Who does that? really? Who is ignorant and primitive enough to be practicing some "hoodoo" black magic crap in 2011? My "mother"! Wait a minute before you go judging me too harshly, make sure you know I speak nothing but the pure unadulterated TRUTH.
It is like being in a bad movie. I am living "Gone With the Wind", "Mandingo" and "Uncle Tom's Cabin" all in one. My first question was "Why me LORD?", then I thought about it and the answer was ;"Why not me?"
You can laugh. It is funny, it is hilarious if you are not involved in this "mess". I actually have a "mother" that's a "Voodoo Priestess" and she is delusional enough to think she has some power.
No, I am telling because this kind of ridiculous ignorance must be exposed. People need to know what some oppressed people do to each other. This is a deliberate case of "I am too sorry and pathetic to do anything with my own life and I insist on destroying yours because I had you. I would have been somebody if it hadn't been for you. I am ignorant and blind and a team of mules could never pull me to the TRUTH."
No, this is not new. She was like this when I met her. Loud, ignorant, abusive, whorish, lying, stubborn, manipulative and scheming. I loved her. We all loved her anyway. I don't know why but all children love their mothers. Or most children anyway. I was also too young and naive to understand what was really happening.
It is still hard to take. I am not sure I would have ever guessed or fully caught on if she hadn't killed my grandfather. Even then I knew for nine years before I found the courage to say anything.
Yes, it was the letter with the fecal matter that pushed me over the edge. That act was not crazy or mean. That act was demonic. Why is she demonic? GOD only knows. Can she help it? I say yes. She has free will just like I do or you do.
In the end I see that her mistreatment of me and of others is for the best. "GOD will work it out."; just like my grandfather promised.
Pay attention to the signs. "Look well to your going." Stay prayed up children. Don't let any demons lead you astray.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
People Just Don't Get It
People are always talking, telling you what you ought to do. It is so easy for other people to identify your short comings, to tell you what is wrong with you. I'm guilty too. But how do you tell people, how do you describe a "curse"? I feel like Noah warning the people about the impending flood.
"She is EVIL!"; I scream. No one listens as they line up to get their pittance. Her little chump change dole that she hands out very begrudgingly from time to time. The groveling that you have to do to get it is not worth it for me. True, she does not treat all her minions the same. One, her favorite doesn't have to do anything. All he has to do is show up and ask. He's knows to be careful though. He has seen her in action many times. Why should he stand up to her? He is on the gravy train.
It is incredible. It is unreal, it is a living nightmare! My "mother" is Esau's mother multiplied by about ten thousand. Esau's mother was treacherous and manipulative. She took advantage of her old blind husband and manipulated her son Jacob to steal his brother's birthright. I never liked her. I always thought she was despicable.
No one knows or can ever know how I feel. I don't feel good. To know that you have a mother so selfish, so common, so lustful that she would willing violate the innocence of her own daughter. That is worse than a shameful truth. This is an abominable TRUTH! To say I feel very "creepy" is the best I can say right now without a slew of curse words.
No, the plot thickens. I always knew something was wrong with her. Any perceptive person can see it. Everyone knows how vulgar she is. She passes it off as humor, but I know that she is not joking.
Anyone that would violate her children sexually then spend her whole life trying to destroy those same children secretly, sneakily, clandestinely is a "CREEP". Keep her away from me.
People that are still afraid of her, still admire or love her, keep them away from me also.
Of course I am not perfect but I sure try to be. I live right. I do "The Ten". Like every person on this earth I struggle. I struggle with my weight, my blood pressure sometimes I struggle with wanting to "cuss" somebody out. I try not to judge, but I do "gossip". I like to think of it as spreading information that might otherwise go "overlooked".
I do love myself. I am very proud of my accomplishments, my talents, my love for the LORD. I do think that I grew "old" much too fast. Youth is fleeting. It is a vapor. That's why I have this seething rage right now. A succubus stole my childhood, my youth, tried to destroy my life.
I know there is no point in my being angry, it will not help. Maybe it's not anger or hatred, perhaps I should call it sad frustration.
I am saddened by the fact that it took me fifty-eight years to finally accept the fact that my "mother" is a hopeless Demon! I stuck by her because my grandfather stuck by her, gently admonished her and loved her unconditionally.
Well I can't afford to love her "unconditionally". She is too dangerous, too wicked, too far gone, far too diabolical.
I am frustrated by the fact that everyone seems to be intimidated by her. She can't work any "roots" on me. GOD has always protected me from her. GOD turned every despicable thing she did to me into something positive.
A "root worker" is a "Root Worker"! A demon is a Demon! You can't serve GOD and Man!
I know what that "woman" did to me! I know it was deliberate and savage. I know that she is so full of hatred that she can't stop. She is EVIL and sneaky as any serpent. No one in my family has to listen to me. They will not be able to say that they were not warned.
I am angry because she thinks she can and should get away with her dirty "deeds".
I am shocked by the fact that a woman that passed herself off as being so independent, courageous, open and honest is anything but. A closeted coward totally void of any honesty or decency. They say that there is honor among thieves. Not with her. She is so dishonest I wouldn't trust her shadow.
I thank GOD every day for delivering me from her Evil!
You better pay attention children. GOD is moving. Look at Japan, look at the Middle East, look at Haiti. "Look into your own life."
Pray for discernment. Pray for wisdom and understanding. "We will understand it all by and by."
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"She is EVIL!"; I scream. No one listens as they line up to get their pittance. Her little chump change dole that she hands out very begrudgingly from time to time. The groveling that you have to do to get it is not worth it for me. True, she does not treat all her minions the same. One, her favorite doesn't have to do anything. All he has to do is show up and ask. He's knows to be careful though. He has seen her in action many times. Why should he stand up to her? He is on the gravy train.
It is incredible. It is unreal, it is a living nightmare! My "mother" is Esau's mother multiplied by about ten thousand. Esau's mother was treacherous and manipulative. She took advantage of her old blind husband and manipulated her son Jacob to steal his brother's birthright. I never liked her. I always thought she was despicable.
No one knows or can ever know how I feel. I don't feel good. To know that you have a mother so selfish, so common, so lustful that she would willing violate the innocence of her own daughter. That is worse than a shameful truth. This is an abominable TRUTH! To say I feel very "creepy" is the best I can say right now without a slew of curse words.
No, the plot thickens. I always knew something was wrong with her. Any perceptive person can see it. Everyone knows how vulgar she is. She passes it off as humor, but I know that she is not joking.
Anyone that would violate her children sexually then spend her whole life trying to destroy those same children secretly, sneakily, clandestinely is a "CREEP". Keep her away from me.
People that are still afraid of her, still admire or love her, keep them away from me also.
Of course I am not perfect but I sure try to be. I live right. I do "The Ten". Like every person on this earth I struggle. I struggle with my weight, my blood pressure sometimes I struggle with wanting to "cuss" somebody out. I try not to judge, but I do "gossip". I like to think of it as spreading information that might otherwise go "overlooked".
I do love myself. I am very proud of my accomplishments, my talents, my love for the LORD. I do think that I grew "old" much too fast. Youth is fleeting. It is a vapor. That's why I have this seething rage right now. A succubus stole my childhood, my youth, tried to destroy my life.
I know there is no point in my being angry, it will not help. Maybe it's not anger or hatred, perhaps I should call it sad frustration.
I am saddened by the fact that it took me fifty-eight years to finally accept the fact that my "mother" is a hopeless Demon! I stuck by her because my grandfather stuck by her, gently admonished her and loved her unconditionally.
Well I can't afford to love her "unconditionally". She is too dangerous, too wicked, too far gone, far too diabolical.
I am frustrated by the fact that everyone seems to be intimidated by her. She can't work any "roots" on me. GOD has always protected me from her. GOD turned every despicable thing she did to me into something positive.
