What could possibly...

hurt worse than finally being forced to recognize the fact that your own mother is nothing but a common demon?  Nothing!

How do you feel when you look around and can see clearly how common and miserable she is?  You want no part of it.  You are tired of hurting over and over, year after year.

She is a snake in the grass.  You could not tolerate her for one minute without her putting on, pretending.  You sit up under her, laughing and talking.  She swells your head telling you how perfect you are, how much she loves you.  Unfortunately you are intelligent.  You have a memory.  There are some things she did to you.  There are some things she made you watch.  Something doesn't jive.  Those things are despicable, against GOD's law.  But, she doesn't care.  Pretends she didn't do them.  You better pretend too.  You gon' get your head busted.  You gon' get a "root" put on you. You know she is lying but you listen any way.  Hoping.  Hoping in vain.  Deep inside you know this b**** ain't gon' never change.  Look like the 'ho ain't gon' never die either.  (lol)  Eighty-six and strong as and ox.  I bet the *** can pull a plow!  Right now!

Damn!  Every day I get up and she's still breathing!  Still lying, still plotting, still up to no good.  I know, I know.  It's in GOD's hands.  He has a plan.  It is all in Divine Order.  "Don't get weary children."; they say.  But, I'm weary.  I'm tired.  This b**** say she ain't admittin' to s***!  And she ain't!  Tell the truth.  If she started admitting to all of her sick foul deeds, she would have to be on this earth until she's about a hundred and fifty.

Her multitude of foul deeds are too shocking and disgusting to be revealed in this blog.  (Wait for the book)  It is horrible.  I could not admit to any of this, face any of this, without GOD.

Yea, I cry every day.  You would cry too.  It is so sad, sadder than sad.  None of this had to be.  She was pretty, she was smart.  She was blessed with great loving parents.  Satan was and still is her choice.  Pray for her if you want to.  My best advice is to stay away.

You say you can't stay away.  How would it look?  You're concerned with appearances, huh?  Well I'm concerned with righteousness, salvation, kingdom building.   I'm concerned with GOD's WORD.  Every page of that book indicts her.

Abide her if you want to.  My Bible says; "Blessed is the man that walketh NOT in the counsel of the ungodly."

Talking "GOD", while committing abominations.    No, children that shouldn't be.  You can't turn a blind eye to her.  You can't pretend she didn't do what she did.  Don't wait on her to repent.  No, she will never say she's sorry.

She's still "rooting", still laughing.  No, she's not winning.  Just ain't got no where to go.  Yea, she's gon' trouble.  She's gon' trouble till she leave her.

You be careful.  Keep reading your Bible.  GOD talks about her, warns you.  If you too thick to get it, too blind to see, I'm sorry.  Just suffer.  Can't nobody tell you nothing.

No, she ain't the only one and she won't be the last.

"I'm so glad I found out in time."

Apart from Jesus you ain't nothing, show ain't.