretly hate, someone you wish didn't exist? Were you disappointed ? Was the turkey too dry? Did some guests stay too long? Did that begging always in need friend show up with an appetite and tin foil again this year?
Did someone at work deliberately offend you by inviting all of your co-workers to her home but you? Did you look in the mirror to find someone already old and haggard? Did you feel robbed when you realized that you had been lied to, played for a trick your entire life?
My dear friends, fellow Christians, fellow man, GOD loves us! All of us, regardless of color, age, culture. GOD is no respecter of man that you should boast.
I know it is time to live right, embrace GOD's WORD, LOVE! Live and walk in the truth. Don't get confused and think you did anything or deserve anything. That degree, raise, new car...all GOD. You can listen to people like Bill Mayr if you want to.
Give the world a gift today. From this day forth never tell another lie. Never hate another person. Spread GOD's WORD and His LOVE.
Or were some of us trying to show off? Did you "re-gift"? Did you sneak in a cheap ugly gift to insult someone you secretly hate, someone you wish didn't exist? Were you disappointed ? Was the turkey too dry? Did some guests stay too long? Did that begging always in need friend show up with an appetite and tin foil again this year?
Did someone at work deliberately offend you by inviting all of your co-workers to her home but you? Did you look in the mirror to find someone already old and haggard? Did you feel robbed when you realized that you had been lied to, played for a trick your entire life?
My dear friends, fellow Christians, fellow man, GOD loves us! All of us, regardless of color, age, culture. GOD is no respecter of man that you should boast.
I know it is time to live right, embrace GOD's WORD, LOVE! Live and walk in the truth. Don't get confused and think you did anything or deserve anything. That degree, raise, new car...all GOD. You can listen to people like Bill Mayr if you want to.
Give the world a gift today. From this day forth never tell another lie. Never hate another person. Spread GOD's WORD and His LOVE.
My Sweet LORD!
I love that song. It was written by George Harrison . He was sued for copyright infringement and lost. The former Beatle "borrowed" the musical motif of "He's So Fine". No matter what, it is a beautiful song.
I know my Sweet LORD saved me from a fate worse than death.
Growing up in the country the protocol when approaching someone's home was to holler out;"call your dog!" Most "country people" kept 3 or 4 old hound dogs under the porch. The dogs served as sentries around the clock. Nothing moved within a half mile radius of a house without those yelping howling dogs letting you know.
It would be considered a breach of civility to fail to call your dog. And a dog that would not bark but would sneak up behind you just to take a nip out of your a$$ was considered to be low and sneaky. I never liked those kind of dogs. Give people a fair warning.
The Bible, GOD's WORD gives us fair warning. Read and heed.
Have a blessed life children. Pray for the LORD Jesus Christ to come into your heart, to dwell there. Dare to love. Rebuke fear, hatred and callousness. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 26, 2013. All rights reserved.
I know my Sweet LORD saved me from a fate worse than death.
Growing up in the country the protocol when approaching someone's home was to holler out;"call your dog!" Most "country people" kept 3 or 4 old hound dogs under the porch. The dogs served as sentries around the clock. Nothing moved within a half mile radius of a house without those yelping howling dogs letting you know.
It would be considered a breach of civility to fail to call your dog. And a dog that would not bark but would sneak up behind you just to take a nip out of your a$$ was considered to be low and sneaky. I never liked those kind of dogs. Give people a fair warning.
The Bible, GOD's WORD gives us fair warning. Read and heed.
Have a blessed life children. Pray for the LORD Jesus Christ to come into your heart, to dwell there. Dare to love. Rebuke fear, hatred and callousness. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 26, 2013. All rights reserved.
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
My LORD! My LORD!
Intervene! Block the way, block the path of the evil one. Bind that demon, gag his mouth. Let him know that his time is up and he has done enough.
No more torment LORD! No more confusion!
Dear LORD in Heaven I rebuke every evil spirit, every form of conjure, every red eyed demonic spirit lurking in the dark trying to destroy my family. Trying to destroy GOD's children. GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!