A "root worker" is a "Root Worker"! A demon is a Demon! You can't serve GOD and Man!
I know what that "woman" did to me! I know it was deliberate and savage. I know that she is so full of hatred that she can't stop. She is EVIL and sneaky as any serpent. No one in my family has to listen to me. They will not be able to say that they were not warned.
I am angry because she thinks she can and should get away with her dirty "deeds".
I am shocked by the fact that a woman that passed herself off as being so independent, courageous, open and honest is anything but. A closeted coward totally void of any honesty or decency. They say that there is honor among thieves. Not with her. She is so dishonest I wouldn't trust her shadow.
I thank GOD every day for delivering me from her Evil!
You better pay attention children. GOD is moving. Look at Japan, look at the Middle East, look at Haiti. "Look into your own life."
Pray for discernment. Pray for wisdom and understanding. "We will understand it all by and by."
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"Nobody Knows the Trouble I've Seen"
Nobody knows how I have been forced to suffer for fifty-nine years and frankly nobody cares. I hope and pray that this is my last blog. I am determined to move on.
I have been paralyzed by pain, shock and awe. How can I best sum this up? It is a very unnecessary tragedy feed by ignorance and absolute evil. It seems that I was born to a woman that considered herself to be the fairest in the land. An incorrigible reprobate notorious for black magic she ruled the day in little Wade, North Carolina.
Let me make this long story as short as possible. Today I have no doubt, it is obvious, there is no other possible senario. A demon birthed me and clandestinely tortured me for fifty-niine years. There is no good in this "woman". There really is no point to this story other than the fact that GOD will deliver you from evil if you ask him.
She is a black hearted demon addicted to infliclting pain. Unfortunately her pleasure is derived from inflicting sick insidious pain for no apparent reason. It has taken me my entire life to piece her diabolical schemes together.
This woman is a monster. She does not love, she has no idea what real love feels like. She lives to torture, get away scot free and laugh. A perfect demon she is hard to catch. Only, she left a few tell tell signs. Secret sexual pleasure seems to be her greatest joy. I wonder how many people know that she is a closet lesbian?
Evidently she has always hated me for no reason. She hates everyone for no reason. I guess you can say that she loves to hate.
There are some things that she did to me and others that can only be attributed to demonism. I have come to the conclusion that she is a Demon from Hell that pretends to be a Narcissist. She is evil and rotten through and through and pretends to be clueless and ignorant.
"Ye shall know them by their fruit." I recount her fruit and I am horrified. The mysterious pain in my eight year old vagina was just the beginning of this sick saga. The savage brutal cursings and beatings. On and on, year after year. Always committing something sick and repugnant and pretending to be innocent.
Thank you LORD for delivering me from her hands. "...let none of you imagine evil against his brother in your heart. Yea, they made their hearts as an adamant stone, lest they should hear the law, and the words which the LORD of hosts sent in His spirit by the former prophets: therefore came a great wrath from the LORD of hosts." (Zechariah 7:10b, 12)
That's her, she imagines that you have done her great evil and she punishes you for it. All of this is in secret. A total coward she rarely accused me. But, the things she did to me speak volumnes. There is no telling what kind of monster she made me out to be to my relatives.
I do know she lost her mind when her young gigalo third husband left her. She successfully spread horrible lies on him. That is the penalty you have to pay if you manage to escape her cluthes. She will manufacture the most heinous bizarre lies imaginable and continue to work her "roots".
It is all in my book, but I must tell you this. I guess she was rather careless in her "root working". I was her dutiful slave. I kept her room clean, hung up all of her fine designer clothes, kept her chest of drawers in order, etc. One day I found her underwear and his underwear and socks all intertwinded in a towel in the bottom of her drawer. She laughed and explained that was how she kept her man. "You put yo' draws and his draws and the the towel from your love making with his socks and he can never leave you." She must have put a lot of confidence in this "spell" because she sure treated him like a dog. Cursing him and emasculating him every day did not phase her one bit. My grandfather told her often;"Daughter, ain't no man gon' stay wid you talking to him lak that." Of cousrse she didn't listen, he left and she lost her her mind!
