I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Thursday, February 5, 2015

"You better get right church!"

Get right church and lets go home.  Our days are dwindling down to a precious few.  It will not be long now.  "How long? …not long"

My name is Rachel Doster, I was born into the clutches of the most evil, closeted , demon possessed, perverted pedophile and INCEST-TOR ,  that every lived!  MARTHA JANE WALTERS was our test from GOD.

Is GOD on your lips for show and acceptance?  Do you use GOD like Martha?  Some kind of tool? Some kind of bait?

I am not judging you , but if you are a child of GOD, you will at least listen before you dismiss me as some jealous , mentally disturbed revenge seeker.

Again I have twenty one questions for you satan, these questions are for my family members, people I know, know,  the answers.


  1. Did you ever hear Martha brag; "I flushed five of you black muthaf******** down duh f***** toilet!" (I really should say, how many times did you hear it? Did you hear it so much , you thought it was normal?)
  2. Did you personally ever go to , call or solicit some kind of witchcraft from Martha? Don't play stupid now! Don't play stupid lost, amnesiac, now.  Did she ever sell you one of her "Lucky hands".  Did you ever go to her to get some dirt to get your escaped husband back because he left you for a white woman?
  3. Did she ever curse YOU like a dog for getting confused, for calling your "uncle" your brother?
  4. Do you have some kind of burn in your flesh , some evil brand that screams loudly; "Mathy Jane was here"?
  5. Did you know she was a prostitute? Do you know she never changed? How many times did she tell you that you were sitting on a Gold Mine?  Did you believe her? 
  6. Did you know she beat babies, her own babies viciously? Her method of potty training?
I will not go on and on today with my pathetic gut wrenching testimony.  My tales are so long and so horrid, few people can bear or want to hear them.

What about me? I have lived this horrible heart broken life for 63 and 1/2 years.  My  own mother told me that I wasn't excrement!  If you really thought that Martha, why did you stalk me?  Why did you come around purring and grinning, plotting and lying, scheming and laughing?

Not only did you die hating me, you taught every one in my family to hate, scorn, reject, revile and rebuke me for your sins! For sick abominable acts you committed.  Shut your laughing mouth! Shut up and finish rotting in your dirty little grave! It is not over yet!  satan has not killed me yet. WHILE I STILL HAVE BREATH IN MY LITTLE BLACK BODY, I WILL TELL ON YOU!  GOD TOLD ME THAT HE IS GOING TO SEND ME SOMEBODY! HE IS SENDING ME SOME HELP!

WONT YOU HELP ME! WILL SOMEBODY PLESE HAVE MERCY ON THIS LITLE ABUSED, RAPED, DESTROYED CHILD OF GOD?

Rejected and tortured by my mother for the color of my skin she claimed. ""You too black! you too black!black! youreblack! youreblack! I hate you! YOU'RE TOO BLACK!"

So I did everything I could to overcome my blackness.  It was never skin color.

Martha Jane Walters died at 87 (finally PTL! thank you Jesus)  Cursed GOD, refused to repent.  Is in the ground rotting right now, holding five sets of testicles in her crusty, scaly talons.

All you "BLACK LIVES MATTER" hypocrites stay away from me.  You have more nerve than a brass monkey.  Fronting with your blame game. Slinging mud and untruths,  just to hear your head ring.

If black lives matter so much, why are we the least likely lowest number to donate organs, adopt black children? ( And have the audacity TO SCREAM FOUL when white people adopt black CHILDREN.  I swear to GOD, I wish some white family had adopted me!)  

Why do black principles always create schools that they know are NOTHING BUT nigger factories?

Why are black children forced to waste away in schools too small? "Dine" on slop? Forced to swallow it down in 21 minutes? Vending machines surround them, tempting them.  Did you do that on purpose, you pimping principal, you greedy dog?  Why do teachers have to buy their own copy paper? Why do black principals lock up all of the bathrooms,  but one? Why do black superintendents take all the money, rob, and loot their own school systems, their own people? 

Why do black principals stand in faculty meetings and tell educations to pass everyone, give everyone a passing grade, whether they earned it or not?  Laughs and announces; "Let life teach them"?

I have had a long time to think about this "thing". It is fear, terrorizing fear, planted deep in our hearts.

GOD said No!  Oh yes, you will be a movie,  Martha Jane, the world will finally learn of you and your kind.  Ravenous wolves in sheeps clothing, standing in churches preaching! 

Family , I know you are ashamed.  She lead you deep into captivity, left you there to rot.  Hiding in the dark, hiding in your room, afflicted with mental illness that your own mother deliberately caused, created nothing but trauma after trauma in your life, in our lives,  laughed about what she had secretly done to you, spread lies on you,  all over the country.  JUST TO ELEVATE HER LOW COMMON SELF! The low unrepentant whore insisted on punishing You , for embarrassing her, for making her look bad.  She made up lie after lie, attacking You, ruining your good name, robbing you of any possible joy because she could not bear for anyone to out do hr  and YOU did!  You over came great sorrow.  pulled yourself up by your own boot straps, became a medical doctor, just to be torn down and DESTROYED BY YOUR OWN MOTHER!    To this day, I can not fathom how she was able to look in the mirror when she shaved. (Yes, she shaved just like a man.  That should have told me something)

Family, I do understand why, how, you , how we, were rendered eunuchs.   You have no testicles, I do question your manhood, your character.  satan put on our mother's skin and and tried to MURDER me, (us),  so many times times.  GOD's hand is upon me. He is holding me in the palm of His hand and He told me that if I would make an effort to tell my story, that He will do the rest.

Trusting in your Holy name Father.  I surrender all and Free Fall into your arms, your tender mercies.  "Come by here LORD, somebody needs you"; JR Walters

I'm down here on my knees LORD, praying and believing.  My granddaddy promised me ; "Jesus will fix it!"  When I was standing there,  a tiny eight year old, bleeding from my private parts, I screamed at my mother , that I was going to tell GOD!  That whore screamed back:" You aint telling ****… and if you do , ain't nobody 'gon care 'cause you BLACK!"

I've been down here suffering LORD, trying to survive in a cold, uncaring, lying, cloaking reprobate family.   A family that prefers the lies and fantasies of a sick demented DEAD whore, fake preacher over the real thing.

My family did reject me, did throw me out, declared that I was a body without a head!  What did I ever do to you?  You my brothers, gave up the right for the wrong!  Is color more important to you than truth and justice?

You know she killed him.  We all know she killed him and framed him for suicide.  And got away!  Or did she?

Stay tuned…Truth and Justice is coming.

[Excerpt from  THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES   February 5, 2015 All rights reserved.]

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