I find it amazing ...

You can be sure I lost (nearly) all of my friends and family when I came to consciousness concerning my most evil mother.  She was a complete horror but no one was ever allowed to stand up to her.  Yes, my own mother was the most closeted sick demon possessed woman that ever lived.

We were never allowed to protect ourselves from her vicious attacks on our physical person, on our minds and spirits. Just like Donald Trump she deliberately labeled us with names that were complete lies.

Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureax played the most vicious mind games and laughed hysterically. She was a sadist.  She could not be stopped.  Would not be stopped.  She had a good father. He was a very wise loving man.  He was a true Christian.  Martha hated him with a passion but always far too cowardly to ever say what she really thought, what she really believed, Martha lived eighty-seven years as the most secret demon to ever slither on this earth.

I do thank GOD that (HE) took my blinders off, revealed the hideous whore Martha always was.

Disgusting!  Nothing short of disgusting.  I remember every brag my mother made about the secret acts she was able to commit totally unpunished.  A horrible lying two faced back stabbing  beast for eighty-seven years!

Dear LORD thank you for saving me from those toxic people.  My fellow victims, my brothers should not have to be convinced they never had a mother.  They should not have to live in a drug induced, alcohol stupor waiting on death in order  to push one foot in front of the other.

The friends and family I lost claim they are tired of hearing about what I lived for sixty-two years.  Yes, you are tired of hearing about it but you sit up in someone's Church every Sunday lamenting the crucifixion of Christ that happened over two thousand years ago.

Yes, I was crucified, gutted like a fish by my own mother.  Every thing I did that horrid whore was right behind me secretly slaying me.  Lying on me, sabotaging career opportunities.  Making sure I would never know love, never have any joy.  Just deliberately lying on me, attempting to assign her low character to me.

Martha is dead but she is not done.  Brothers , "Come ye out from among them."  Why are you lying and living in denial?  How can you not care and remain silent concerning the murder of your grandfather? How can you claim Black Lives Matter when you endured such a monster of a mother that hated you for the color of your skin?

All of you that choose to hate me rather than searching for the courage to face that monster you deserve to suffer.  Read your Bible.  Fast and pray.  Do it today!

I hate to admit it but I must. I am the only child Martha birthed that got away, that GOD saved.  Any one professing love for that woman deserves to suffer.  I'm sorry but that is the pure truth.  All of you that "work roots"  like she taught you shall surely bust hell wide open with her.

No,  there is none so blind as he who refuses to see, to listen, to heed.

Stay on Face Book posting your perfect pictures of your perfect family.  My mother was perfect for her entire life.  Nothing was ever her fault.  She professed her great love for us until her dying day.

R.I.P. (Rot in Purgatory) Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux!