"Obedience is better than sacrifice"

"Hear me and hear me well!" YOU CAN'T FOOL GOD!  If you want to be blessed by The Almighty you must OBEY His WORD!  Every WORD, not just some of it.

Read 1 Samuel 15: 22-23.  "Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, And to heed than the fat of rams, For rebellion is as the sin of WITCHCRAFT, And stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry."

Stop your foolishness!  Every other word out of your wicked mouth is "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus"  Just who do you think you are fooling?

If you want to be blessed, you have to Live Right!  GOD told you not to fornicate.  You do it any way, talking about "GOD know my heart"  "I just can't control my nature."  "You can't miss what you can't measure so go on and have a little pleasure."

Then you have the **** nerve to get mad with GOD and the entire world when that one moment of pleasure causes you no end of grief.  Get a grip.

He told you not to envy, not to covet.   But that's all you do.  Someone you "love" gets a new house, a new car, they look better than you, they have more money, or more education.  You grin in their face and stab them in the back.  Your sick devious mind tells you to "fix" them.  You set your "stank eye" on them.  You pray and hope for their failure while still calling them on the phone, sending them "gifts".  Your "love" is as fake as you are.

Tortured by your low station in life, you plot, you plan to bring them down.  Desperate, you turn to WITCHCRAFT.  You are the most ignorant dim-witted reprobate that ever lived!

Now you are caught red handed!  Do you repent, do you ask for forgiveness?  No, you pretend to be offended.  You pretend to be hurt and disappointed.  "Po' me.  Nobody understands me.  Eva'body lies on me.  Nobody likes me 'cause I'm yalla and got good hair.  Eva'body is jealous of me because I'm smarter, got big legs, got a flat butt like a white woman.  Po' me!"

You know the WORD.  GOD's WORD is just not for you.  It's for everyone else.  Yes, you sure can preach the WORD.  You can get people to their feet hooping and hollering.  You don't tell them that you want no part of His WORD.  You don't dare tell them that you could not possibly care less about anything in that book.  Secretly you think real believers are a bunch of losers.  That's why you made it your appointed duty to make them suffer.

So you put on a act, a sweet "motherly" persona.  "I'm jest sending up timber, trying to make heben my home. Prise de LAWD! Thanky Geezus."

Still consumed with hatred and jealousy you plot.  You go to your "Lost Book of Moses" , search for another spell.  "I'm coming to see ya'" ; you announce so "motherly".  You arrive with your suitcase loaded with your "goofer dust".  "He too lucky.  She think too much of hursef"  You reason in your sick diabolical mind.  "I'll fix hur a**."

"Dey duh cause of all my misery!  N***** all up in my bizness.  Dat's why I ain't got nuttin'.  Dem n***** always ova her wid dey beggin' a**.  I can't have nuttin' for having to hep black a** n**** churen."

You know you are lying.  You know you are a sorry low life common reprobate.  But, you like it, you prefer it.  It is fun to you.  You laugh at all the pain you have caused (secretly).  You feel better.  You think you are winning.  "She thank she so smart!  Black bastard a** trying to go to graduate school, trying to be a pro-fess-ah.  I'll fix that little black b*****.  Daddy thank so much of hur.  I'll fix both of'um.  Maybe if he hadda bragged on me lak he do hur I wudda been somebody."

"To obey is better than sacrifice."  You don't want to hear it.  You do feel guilty, tainted, nasty, unworthy.  So you try to clean up your act.  "I'll preach!  GAWD will be happy den.  I will impress people den.  People will look up to me.   People will seek my advise (and i'm sho' gon' lead them astray furst chance I git).  I'm sorry and worthless and I know it.  But you better not say it!  You better not think it!  I'll put another "root" on ya'!"

"I ain't got to change.  Dem n***** too dumb to catch on!  Dey ain't gon' listen to hur!  She black as tar!  She ain't got no money!  She ain't got s***!  She can kiss my natcul yalla a**!  Ain't no GAWD no way.  Stupid n*****.  But, imma keep pretending I'm saved, gon' keep preaching and play lak I'm serving duh LAWD jest in case dey is.  He-he-he! ain't I slick.   Ain't but three of'um eva' caught on'tuh me.  Dat d*** daddy, that ungrateful black a** dawthur and dat blind a** cousin.  He-he-he! Me and duh debil sho' make a good team."

How do I know Mathy Jane?  GOD revealed it to me.  No He didn't reveal you yesterday, or last month.   GOD revealed you to me when I was three years old!

What a Mighty GOD I serve!

"Let your conscience be your guide." ; the late great Jerome Walters.

Stay in His WORD children.  Read and study your Bible everyday!  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch)