Be a person worth having

Be the person you want to come home to.  No matter how fine you think you are, how brilliant.  No matter if you think you traded down, date or "love" some one beneath you.  Subconsciously you think you can do better.  This person is not "fine" enough for you but you settle.

Never settle.  If you ever settle for a spouse you think is not quite up to your standards and expectations they will soon know how you feel.  The very first time they disappoint you, lie to you or GOD forbid they cheat on you, you will loose it.

You will do what I did.  I cursed my "husband".  Yes, I did attempt to destroy his very soul with my mouth.  Yes, I called him a faggot.  I shocked myself calling him every filthy name I could think of.  While cursing him until white foam dribbled down my chin I realized this is how I felt all the time.

No, I didn't want to marry him.  I was in "trouble". I was pregnant and I did not want to have an unwed baby in 1984.  It was not done. I could have been fired as a teacher for "immorality".  Worse, I hated him for lying to me.  I would have never permitted him to impregnate me had I known the "lying nigger" was still married.

I hate all liars with a passion.  When you are terrorized by your pathological lying sadistic mother for sixty-two years you hate all liars.  You will automatically shun people that lie to you.  You will not take up my time lying,  living in your world of fantasy.

Not only was my mother extremely whorish, extremely perverted! INCEST! Pedophilia!  No bitch!  Go sit the fuck down! You get no cover here.  I am sixty-five years old still fully viewing the long burn scar on my right arm!  You did this sixty-two years ago!  This is not simply a burn, this is a brand that you intended for my face!

Whore!  You will get yours one day!  No, I can't say I wasn't warned.  Granddaddy did tell me to leave and never come back when I was eighteen.  He could not find the words to explain why.

Yes, Martha, the world will know about such women as you.  Low whorish women that bear children deliberately to torture, to ruin, to have something to laugh at.  But beware bitch.  Every one is not stupid.  GOD certainly is not stupid and you will not mock (HIM).

I don't know who fooled you into believing you were fine enough to have the evil fucked up personality you had and still be tolerated, still be feared, still loved.  You said I thought too much of myself.  No, that was you, nasty, greedy whore.

A preacher, an ordained minister! Thank you for exposing that "church".  Yes, you bragged about not ever repenting.  Not a good decision.  Not a good decision at all.  Mistreating all your love ones, falsely claiming to love us in order to destroy us.  No, not a good idea.