Well, I know this for sure, "No weapon formed against me shall prosper." She will be found out and she will be hauled out. She is very happy that she crucified me. She laughs at the fact that my brothers and other relatives will not have anything to do with me because she has successfully convinced them that I am crazy. She laughs hysterically for ruining my life. Everything I ever expressed to her that I wanted she tried to steal or destroy.
She didn't get every thing. She didn't get my beautiful daughter and she can't take my talent. I do hate her. I should not hate her. I must grow a great deal spiritually to overcome this abomnible hatred I have for her.
My victory is that she didn't fool me. I don't think she ever has. I always watched her carefully. I studied her, I analyzed her. I know her. She is a sick depraved demon. I bind her to Hell. "Get thee behind me Satan. I never knew you."
Dear children make sure you know that there is a GOD, He sits on high and He looks low and He is not happy with sick reprobates trying to destroy and prevent His Kingdom. "Shun the very presence of evil."
Stay prayed up. Study your Bible. Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I have been paralyzed by pain, shock and awe. How can I best sum this up? It is a very unnecessary tragedy feed by ignorance and absolute evil. It seems that I was born to a woman that considered herself to be the fairest in the land. An incorrigible reprobate notorious for black magic she ruled the day in little Wade, North Carolina.
Let me make this long story as short as possible. Today I have no doubt, it is obvious, there is no other possible senario. A demon birthed me and clandestinely tortured me for fifty-niine years. There is no good in this "woman". There really is no point to this story other than the fact that GOD will deliver you from evil if you ask him.
She is a black hearted demon addicted to infliclting pain. Unfortunately her pleasure is derived from inflicting sick insidious pain for no apparent reason. It has taken me my entire life to piece her diabolical schemes together.
This woman is a monster. She does not love, she has no idea what real love feels like. She lives to torture, get away scot free and laugh. A perfect demon she is hard to catch. Only, she left a few tell tell signs. Secret sexual pleasure seems to be her greatest joy. I wonder how many people know that she is a closet lesbian?
Evidently she has always hated me for no reason. She hates everyone for no reason. I guess you can say that she loves to hate.
There are some things that she did to me and others that can only be attributed to demonism. I have come to the conclusion that she is a Demon from Hell that pretends to be a Narcissist. She is evil and rotten through and through and pretends to be clueless and ignorant.
"Ye shall know them by their fruit." I recount her fruit and I am horrified. The mysterious pain in my eight year old vagina was just the beginning of this sick saga. The savage brutal cursings and beatings. On and on, year after year. Always committing something sick and repugnant and pretending to be innocent.
Thank you LORD for delivering me from her hands. "...let none of you imagine evil against his brother in your heart. Yea, they made their hearts as an adamant stone, lest they should hear the law, and the words which the LORD of hosts sent in His spirit by the former prophets: therefore came a great wrath from the LORD of hosts." (Zechariah 7:10b, 12)
That's her, she imagines that you have done her great evil and she punishes you for it. All of this is in secret. A total coward she rarely accused me. But, the things she did to me speak volumnes. There is no telling what kind of monster she made me out to be to my relatives.
I do know she lost her mind when her young gigalo third husband left her. She successfully spread horrible lies on him. That is the penalty you have to pay if you manage to escape her cluthes. She will manufacture the most heinous bizarre lies imaginable and continue to work her "roots".
