Sourpuss

Will this world ever look back and wonder what makes some people so evil? So traitorous , so treacherous?  Is it simply ignorance, envy, combined with anti-intellectualism? Scripture tells us the reprobate's feet are swift to run to mischief.  My mother was a reprobate and her evil was not only on automatic but disgusting.  Poor Martha had no boundaries, no sense of decency , decorum, chastity, or fair play.

When your sins are so repugnant your very victims would rather just suffer, wait on death , than expose you, you were an abomination.

My own mother was an abomination.  That horrid fucking "Mother's Day" is rushing up on us again.  What a slut!  I know now Martha wasn't half as savage and as ignorant as she pretended to be.  She was just older.  She was our mother, manipulating us was "like taking candy from a baby".

Martha was a fucking freak and it wasn't just because she was raped as a child.  Martha was one of those wooden vessels, something , someone that lived to bring dishonor to GOD and all who loved (HIM).

I must forgive myself for allowing her to completely bully me so long.  I didn't have the heart or courage to stand up to her in public.  I could get in more jabs via telephone or letter.   No one could confront Mathy Jane and not expect a brutal ass whooping, a severe vulgar cussing, then of course cursing.   Mathy was going straight to the graveyard to "fix yo'ass!".

This world may laugh all it pleases.  I know! I saw! If Mathy Jane would not turn your ass into a fucking zombie that handed over his check , it was because you had no money , not enough money or you were always too smart to take the bait.

I wonder how many people can actually shoot a good Christian man in the heart and not even get investigated?   Mathy Jane the Root Worker!  She could and would rot your dick off, your ass hole out, make you lose all your money and your mind.  Deliberately fuck with your head by preaching.

Martha was a true sourpuss, a mother by age sixteen she was pissed, hated the entire world because her life did not turn out the way she wanted.  In retaliation Martha would have sex with any one , any thing, anytime.  Her solution, her answer,; "You bed'not tell it! Yo'bed not say shit!"

Martha always wanted to be around, included, invited but she didn't know how to act when she got there. She would go through your house like a freight train, plundering, just blatantly taking what ever she pleased claiming you did the same to her.  That Cain and Jezebel spirit worked over time.  It is cool.  I am still learning , have gained a great deal of clarity and understanding concerning evil people planted in our lives, "mothers against daughters".

Yes, Martha you did teach some good Bible, you did extrapolate the Word, unfortunately it was not for you.

Praise the LORD!