The sun is shining

The more I ponder, the more I understand.  I am so grateful to almighty GOD I can hardly sit still.  I praise the LORD! I was literally at death's door.  A woman that will willingly plot to murder her own father, follow through and never care is no woman the ordinary person can bear.

My mother was a witch!  Truly a demonic witch!  If evil has ever come to this earth, it came here in the form of Martha Jane Walters.  She is finally gone!  There is still no excuse for anyone being that evil , completely terrorizing fellow human beings that long.   There is no way Martha could have been as selfish, as whorish, as ravenous as she was , just so.  WITCHCRAFT!  

Stay off of graves!  Solicit  satan if you want to.  Martha got hold of something she could not handle. satan made a imp out of her. Good enough.  She got exactly what she deserved! WHORE! 

Martha was one whore that refused to let you call her a whore.  No,  she didn't mind you knowing what a low whore she was, she just refused to tolerate any criticism. LORD Jesus Christ, I know.  When a woman resorts to incest it is over.  When any one in any family resorts to incest, pedophilia, it is over for that family.  Hiding the low pervert is not the solution.

Men and women like Martha interpret family silence as an indication of your undying loyalty, your willingness to sacrifice your life for theirs.  They really think you should, they do "over love" themselves that much. Yes, the low whore is foolish enough to think she is entitled.  That she is beautiful enough, brilliant and cunning enough to live her life just like she pleased for eighty-seven years and nobody better not ever say shit!

That was my mother alright.  GOD saw fit to save me, praise the LORD. I know I know. When your own mother throws you away, leaves you on a dung pile, is forced to retrieve you and decides that she is brilliant enough to torture you secretly for sixty-two years, you are in GOD's hands.

My own mother delighted in torturing me even more before she finally passed. Delighted in announcing that I was a fool, that the man I thought was my daddy, the man she introduced to me as my daddy,  at age eight , was not my daddy! She said it laughing!  She only proved, reinforced the fact that she was a sad sadist, always was.

What angered Martha?  Was it the fact I was slowly finally realizing my truth, was it because we were both elderly before I questioned my rape?  How did she plan to get away with such? Why couldn't she feel guilt? Shame? Because she didn't care, flat refused to care.  Refused to ever stop lying and refused to repent.

Well, you can't do that and preach dumb bitch!