It is all in my book, but I must tell you this. I guess she was rather careless in her "root working". I was her dutiful slave. I kept her room clean, hung up all of her fine designer clothes, kept her chest of drawers in order, etc. One day I found her underwear and his underwear and socks all intertwinded in a towel in the bottom of her drawer. She laughed and explained that was how she kept her man. "You put yo' draws and his draws and the the towel from your love making with his socks and he can never leave you." She must have put a lot of confidence in this "spell" because she sure treated him like a dog. Cursing him and emasculating him every day did not phase her one bit. My grandfather told her often;"Daughter, ain't no man gon' stay wid you talking to him lak that." Of cousrse she didn't listen, he left and she lost her her mind!
Well, I know this for sure, "No weapon formed against me shall prosper." She will be found out and she will be hauled out. She is very happy that she crucified me. She laughs at the fact that my brothers and other relatives will not have anything to do with me because she has successfully convinced them that I am crazy. She laughs hysterically for ruining my life. Everything I ever expressed to her that I wanted she tried to steal or destroy.
She didn't get every thing. She didn't get my beautiful daughter and she can't take my talent. I do hate her. I should not hate her. I must grow a great deal spiritually to overcome this abomnible hatred I have for her.
My victory is that she didn't fool me. I don't think she ever has. I always watched her carefully. I studied her, I analyzed her. I know her. She is a sick depraved demon. I bind her to Hell. "Get thee behind me Satan. I never knew you."
Dear children make sure you know that there is a GOD, He sits on high and He looks low and He is not happy with sick reprobates trying to destroy and prevent His Kingdom. "Shun the very presence of evil."
Stay prayed up. Study your Bible. Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, March 11, 2011
Are You Crazy?!!!
Act normal!? Just how am I supposed to do that? I am not NORMAL! That all ended the day you decided to put your nasty hands on me!
"Just go be normal." I can't be normal. I lost normal along with my innocence. If you wanted me to be normal you should have been normal. Of course I'm telling. Why shouldn't I tell? People deserve to know. What have you always done? Talked about people. I'm full of more stories, more gossip, more wives tales than anyone I know.
Aunt *"Mury" poisoned Uncle Tom for leaving her for a young pretty woman. Sister *Slovella used to be a 'ho. *Aunt ThisandThat had an abortion and all of her teeth fell out., on and on.
There is a difference here. I am not telling my story for entertainment value or out of a sense of revenge. I am telling because this is a subject that must be talked about. We are ruining thousands, perhaps millions of children every day.
These children are being robbed, they are traumatized. Do not worry about the victimizer worry aboiut the VICTIMS!
You don't have to care about me. I am used to people not caring about me. I came in this world alone and I will leave alone. But, I will not keep your dark secrets. Your mother died in 1954! She is about the only person that would love you enough to cloak for you.
If you can't fit in, stand out. You "fixed" me so that I can't fit in. I was fine! I was beautiful. I had the most beautiful head of luscious hair you've ever seen. You had to wear wigs. I am not saying that in a conceited way. It is a fact. I have photographic evidence. What good is fine when you are cold as ice? You two perverts deserve the death penalty.
You did that on purpose. You are the "C" word. You knew better. You always knew better. That is why you were always so clever in your deceit.
You were a wayward reprobate that ran from the TRUTH. You ran to the dark side. You made a conscious decision to do evil. You don't get a pass because you "preach". Your "preaching" makes you a worse reprobate.
It is not about you. You are the exact same selfish whore at eighty-five that you were at fourteen. You will soon be gone. None of us came here to stay always.
GOD established His laws for a reason. You can not sexually victimize children! Then when you get caught, you can not verbally abuse your victim. Wrong strategy.
No, you can not undo it. You can repent! You have that much sense. You are just arrogant and full of pride. Plus, I know that you really don't care, you know that you really don't care. If you cared you would not have done it. It would have never crossed your mind. The term is "common", you are common. You are exactly where you want to be. "Nobody put a gun to yur head." You haven't changed. You are still "working roots". That embarrasses me more than the sexual abuse.
Hey, get a grip. You never stopped me from doing anything I wanted to do, and you never will.
