I don't know what to tell you...

if you can't see that a devious serpent is coiled around your neck.  I don't know what to say?  If you are blind and refuse to see, deaf and refuse to hear, there is nothing more that I can do.

I have one poor  brother that suddenly got amnesia when it came to my pain and the evil perpetuated against me.  According to him, she was never jealous of me, and it was my fault that she falsified my FASA so I couldn't get a Federal loan or qualify for a scholarship.  It was my fault for telling her I never repaid College Foundation  the 4,000 dollars I borrowed.  It was my fault the Federal government passed a law and made all private loans Federal Stafford loans and I had to repay countless thousands in my fifties.  It was my fault for telling her all my business.  It was my fault that I let that snake grin in my face and stab me in the back.


  He bragged how he was so much smarter and sharper than I.  He knew better than to let "her" fill out his financial aid forms.  I was 17, I should have known better.  Will he ever wake up from this nightmare and trace his tragic misfortune back to her?  Does he know that she laughs behind his back and calls him "no sens-ED"?  She calls us all no-sense-ED.  Will those daughters-in-law ever learn the names she calls them?  Will any of my relatives ever know how much she hates them?

My poor beleaguered brother claims that he  let all that mess go.  He put it in the past.  He had the nerve to repeat the script she feed him.  "I don't fault anybody for the mistakes in my life.  I don't remember stuff like that."  (Don't worry I will not tell the things she did to you on this blog.  The whole world would cry.  Someone might burn her house down with her in it.)

Obviously, I woke up this morning infuriated.  It's not her stealth, her sneakiness.  It's not even her abominable cruelty.  It's the "unnecessariness".  There was no need, no cause, no justification.  It is the savage "barbaricness".  She is a barbarian.  A common cave woman masquerading as a "preacher".

I can not get away from her smashing that puppy as a child.  Stealth demonic evil, over and over for 86 years.  She is a sadist.  Inflicting excruciating pain over and over to the same victims gets her off.  Lacerating you with her tongue for having the nerve to "say sumptin'".  "DON'T YOU THINK BACK N****!"  This woman has convinced herself that she has the right to do what ever she pleases, to anyone she pleases, when she pleases, and you better not resist.  You better not say anything.  You better not catch on.  Her deeds are so horrific she is confident that no one will ever believe you.   She knows that you are too dumb to look at her fruit.  Plus, she taught you "no bible reading dimwits" that we were her fruit. " I might not be all You think I'm 'sposed to be .  But I raised a doctor and a school teacher!"

Any thing we ever did in life was in spite of her.  Some how, by the grace of Almighty GOD she did not successfully carry out her awful plan.  So here she comes in our old age.  Trying to do what she couldn't do in our youth.

No mam! No mam!  I put your viper head under my boot!  There is no good in you!  I wanted to see some good.  I wanted to believe your phony preaching.  It can't be done.  "Except ye repent."

You're not repenting and I'm not forgetting.  I am not going to shut up!

Any of you hate me because of "her", good!

You do have to study your Bible.  You must know: "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth,engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)