All I can do is look back over my life and marvel. I am truly humbled by the goodness of the LORD. All I needed was someone to stand in the Gap for me until I could stand on my own two feet. I know I wasn't supposed to ever succeed at anything. Martha covered every base, physical, sexual, mental, emotional, financial. That demon left no stone unturned to keep her control, to ruin another life because she accepted as fact that her life was ruined. The word is ravenous. That is exactly what my lascivious mother was, ravenous. She livid long, lived wrong, was never satisfied.
Did Martha think she was invincible? Perhaps. She was delusional. She was like quick sand, she sucked you into her sin, her dementia, her madness, her savagery. It was an abyss , molten swill. Count me out. I rather not bother. Some families have very few decent human beings. That is a fact. There are some families void of character, of honesty. Some people are just lying blood thirsty "root working" monsters like their mother, grandmother, blood relative.
My brother, not just a grown man, an old man, screams; "Let it go Gwen! LET IT GO!"
What , the only decent man you ever knew!? The man that surely saved your life and you pretend to be so fearful that you don't want to know, that you can't face it? Bullshit! What are you hiding? You may as well reveal it, let it out, repent. You see what happened to Martha's lying ass.
Some how Martha always convinced us that we were the problem, granddaddy's religious "Jesus believing ass" was the problem. You had something for GOD and all do gooders, a beat down, a stabbing, a bullet in the heart.
Yea, she is over there, dead as a muthafucker. "Mother of the Church" my ass! I wonder how many other fake ass "Christians" are we revering?
No one can come to this earth and half read, deliberately misinterpret GOD"s Word for her own benefit and expect to prosper. Even those she fooled will eventually give her up, claim they knew all the time, that they sensed her evil too. How long can a lie live without the liar? The original liar? The original sadist? The false preacher? How long can a witch be feared once she is dead?
One victim screams that he doesn't want to hear a word about her, she is dead, let her rest, he is at peace. You are a damn liar! Go ahead, explode! You have every right. Pluck your right eye out! It is cancerous. It is killing you. She is laughing. Yes, that whore is laughing! Stomp on her demonic head! Jump up and down, jump up and down , jump up and down until you are satisfied.
Martha, none of us were ever as stupid as you made us pretend. Yes, you were savage. whorish, incestuous, a pedophile, a pervert, cruel, no mannered, insane, a damn fool. That was you! That was your dumb ass! Yes, you had a choice. No one drug your ignorant ass down on those graves at midnight. You get what you get, what you got, you dumb bitch.
How are you going to hate me bitch? I didn't do it! You did it!
"Bless and curse not", means to help and not hurt. It doesn't have a damn thing to do with language! Any one dumb enough to think Almighty GOD withholds blessings because some one said shit or fuck, you deserve to suffer because you are about one mental midget.
"Come ye out from among them."
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