Life Without You

Yes, I am living proof a life can still be "well lived" without a loving nurturing mother or father. Yes, a child of GOD can survive and actually thrive off of the phony love she has been reduced to accept.

All broken hearts can mend, all pretty little girls deliberately destroyed by their slippery, slimy, serpent mothers,  can heal.

There shall come a day the truly righteous shall find the strength to stand up and  make their many enemies scatter.

A lie can't live forever. It is not a good idea for the anti-Christ to cloak her fangs behind the name of a good man because she knows very few shall ever grow the testicles or dendrites to ever challenge the filth currently occupying the White House and our very own homes.

With that same mouth the evil doers spews venom, s/he can repent.

No matter, the true Christ Lovers shall never relent.  Surely, WE ALL know The Holy Spirit is fixing it.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Out here in this wicked world ...

LORD You are so wonderful, thirty-four years ago I was huge with child. Yes, I was "married" alone.

I must say I was shocked, devastated! No, I did not expect to marry someone I would grow to hate so vehemently, so quickly, so viciously.  Wait before you judge me, the ignorant fake ass "Christian" didn't  have  the morals of a maggot.

When a relationship turns upside down, makes a 180 degrees shift, radical turn in a matter of months, was never real.

Why so many people choose to be predatory, to plot on others, to leech, shall always mystify me.  Why so many wo/men brag about degrees and achievements they never earned, is pure evil.  Worse, all the jealous liars that line up to grin in your face while blocking your blessings is unnecessary.

No matter, I birthed one beautiful baby all alone thirty-four years ago. We did fine. I am in Awe of the Goodness of GOD!

The saddest fact is I know so few real "Christians" that are true Christ Lovers.  Sadly, most are liars, fakers, entertainers and swindlers.  That's why tRump is their man.  No morals!  My mother, immoral! Just as immoral and jealous as a cur dog.

Now, look at our nation caught up in the most virulent, hate feed racism since The Holocaust.

There is no excuse for this kind of predatory prejudice. My mother never had any right to live the horrible deplorable life she lived. She did! Why? Just because she could. Just because she struck fear in us.  Just because we followed that low slut for satan to Church every Sunday.  Helping that slut fake!

Jesus did tell me to know my truth to be set free. [HE] did tell me to pluck out my right eye. Now, I have to get over this anger, this rage.

The Church must put these ravenous wolves out. Or the truly righteous must leave.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Darling Baby

There was a woman, so low,  so stank, she demanded to be feared! She demanded to be let alone as she terrorized everyone in her world for eighty-seven years.

She was fake! A homemade mongrel. She was a woman so low she never had one bit of happiness.  Yes, she committed thousands , upon thousands,  acts sheer of treachery upon her own family for her own diabolical pleasure.

Yes, she was sadistic, no she couldn't be stopped and perhaps wo/men like her can never be stopped.  No matter,  because I caught one that I shall  never tire of revealing.

Martha,  you despised and hated on all wo/men you thought found love. Like the  cunning serpent you always were , you went after all "true love" with a vengeance,  pretending we were undeserving.

For years and years I have tried to tell the world about you. No one cared. Now your evil twin is the President of the United States.  Perhaps they can hear me now.  The only difference between you and tRump, is money. He has too much money and you ,  too much Conjure.

Dumb ass, un-read,  "color struck" illiterates were glad for your company, your fake love. Lazy dullards were glad you told them what the "Word" said. You laughed, you mocked, you rode high until it came time for you to die.  You balked! You cursed! You died unrepentant!

That maggot is squirming in the ditch he dug, you are rotting in the grave you deserve. Neither of you have The Holy Ghost. Neither want "It", neither have ever prayed a sincere prayer in your lives.

A lie can not be hammered into the truth,  no matter how many of my emasculated brothers still cloak for you, attempt to aid you.

It doesn't matter if ten zillion Evangelical Christians hold you up as something to be admired.   GOD is going to tear your playhouse down.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"The Glory of Love"

My therapist said I had been strong too long.  She was right.  When I took all I could, when I was finally full up with my mother's mind numbing ignorant evil,  my brain exploded. My intestines spewed green bile on everything I touched. I lost all of my friends. Perhaps they believe my pain is  contagious.

My five brothers fled from me like I am a leper with A.I.D.S.

If I hurt you, I apologize. I raged! I rage still. I fucking hate stupid people. Color struck racist pretending to love GOD enrage me!

I have many gifts, many talents,  and a great deal of love to give, all unwanted, all shunned for the damn color of my skin!

Worse, all of the demons, serpents, vipers, perverts , jealous men and women that have made it their appointed duty to slay me,  have all claimed to be devout Christians.

My mother was one of the most horrid creatures to ever live and she preached for over fifty years. I doubt my mother missed five Sundays of phony worship in eighty-seven years.

Then I married this Christian, more pathological lying illiterate , than man. A low life promiscuous half homosexual whore! Why lie? Why hide your proclivities behind a mask ? If you really think the practice of "homosexuality" such a sin, why do it?

If you disagree with the "Church" say so!  Refuse to live in the closet. Refuse to "court" and marry innocent women that you secretly hate.  If you didn't like women, why bother with me? Did you know I was "asexual"? Did you know I had no interest in sex , what soever?

