"Right on time"

"He might not come when you want Him, but He is always on time!" That is what I learned sitting in Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Zion Church in Wade, North Carolina every Sunday for eighteen years in a row.

We sang it,  we believed it.  I sat right beside her clueless, never knowing the deep danger I was  truly in.  I am sure no one in that church knew what a succubus was.  Now there were many that knew something was deeply wrong with Martha.  Immersing her in "church"  was perhaps the best solution.  No, not for her, but for me, for us.

Dear LORD continue to deliver your children from the hands of the unjust man and woman.  Had I the understanding that I have today as an old woman I would have fled as my grandfather advised when I was eighteen.

No, I had to stick around.  No, it wasn't curiosity, it was my fate.  I glory in my condition.  A mere black female cast lower than she should have been because her own mother was an ignorant savage perverted reprobate that not so secretly hated GOD .

I know now my own mother was jealous of GOD! Blinded by delusion and the evil demons that stalked her , the ones she deliberately collected from graves.  Sunk lower than a frog's belly, a "haint", a succubus  crawling around on all fours collecting "goofer dust".

Of course she aborted, tortured and maimed her own children. Of course she was an evil brutal rapist! Of course she became something low enough to murder her own father and never care.

I won't!  I will not remain  clueless, brain dead and effeminate like my five brothers.  I will not waste another breath on them because I know they know better.  They are like her.  They joined her!

No! I am not ashamed.  I am proud!  I am shouting it from the roof top, "The Dear LORD heard my cry and rescued me!"

Praise the LORD!