She didn't win.

Just because Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux got put in the ground known as the "mother of the church",  she didn't win.  I don't care if she  fooled every one in her church, her family and every one in Fayetteville, North Carolina.  She was an evil demonic two faced beast!

If you hate me for revealing your horrid mother with the pure unadulterated truth you shall bust hell wide open also.

You hate me because I will not stand with you spineless pusillanimous emasculated "men".  That's your mother and you love her.  You lie! Or you don't have good sense.  If you still fear her "root working", you are also an idiot.

You know she murdered our grandfather!  If you prefer that incestuous lying pedophile over a real Christian I am glad you refuse to have anything to do with me.  You are also toxic.

Dear LORD I thank you for giving me more sense than you gave them.  I thank you for giving me the courage to finally stand up to her at fifty-eight years old. That is what a horrible beast she was.  It took me fifty-eight years to humbly inquire about my violent  rape.  She cussed me like a dog knowing I knew that she knew, that we both knew.

Why do you hate me? Why do you call me "no-sense-ed"?   "A body without a head." Because she labeled me "no-sense-ed".  I had better sense than to "work roots" .  I have better sense than to think whites are superior to blacks.  I have sense enough to not be color struck.

Hate me, hate on brothers.  You have to lie and deny to do it.  If you hate me for revealing your demon plagued mother you are also a demon.  No, you never have to speak to me ever  again in life.  Love who you love.  That's who you love.  You know I know some things.  We grew up in the same house with that ogre purely plaguing us, torturing us, humiliating and degrading us, reducing us to nothing.

Keep on cloaking for her, keep on.

Are you a pathological liar just like your mother?  Do you practice witchcraft just like her?  Do you suffer with extreme envy and jealousy just like her?  Are you an incestuous pedophile pervert just like your mother?

If you are,  GOD help you.  "As for me and my house we will serve the LORD."  Not man, not phony lying cowards.

"My MOTHER was an ordained minister!"  That is what my brother screamed at me knowing full well I know , we know what kind of woman our mother was.  Well, hold onto that image knowing full well why you have no family, no money and apparently no manhood.

GOD is only a prayer away.  Do pray for GOD to break the bonds of pain and torture you mother died and deliberately left you in.   I do pray every day for your courage, pray that you finally come to your truth.

Just remember she didn't win and I'm not shutting up.  My prayer is to one day stand on Mt. Everest and blast that mongrel of a mother back to the gates of hell where she fled from with the pure undisputed truth.