All POWER!

GOD gives us "All POWER" to do anything we desire.  We don't have to suffer demons.  We don't have to wait for a shriveled up old witch to die.  We don't have to be careful what we say about her to her face or behind her back.

The truth is the old "haint" got a leg up on us  by virtue of age.  She is not smarter, just older.  Why do you think she's so smart, so superior?  She taught us that rot!  Beat us senseless!  Cursed and cussed us every day.  Conned us into believing her cruelty was normal and that it was our fault for being born and plaguing HER!

She is the plague!  She is the common whore! SHE IS A MURDERER!!! She is a total worthless demon!  No count and useless.  GOD is tired of her and her kind.  GOD is tired of you being scared, frightened witless out of your mind.

Get a grip!  She has no power over you.  The only power she has is the power you give her.   Is it because you call her "mother"?  Call the funky bitch what she is!  A damn despicable low life common trifling perverted WHORE!  Don't you feel better?  I do if you don't.


She will not hold me hostage.  I will not put my life on hold waiting for that skank to die.  She has always called the shots, manipulated every one of us so she could laud her little possessions over us.  Bragged and made us her captives.


The selfish whore always looked out for herself, her needs, her lusts, first.  If you were lucky, you got the crumbs.  The stanking bitch thinks that she is entitled to everything.


A friend asked me a very good question; "Do you really want her to repent? and if she did, would you receive her?  Would you be glad to see her glorified?"  I am still pondering that question.


Of all the possible mothers in the world I was assigned  the world's worse.  There can be no creature on this earth lower.  No man or woman could possibly have lower morals.  No one is more demonic , covert and clandestine.  I told my brother that I would rather be homeless than to be snared by that serpent again.


You call her "mother"!  Why?  Do you need a mother that bad?  Do you cling to her out of habit?  Have you given up?  Are you fooled by her appearance?  Sure, she looks like a sweet little old lady.  But you know better!


Why am I the only person that remembers her feeding us nothing but grits and grease for months? I was fourteen. This was after the episode in Ft. Gordon, Georgia, when she tried to pimp me out to her "huzband".  (He was never my stepfather.  He never legally adopted us)


For some reason she couldn't stop screaming about how much she hated us and about how she kept our "assholes open!"    "I keep you sorry black muthaf******! I'm duh one dat keep your f****** assholes open!... I ain't gon feed you sorry n****** S***!   I'll feed you sorry a** n****** GRITS AND GREASE!"


That's exactly what she did!  She went out and found a huge sack of grits.  It was so huge it could stand alone.  She stood it in the pantry along side a huge slab of fatback.  (she was kind enough to buy streak-of-lean).  That's all we ate for months.  She refused to buy any groceries until every grit was gone.  That's not the worse part.  The low life scummy whore came home with a bone, with a t-bone steak bone (no meat on it, just he bone) and pulled it out of her purse and said; "Guess what I had for lunch?"  The whore stood there lauding that bone over me.  Gloating, demanding that I be envious, demanding that I feel worse than I already did.  Then she came home the next day and spread five twenty dollar bills in my face.  "Gwen, know how I got dis hunnard dollars" Sold some p****!"  Bragging to her fourteen year old daughter about what a successful prostitute she was.  One hundred dollars was a lot of money for selling some a** in 1965.  But to brag to your daughter?  Dr.Q**** was he pimp.  The man was some lawyer from out of town.  The fool felt privileged.  She called me a fool for refusing to do the same.  Said I thought too much of myself.


Yes, I'm venting.  I'm finally letting it all out.  The fact is we were tortured and "loved" by a sick perverted manipulative cunning demon so long we don't know how to shake her. We were afraid to free ourselves.  She convinced us that we need her, can't do or be anything without her.


That "thang" has convinced my medical doctor brother that he needs her.  He would rather put his faith in her  compliments and fake phony love than trust GOD.  She has you all convinced that she is going to leave you some great wealth.  Where is it?  Do you see any evidence of it?


You are still afraid of her "hoodoo".  If she's such a great "root doctor", why can't she shut me up?  I let the stank 'ho get away with all the cruelty and lying.  I even forgave her for murdering my grandfather.  It's what she did or tried to do to me in my old age that has me infuriated.  Creeping up on me and plotting against me in my old age,  in 2009!  (I caught her red handed)  What she is still trying to do right now!


Well you stay up under her, honor her, just like you're told.   Be her bitch for the rest of your miserable life.  I won't.  Yes, I'm telling.  I'm telling any and every one that will listen.  She ain't no preacher!  She is an abomination!  She is a foul stench in GOD's nostrils and I will not go along to get along.  Shun me, scorn me, disown me, I don't care.  I will not play house, play pretend with this bitch just so I can look "normal" to the world.


Don't join my blog, don't share, don't like, don't associate with me in any way.  Tell GOD, if you ever see him, how you were afraid to stand up to the devil, to hell's evil emissaries.   Tell GOD how you praised her and pretended to love her just to keep a "root" off of you.  Tell GOD that you were afraid to trust Him.   Tell GOD that you just pretend to love Him, post all those fake "Praise duh LAWD" pictures,  just to fool people.


It's too depressing.  It's too unbelievable.   I'm too black and you don't care.  GOD cares.  GOD loves me.  GOD delivered me.  GOD will deliver you if you let Him.


Print this and give it to the bitch!