Deliver us LORD! I know Your POWER! I know there is Power in the word Jesus! and I thank you.
Growing up in the country with my grandfather I had the opportunity to see what many thought was a dead snake. I learned as a child that some snakes play possum too.
No matter how low, poisonous and sneaky a snake is it doesn't want to die. You can beat it bloody with a stick. Stomp on it with your boots, set it on fire. You still can't be sure it's dead.
That is why dear darling children you should establish a relationship with GOD right now! Let Him protect you right now! Put all of your trust in Him only!
Dear LORD thank you for your Divine Order! Thank you for righting every wrong , for saving your children, for separating the wheat from the chaff.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 25, 2013. All rights reserved.
No more torment LORD! No more confusion!
Dear LORD in Heaven I rebuke every evil spirit, every form of conjure, every red eyed demonic spirit lurking in the dark trying to destroy my family. Trying to destroy GOD's children. GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!
Deliver us LORD! I know Your POWER! I know there is Power in the word Jesus! and I thank you.
Growing up in the country with my grandfather I had the opportunity to see what many thought was a dead snake. I learned as a child that some snakes play possum too.
No matter how low, poisonous and sneaky a snake is it doesn't want to die. You can beat it bloody with a stick. Stomp on it with your boots, set it on fire. You still can't be sure it's dead.
That is why dear darling children you should establish a relationship with GOD right now! Let Him protect you right now! Put all of your trust in Him only!
Dear LORD thank you for your Divine Order! Thank you for righting every wrong , for saving your children, for separating the wheat from the chaff.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 25, 2013. All rights reserved.
Healing is a process...
you can't rush it. We all don't heal at the same rate and GOD doesn't reveal His truth simultaneously to all believers. His mercy is tender, GOD knows His plan for us. I know that I am eternally grateful, full of joy, leaping in my spirit.
I know now I was her confident. She loved to share her plots and schemes with me. I admit I loved to listen. My mother was fascinating! She didn't take **** off nobody. FIGHT! Any where, any time. Mouth filthy as a sewer. I am sure mine is too.
Growing up I learned to "lay my lips" on you. I must say I excelled. Cursing is my way of releasing pressure, built up steam. Plus it's a habit. I was already a notorious curser before I knew it was wrong.
To me cursing is like adding spices, onions and garlic to a recipe. It seasons your conversation. No, you should not curse in public(except in the privacy of your car )
No one should have a filthy foul mouth but we must admit sometimes, somewhere, some one is going to make you curse. And let me remind you "cussing" is not one of the Ten Commandments.
Dear LORD I thank you for this precious life. I thank you for my journey! Yes, the devil roughed me up but, he didn't win.
I know GOD can restore any thing, fix all the broken places. Put a smile where there is a frown. Create love where hate doth abide.
He is our Savior. Embrace and love Him today.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
Copyright December 25, 2013. All rights reserved.
I know now I was her confident. She loved to share her plots and schemes with me. I admit I loved to listen. My mother was fascinating! She didn't take **** off nobody. FIGHT! Any where, any time. Mouth filthy as a sewer. I am sure mine is too.
Growing up I learned to "lay my lips" on you. I must say I excelled. Cursing is my way of releasing pressure, built up steam. Plus it's a habit. I was already a notorious curser before I knew it was wrong.
To me cursing is like adding spices, onions and garlic to a recipe. It seasons your conversation. No, you should not curse in public(except in the privacy of your car )
No one should have a filthy foul mouth but we must admit sometimes, somewhere, some one is going to make you curse. And let me remind you "cussing" is not one of the Ten Commandments.
Dear LORD I thank you for this precious life. I thank you for my journey! Yes, the devil roughed me up but, he didn't win.
I know GOD can restore any thing, fix all the broken places. Put a smile where there is a frown. Create love where hate doth abide.
He is our Savior. Embrace and love Him today.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
Copyright December 25, 2013. All rights reserved.
