"Don't be no fool!"

"Don't mess around and make your move too soon.  That is what my mother did.  True, I was already old.  Her half-ass confession was not made in an attempt to make amends, the old slut was trying to rub it in.

"Ya'life didn't turn out the way you planned it?   … did it?"  The low slut all but confessed.  Did she  really think that I didn't know, had not noticed?  As young as I was, as dumb as I was, at four and five I knew no mother would let some man slap dicks in her little girl's face!  No,  I didn't say anything.  The shanking whore was always complaining about having us, being stuck with us, having to feed us, clothe us and love us.

 The old common prostitute even said it; "Got tuh git that money, honey."

I put my childhood rape away, far away  in a blind spot.  I tried to  deliberately tuck it away forever.  As a matter of fact ,  I put all that childhood torture away.  It was my long lost brother that reminded me.  I had certainly forgotten how she slapped me silly, pounded my head nearly into a coma claiming she was just trying to teach me to tell time.

So, now this old snuggle tooth slut is laughing, grinning on the sly, taking credit for being a witch.   You were no witch dumb bitch! You were ignorant and primitive!  You fooled your dumb ass self the same way you fooled your  dumb ass "clients".

I am not ashamed to tell people you were a "root worker".  You were the "root worker", not me.  How in the hell did you get us to keep silent, to feel ashamed for your shit?  You did it!  You were never ashamed of anything you did.  You just didn't want some people to know.   You really didn't care if people knew.   If you had sincerely cared, you wouldn't have done it in the first place.  You just didn't want to be bothered with correction.

Slut! You screwed my "husband" when I was in the hospital having my daughter.  Warning! Warning! New low! No, once you sunk that low, there was no coming back for you.  I hope you noticed, once you murdered your own daddy you went from sick to repugnant.

I don't know why any one's admonition ever upset you, you never listened.

Yes, I must talk about you.  I must get it all out.  I must purge this pain and I must warn.  It seems more and more of you pedophile preachers are finally getting caught.

Yes, all of this could have been avoided if you had just obeyed GOD and repented.  You didn't expect to be ashamed in death did you?  Well, we are even, I didn't expect you to cuss me out before you died either.  I really thought you were going to apologize.  Yes, I really believed your preaching bullshit.  You were good!

Unfortunately, you made your move too soon."