Just like granddaddy always told you; "Apart from Christ you are nothing." May the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"Just go be normal." I can't be normal. I lost normal along with my innocence. If you wanted me to be normal you should have been normal. Of course I'm telling. Why shouldn't I tell? People deserve to know. What have you always done? Talked about people. I'm full of more stories, more gossip, more wives tales than anyone I know.
Aunt *"Mury" poisoned Uncle Tom for leaving her for a young pretty woman. Sister *Slovella used to be a 'ho. *Aunt ThisandThat had an abortion and all of her teeth fell out., on and on.
There is a difference here. I am not telling my story for entertainment value or out of a sense of revenge. I am telling because this is a subject that must be talked about. We are ruining thousands, perhaps millions of children every day.
These children are being robbed, they are traumatized. Do not worry about the victimizer worry aboiut the VICTIMS!
You don't have to care about me. I am used to people not caring about me. I came in this world alone and I will leave alone. But, I will not keep your dark secrets. Your mother died in 1954! She is about the only person that would love you enough to cloak for you.
If you can't fit in, stand out. You "fixed" me so that I can't fit in. I was fine! I was beautiful. I had the most beautiful head of luscious hair you've ever seen. You had to wear wigs. I am not saying that in a conceited way. It is a fact. I have photographic evidence. What good is fine when you are cold as ice? You two perverts deserve the death penalty.
You did that on purpose. You are the "C" word. You knew better. You always knew better. That is why you were always so clever in your deceit.
You were a wayward reprobate that ran from the TRUTH. You ran to the dark side. You made a conscious decision to do evil. You don't get a pass because you "preach". Your "preaching" makes you a worse reprobate.
It is not about you. You are the exact same selfish whore at eighty-five that you were at fourteen. You will soon be gone. None of us came here to stay always.
GOD established His laws for a reason. You can not sexually victimize children! Then when you get caught, you can not verbally abuse your victim. Wrong strategy.
No, you can not undo it. You can repent! You have that much sense. You are just arrogant and full of pride. Plus, I know that you really don't care, you know that you really don't care. If you cared you would not have done it. It would have never crossed your mind. The term is "common", you are common. You are exactly where you want to be. "Nobody put a gun to yur head." You haven't changed. You are still "working roots". That embarrasses me more than the sexual abuse.
Hey, get a grip. You never stopped me from doing anything I wanted to do, and you never will.
Just like granddaddy always told you; "Apart from Christ you are nothing." May the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
To Whom It May Concern:
Yes, I wrote a book about you. I had to, I couldn't help it. It started out as a book to "out" my devious demonic "mother" but it turned into a praise song for GOD and a tribute to my honorable grandfather. Writing this book was therapeutic and enlightening. I learned that most people are just like you, selfish and uncaring, ignorant and pompous. I did discover a glaring difference. Unlike most people your evil is extreme, all of your actions are calculated and premeditated.
You are a very sick woman, well beyond any hope for redemption. I also discovered that some of my relatives are just as ignorant, uncaring and jealous as you are. Unlike you they are not cruel and perverted. Unfortunately most of them are clueless regarding your witchcraft and sexual perversion. Some pretend that they don't know what a notorious liar you are.
You did not win. You wasted your life. You are a miserable wretch. I am infuriated by the fact that you have been so successful as a closet demon. I am sorry that I held on to you too long, hoping to help you, praying that you would change.
I can promise you this, I am going to tell my story. I have dedicated my life to helping poor abused children. I want the World to know that we are suffering from a secret epidemic;CHILD ABUSE. Most people just give it lip service. No one wants to talk about it or do anything about it. I guess we have to be victims to care.
I would like to believe that I would care regardless. I will never believe surviving your sadist torture made me more caring.
You will not repent, it will never happen. Take your shameful legacy to your dirty little grave. You still did not win. Yes, you did a lot of sick repugnant "things" in your life, but you did not win.
You exalted yourself and you are now debased. No, not to you because you are delusional. You are the scum of the earth. There is no getting around it. Sick, perverted, murderous, menacing. There is no good in you.