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
It is the day...
before Christmas and all is well. 2014 is around the corner and I do congratulate myself for being a great mother. It never felt like a duty to me. It was a sheer blessing , it is pure love. From the moment of conception, December 8, 1983. From the precise moment my egg and (his) sperm collided .
I called her Boo-bee. Talked to her every day. Declared my undying love. Told her I knew she was a girl when every one just knew I was carrying a boy. I started teaching her in the womb, telling her about life. I read! I read everything! I am cramming knowledge in my baby's head I claimed .
From the moment she was born I was ready on the spot with flash cards, floating waterproof books for the bathtub. My basket of books sat by my toilet and her miniature basket sat by her potty.
I love my daughter and have always been super protective and cautious. I did my due diligence, ballet, tap, soccer, computer, softball, basketball, band. She did hers too winning national contests and always scoring in the 99% on the Iowas.
It is the day before Christmas and I am as happy as I can be! I did not give up the right for the wrong. I have never let go of GOD's unchanging hand. I know my life has purpose. I know I have been delivered, redeemed .
Yes, GOD is still healing that broken little girl. He is still knitting her together. She smiles a lot more, hates less and less everyday.
I do not want another child, another family, to have to live through what we did. No rank stank demon should be able to infiltrate families, infiltrate churches unopposed,unchallenged.
The Walters family did something very wrong. We hid evil, denied that it existed. Choose to pray for it and wait it out. We knew Jesus would fix it one day. Enduring her, suffering at her hand was not part of GOD's plan. That was her plan!
You can consider a demon possessed woman brilliant if you want to. How smart do you have to be to "successfully" violate your own children ?
My point is this, my "mother" did everything she could to keep me from publishing. The poor foolish woman lost her mind when she became rebellious enough to dabble in the occult. Martha was a brilliant writer who was so busy coyly destroying the dreams of others she could not sufficiently pursue her own.
Now my brilliant, beautiful, globe trotting, Anglophile , gifted, brutally honest daughter is a writer! She is so gifted! Standing on a precipice, about to set the world on fire.
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD!
Don't forget to stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing. "
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 24, 2013. All rights reserved .
I called her Boo-bee. Talked to her every day. Declared my undying love. Told her I knew she was a girl when every one just knew I was carrying a boy. I started teaching her in the womb, telling her about life. I read! I read everything! I am cramming knowledge in my baby's head I claimed .
From the moment she was born I was ready on the spot with flash cards, floating waterproof books for the bathtub. My basket of books sat by my toilet and her miniature basket sat by her potty.
I love my daughter and have always been super protective and cautious. I did my due diligence, ballet, tap, soccer, computer, softball, basketball, band. She did hers too winning national contests and always scoring in the 99% on the Iowas.
It is the day before Christmas and I am as happy as I can be! I did not give up the right for the wrong. I have never let go of GOD's unchanging hand. I know my life has purpose. I know I have been delivered, redeemed .
Yes, GOD is still healing that broken little girl. He is still knitting her together. She smiles a lot more, hates less and less everyday.
I do not want another child, another family, to have to live through what we did. No rank stank demon should be able to infiltrate families, infiltrate churches unopposed,unchallenged.
The Walters family did something very wrong. We hid evil, denied that it existed. Choose to pray for it and wait it out. We knew Jesus would fix it one day. Enduring her, suffering at her hand was not part of GOD's plan. That was her plan!
You can consider a demon possessed woman brilliant if you want to. How smart do you have to be to "successfully" violate your own children ?
My point is this, my "mother" did everything she could to keep me from publishing. The poor foolish woman lost her mind when she became rebellious enough to dabble in the occult. Martha was a brilliant writer who was so busy coyly destroying the dreams of others she could not sufficiently pursue her own.
Now my brilliant, beautiful, globe trotting, Anglophile , gifted, brutally honest daughter is a writer! She is so gifted! Standing on a precipice, about to set the world on fire.
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD!
Don't forget to stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing. "
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright December 24, 2013. All rights reserved .
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