I know that my "mother's" diabolical

evil is hard to perceive, too gruesome to imagine.  I would not believe it either had I not been her victim, her target for my entire life.  Don't you ever forget that Jesus warned us.  She was foretold of, she is here.

I must say that I am incredibly brokenhearted by the number of people that seem to not care.   Some of you have lost loved ones to murder.  You know personally how excruciatingly painful that lost is.  Some of you have been molested and raped.

One of my own siblings told me to forget it; "...just let it go Gwen."  I'm sorry, I can't.  I know the life this creature planned for me.  I am horrified.  No one should touch, or violate little children, toddlers.  No woman should be so promiscuous.  What kind of woman invites her husband to violate her children?

Are you afraid of her because she is a "root worker"?  If you are saved, if you know the LORD Jesus Christ, why do you fear her black magic?

One of my close relatives de-friended me.  Was it to win favor with her?  Why don't you know she hates all of you just as much as she hates me? Hate is what she is.  Hate is what she does.  The fact that she is a stealth demon does not make her less of a demon.  Surely to GOD you don't believe her lie about what she has stored up for you in her will.  If your read your Bible you would know that you are cursed for associating with her , for tolerating her.

Don't give me that garbage about "honor thy mother.."  GOD is referring to real mothers, not demon possessed monstrosities.  Are you waiting for her to die like one of my siblings told me he was?  "The leaning tree is not always the first to fall"; her favorite admonition.

Are you still in disbelief?  How could anyone so incredibly evil go unnoticed, unchecked for eighty-six years?  I know GOD has His reasons for allowing her to breathe breath on this planet for so long.

I do feel very foolish, confiding in her over and over after so many treacherous betrayals.  No, I  have concluded, there is no good in her.  How many of your marriages has she ruined?  How many houses and cars have you lost due to her demonic influence?  I don't know a lot, but I know one thing, a mother does not talk about her children to anyone.  No mother gets on the phone and repeats the rot that she does.

No mother is elated to know that her child is suffering.  That's not human.  It certainly is not Christian.  I always heard the term "cold blooded murderer".  I really didn't know that it was possible. I didn't know a woman could blow a hole through her father's heart and never flinch, never bat an eye.   I know she did it.  I have infallible proof.  "What is done in the past is in the past" may be the explanation you accept.  That's ok for snuff dipping or shoplifting,  not for MURDER!

You all have made me ashamed to be "black".  A white girl gets spanked with a belt by her father and it goes viral.  I have been blogging for years and I can't get a "share".  I'm scorned, ridiculed, and ostracized.  I am made the leper  for her deeds, for "telling" and she is the demonic murdering pedophile.

Surely to GOD you are no longer fooled by her fake preaching.  Do you need her fifty dollars that bad?  Will you do anything for a set of tires?  Will you ignore her evil  just to get your rent paid? She told you that she mailed me a "turd" in a letter and you laughed with her?  What had I done to deserve such treatment?  I mortgaged  my house for the third time and shared the money with her.  Did she mail me her fecal matter because she thought my "husband" was too light for me?  Because she thought he was too good looking, eyes too grey, lips too pink?  Was the fact that he chose to marry me when I got pregnant an issue for her?

World, ladies and gentlemen, family and friends you are here by put on notice that I will tell my story no matter what.  I will be a voice for all abused children.  You don't have to help me and you don't have to care.  You can pretend that I am a fool, that my grandfather was just another worthless poor n*****.  You can dismiss what he did for you.  You can forget that he feed and clothed you too often.  That he loved and cared about you.  That he taught you to be a decent man or woman.  You can hate me for my Truth.

I will not shut up!  The world will ask you one day; "What did you know and when did you know it?"  The world will ask you how and why did you tolerate her, cloak her and adore her.  This is not funny.  This is not something that can be ignored and swept under the rug.

None of us are "normal".  A brilliant medical doctor totally destroyed by this stealth monster.  I know that you are in denial .  I know that you would rather suffer her incessant despicable evil than confront her.  Pray.   Ask GOD for the courage you need.  She emasculated you.  She is an emasculating cunt.  Do know that she is laughing, strutting around with your balls in her pocket.  Take them back!  She has no right to them.

She doesn't  love you.  She doesn't love herself.  I may be a lot of things, but I am not a liar.  And I will not be her bitch.  She may consider herself to be some emasculating closet dike, I don't care.   But GOD told us to never forsake mercy and truth.

She pretends that she can't control her jealousy.  She pretends to be "mental".  She is not too mental to call the law on you and get your house burned down and laugh.  She is not too mental to turn you in to the IRS.  She is not too mental to turn you in for a federal college loan that you never got.  She is not too mental to make sure your daughter didn't get in the college of her choice.

I know one thing.  I would not have her praying for my illness.  Old doesn't make her good. Giving you her old funky crap that she no longer wants certainly doesn't make her generous.  Calling herself a preacher doesn't make her saved. Driving an old Cadillac and living in a two story house doesn't make her rich.

Her fake preaching and praying certainly does not make her closer to GOD.  Waiting on someone else to free you is exactly why blacks remained in slavery so long.  Do know some blacks didn't wait on Abraham Lincoln and the Emancipation Proclamation.

I loved my granddaddy and he loved me.  He would have never let her and that "thang" abuse me.  As godly as he was I do believe if he had known he would have killed them both.

She is an idiot!  Is she really trying to get into the kingdom without repentance?  She is just stalling, up to her same old demonic games of torturing you, making a fool out of you, while she laughs.  She convinced you that I want revenge.  I want justice!  I would like an apology.  Yes she does owe me one.  She owes me a lot more.  This idiot punished us, blamed us for being born, blamed us for ruining her life. What an ignorant creep.  You can claim her and you can continue to love her.  I won't.

I trust GOD.  I love the LORD and I live right. "Let your conscience be your guide." (Jerome Walters)

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster  (the proud granddaughter of Jerome Walters, a great Patriarch)