Did you know I had been ruined, rendered a eunuch in infancy, by my own mother?  Looking back over my life and counting all the ways my own mother plotted against me , I do not know how I can stand the strain.

What wo/man gets up everyday  for eighty-seven years with one thought only, DESTRUCTION? A demon possessed wo/man, a tRump. That damn Martha came after us, after me,  with every weapon satan put in her lying , sick sadistic hands.

So what!? It all backfired.

I learned to pray! I learned to trust The Holy Spirit! I learned GOD really does keep a ram in the bushes. I learned man proposes, GOD disposes. I learned no weapon formed against me shall ever prosper!

I am BEAMING  because It is ALL in Divine Order!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

You can follow that fake Hollywood Jesus if you want to,

I suggest you read! Study! "Show yourself approved." "Seek and ye shall find." Stop playing stupid for dead demons. If they truly ever wanted to be honored, they would not have lived the horrid secret lives,  they led.

Why are you some dead demon's footstool? Why are you still trying to be "strong"? Why do you fight back tears, lie and deny for a common whore?  No , she was NOT ,  any regular sinner. Martha was manipulative and keenly wicked enough to pretend her sins were regular, normal.

HOGWASH!

If Martha's proclivities were so "normal", so in the realm of hue-man frailty  that  we should not concern ourselves, why lie?

 What ever she did, she couldn't help and "Shit, we should be glad she didn't flush our sorry black nigger asses down the toilet with the other five."

"HORROR UNLEASHED!"

Martha said it, Martha meant it. Do not put her name in your mouth!   She was not only yalla, light bright and damn near white, she was an ORDAINED PASTOR!

Yes, I know, you can't miss it. That damn tRump brags about being President,  the exact same way. Two delusional, psychotic, LUNATICS!

The beauty in my story, I would have never read the Bible, completely, thoroughly. without that slut vexing me for her entire low life.

Imagine a woman so selfish, she hates her own children, blames them for ruining her life, so she stalks them , grinning in their faces,  just to see them suffer. SADISTIC! DEMON POSSESSED!

I never would have questioned "Christianity". I would have always tolerated color and gender ranking. I would have always agreed the practice of "homosexuality" a sin.

No, I never would have caught on to my mother's demonic evil.  If anything tRump is something this nation needs. If people still agree with horrid racism and crucifying "homosexuals"  after tRump, we need to perish.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

BEAMING! I'm still fine in my mind!

While the outside of this once beautiful flower whithers much too rapidly for my liking, I'm still the same hue-man on the inside.  The same fractured, brutally broken, tormented, rejected, abused, unwanted, un-nurtured little black girl I've always been.

So? I'm still the little black granddaughter that was absolutely the "apple of her grandfather's eye".

I am still that anointed child my grandfather poured  all of his wisdom into. I'm still righteous. I still refuse to lie or deny for anyone. I am still the only child Martha bore ,  foolish enough to ever attempt to stand up to her.

Yes, not only was stupid ass Martha, poorly educated, she was a damn fool. Wretched! A volunteer slave to carnal lust! Bitch! You can't preach about the goodness of Our loving GOD while not believing one single word.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Answering my calling.

Most would  say that I'm much too late. The Holy Spirit indwelling in me reassures me that I'm right on time.

We proudly called her Mother, when in actuality we should have called that low slut for satan Monster!

No matter, she didn't prosper and she shall not get away. People still in love with Martha are just as low and deplorable as tRump supporters.

I do have to laugh, our Monster was indeed a wo/man so horrid, a creature that fell so low, became an abomination to Almighty GOD few can scarcely believe it.

I am often bewildered, pondering my "stupidity". How? Why? How? Why? consumes my thoughts. Yes, I am still somewhat in disbelief myself but, I know.

I also question, what if my grandparents had responded differently to their only daughter's extreme evil early? What if they had done something to her or about her when her proclivity for murdering small animals was discovered?

What could they do in in the early "Thirties"? Granddaddy could not put her in any institution if he wanted to. She was "colored". There were no hospitals for  "colored" mentally ill, demon possessed, sadistic children.  Plus the myth prevailed; "GAWD don't put no mo'on you than you can bear."

So, our monster was permitted to wax worse and worse with each passing day for eighty-seven years!

What was my mother's final excuse for committing repugnant acts of perversion she never actually admitted to? "I did duh best I could!"

Woman! You rotted in jealousy! Envy! Pathological lying! Conjure! Woman! You never had one moral! You refused to recognize boundaries. Woman! You plotted on your own family for eighty-seven long hard horrid years!

Martha out of all the horrid things you did, refusing to repent, mocking GOD was the worse.

Yes I am BEAMING! My heart is delighted because The Holy Spirit turned every diabolical act you perpetrated against me into a blessing.

Martha as fierce as you were, as diabolical, you ain't shit now. Please do not miss the irony here. "You ain't Shiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttttttt!" are the exact words you spewed on me when I graduated college MAGNA CUM LAUDE on time, a virgin , with no help from anyone but Almighty GOD!

You thought you were so brilliant, so clever stuffing GOD in your mouth while deliberately stalking and destroying every one you thought did better than you, had more than you.

Now the world has that tRump devil, your twin.  Ha!Ha! The last laugh is on you two buzzards!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

P.S.

Real Christians, Christ Lovers do NOT lie! Never tolerate a pathological liar in your life.