"Man does not do what is right...

man does what is convenient." My grandfather taught me that.  His words have never left me in my 60 year journey on this planet.  People look around to see what everyone else is doing. Most people base their decisions on what's "in", what is popular.   Few people have the courage to go against the crowd.  They fear ridicule.  They don't want to be ostracized or left out.  They don't want to be laughed at, so they go against their gut instincts.  They refuse to listen to that still small voice trying to guide them, trying to lead them.

Jesus told us that many would be called, but few would be chosen.  I'm chosen.  I know I'm chosen and I'm proud of it.  No, I don't have many friends and I have only two relatives in my corner (my daughter and my cousin Betty Jean) PTL!

They always called me "peculiar".  They were right.  I don't think I've ever been a people pleaser.  I've never been a person to do something or go along with something just because it was convenient.  You can do that when you are "unloved" and ostracized by your own "mother".

Today I thank GOD that she didn't love me, couldn't love, may never love me.  "What GOD has for me is for me."  Every life wasn't meant to be "normal".  Every child wasn't called to this planet to be spoiled and coddled.

I do believe there is a blessing, a silver lining , in every "tragedy".  It was through her that I met Jerome Walters.  It was through him that I came to know the love of Jesus Christ.

I have a calling on my life.  We are deliberately destroying our children by the millions and very few care.  Very few people want to listen, few want to hear about their plight.  "It is too vulgar."  "It is too depressing, can't we talk about something else?"  "I don't believe it!"

"Our rotten world goes right on spinning while we struggle with unexplainable fears."   The masses keep trying to win by making sure they wear the "right" clothes, drive the "right" car, live in the "right" neighborhood.  Too many of us are overly concerned with being the "right" color.  Some people actually thank GOD that they were not born too dark or their hair is not too kinky.  Their nose is not too broad or their lips are not too thick.

Most people spend their entire lives trying to be accepted, trying to please man, while pretending to please GOD.  "I'm so glad that I found out in time!"  Study your Bible for yourself.  Don't you dare let some
"Jesus Pimps" mislead you, block your blessing and keep you from GOD's best.  Pray for the power of discernment.  Don't remain under the influence of a known demon because it is convenient.  Stand up!  Get up off of your knees begging for a blessing if you are afraid to listen , afraid to obey because it is inconvenient.  Because you are afraid of how it would look to the world. Because you fear the repercussions that demon will surely put upon you.

Trust GOD with all your heart and soul.  Pray and fast.  Study His WORD.  Admit when you are wrong.  Shun evil and get in Covenant with GOD.  Notice, I did not tell you to get in covenant with some one's ministry.  Get in Covenant with GOD.  Obey GOD's commandments.  Stand up to all evil.  If you see it, call it out.  "If you enter in and they receive you not, shake the dust off your feet."

If you have an unction, if you thirst for some of that "healing water", stop where you are, right now!  Get down on your knees and ask GOD to come into your life, to dwell in your heart.  Ask Him to forgive you of your sins.  "Go and sin no more!"

May the Dear LORD bless you in everything that you do.  I love you.  GOD needs you!  "Let your conscience be your guide."

Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)