PRINCE : Red House (PURPLE Version)

My mother often bragged to me how she deliberately left me in a "whore house" because I turned black.  She was still mad.  Some times my mother would feel sorry for me and slither up beside me attempting to console me by telling me she tought I was finally getting lighter.  Some how some of my hideous blackness was going into remission.  Maybe she could finally squeeze a drop of love out of her cold cold heart.  After all she managed to start sexually molesting me in my infancy.  I understand.  I was a black thing.  Who cared? GOD could not have cared according to my mother and all racists, GOD does not like the color black.

No, it wasn't my fault or hers.  It was GOD's for being careless and indecisive. "You wuz bon'yalla …wid freckles .  But yo'ears wuz jet black!  They looked lak two  hard black coals.  Eva'body said you wuz gon' turn black …and you sho' did!" 

That was my mother's honest assessment, her sincere justification for withholding love and nurturing from me.  No, she never explained the sexual molestation and constant humiliation.  I fully understood why I was enslaved, forced to be her valet, hand maiden, running buddy, scapegoat.

The world must think about this fact.  There are women, mothers on this earth right now that have their children terrified.  The advertisers are bombarding us with gift ideas.  No matter, I think there are only two kinds of mothers.  Mothers like me, women that will gladly give their life, their last dime to their child.  Women that will salivate you if you so much as look at their child cross.

Then there are these selfish manipulative whores that are unable to love, have zero maternal instinct.  Women that are always broke for your birthday, Christmas and every gift giving holiday.  But these same women will have you contemplating suicide if you don't go in debt procuring some outrageous lavish gift for them to brag about.

It doesn't matter what you give her.  She is going to down grade it.  She will tell you that you paid too much for it , then turn around and tell all of your relatives what a cheap stupid ass you are.

Yes, children it is sad when you finally realize you have such a mother but realize it just as soon as you can and "from such stay away."

Praise the LORD!