Last Mile of the Way - The Messengers,"It Makes Me Cry"

Let it always be said that you lived a beautiful Holy Ghost filled life.  If you make a mistake be quick to correct it, to say you are sorry.
Don't do people wrong, get caught in your mess then spit and spew venom on your victims because you are  ashamed that you got caught.  Know where that self-loathing stems from.  You are revolted by your actions, your weakness, your lack of self discipline.

One thing for sure we are all going to come down to "the last mile of the way."  You will have to meet your maker one day.  He will ask you why you did the things that you did? Why did you hurt and torture your own children?  Why did you take the life of a good man?  A very rare wise man?  Why did you try to make yourself into a god?

You are caught.  You know that you are caught!  The blood is still dripping off your hands and jowls.  You lived the life of a savage, uncivilized, murdering pedophile just because you thought you deserved more than any one else because of the color of your skin and the texture of your hair.  You were shocked when you found out men would gladly whore around with a whore but no good man wanted to marry one.

So you turned to witchcraft and treachery just to get your way.  What did you get?   Yea, you got a nice house.  It was nice 30 years ago.  You drive a Cadillac.  It's old.

What did your daddy tell you? "Dawthur time changes all things!"  That little girl you used to torture and belittle finally grew up.  You can't tie her up now.  (No you never tied me up because I always managed to escape. But you sure tied my brother up and what you did to him as a little boy you should still be serving time for.)

Still can't say you are sorry, huh?  Still can't feel any remorse, huh?  Still think you can mesmerize minds and manipulate, huh?  You still don't believe in an Almighty GOD, do you?  That "GAWD thang" was just a rouse, huh?  You got to be simple minded to believe in an All knowing All seeing GOD, huh?

GOD is not going to stop you, is He?  You're too smart and too smooth, right?  If there is a hell you don't mind going, do you?  You sure had your fun, didn't you?  You died and went to hell laughing all the way, didn't you?  No one is ever going to believe how you tortured and violated your own children, right?

No one is ever going to believe that no account, lying blabber mouth daughter, right?  "She talk too much.  Mouf run lak goose s*** by the moonlight!"

GOD got's to take you in because you preached some good sermons, right?  You personally saved some souls, led some to Christ.  GOD understands that you can't own your sins.  They got out of control, just up and multiplied.  You had to even the score.  You had to do unto others before they had a chance to do unto you.

"Yo' prayers don't go no higher dan yo' head!'; you blasted.  But, GOD hears your prayers, right?  The entire world is wrong and only you are right.  Your sons will never forsake you.  They love you too much.  They love you more than GOD, right?

"They ain't no karma, they ain't no just and honest due. I didn't git tricked by satan!  I am an Ordained Minister!   She lying!  She jest lying cause she so f****** Black! I hate f******* black a** n******! ... I'll just have to go to hell ... if  black a** n****** gon' be in heaven I don't want to be there!  ... LAWD hep me I'm confused! I'm lost!  But, Dear LAWD I am still your chile."