You disappointed your father, you disappointed me. You are a bully but you are not stupid. I just want to ask you, have you ever loved anyone? I seriously doubt that you know what love feels like.
I hate you, I truly do. I hate you all day long and I hate you in my sleep. I wish that you had never been born. There is one thing that I must know, where do you get the nerve to commit your sick perversions and demand that your victims remain clueless? any attempt by your victim to defend himself, speak up for himself is a signal for your ultimate torture.
Your son became a doctor and you were jealous. No, it was not new jealousy. It was always there. You know you tortured and brutalized him. You know that YOU are the one that made him repeat the second grade. Your sick devious mind has always been up to no good. He became a doctor and you tried to pimp him. Too bad he couldn't see through you at first, with all of your "my black Prince" flattery. You raided his office and ran him out of town. You know why he shunned you for twenty-five years. I will not go there yet.
You stole *Goat's money and blamed it on your son. I have no idea how many lies you have spread on me. I know you have lied on me and slandered my name. I feel sorry for anyone that has any faith in any thing that you say.
Just how ignorant are you anyway? You stalked *Gino. You followed him to Ft. Lee, Virginia demanding that his C.O. make him come back to you. You stole his Gulf credit card and filled up strangers gas tanks and bought them tires and batteries. Why or how could you expect him to come back to you? You treated that man like a mangy dog while demanding he treat you like a queen. You whored around on that man with your ex-husband and the man you are married to now.
You are an abuser! a batterer! Any act of self defense enrages you more. "Get thee behind me Satan!"
Your "preaching" might fool people that are just as lost as you are. But, you can't fool GOD.
You married a man much too young for you. You used me as an excuse to get rid of your perverted husband knowing full well that you were more guilty than he was. Then you turned around and mistreated your young husband. You tortured that man just like you did us. Yes, he left you, he should have. No one with good sense is going to take your crap. You stalked him and you "rooted" him all to no avail, you couldn't get him back.
Who told you that you were that pretty or that smart? Who told you that you have the right to violate people over and over then lie on them over and over to cover your bloody tracks?
You are a savage batterer, a selfish hedonists, a jealous reprobate and a pathological LIAR. You will not win.
I pray that all of my brothers and relatives finally get the courage to tell you off and to get "shed" of you.
Make sure you know that I know you are a despicable monster. You are not nearly as smart as you think you are. "Vengence is mine sayeth the LORD, I shall repay."
I know that I am not the only person victimized, slandered and reviled by a "predatory mother". I know some of my relatives bear the scars of sexual child abuse that they think they have successfully buried.
I will not let you leave here unexposed. The World will know of you and your kind. "Resist the devil and he will flee."
Was it fun? Did you enjoy being a creepy reprobate? Are you still "preaching"? Are you still crawling up in GOD's pulpit trying to pull off the ultimate scam?
"You are blind and won't see."
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your sick soul.
Children put all of your faith in the LORD Jesus Christ. Trust Him to deliver you from Evil.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are NOTHING!"
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
You are a very sick woman, well beyond any hope for redemption. I also discovered that some of my relatives are just as ignorant, uncaring and jealous as you are. Unlike you they are not cruel and perverted. Unfortunately most of them are clueless regarding your witchcraft and sexual perversion. Some pretend that they don't know what a notorious liar you are.
You did not win. You wasted your life. You are a miserable wretch. I am infuriated by the fact that you have been so successful as a closet demon. I am sorry that I held on to you too long, hoping to help you, praying that you would change.
I can promise you this, I am going to tell my story. I have dedicated my life to helping poor abused children. I want the World to know that we are suffering from a secret epidemic;CHILD ABUSE. Most people just give it lip service. No one wants to talk about it or do anything about it. I guess we have to be victims to care.
I would like to believe that I would care regardless. I will never believe surviving your sadist torture made me more caring.
You will not repent, it will never happen. Take your shameful legacy to your dirty little grave. You still did not win. Yes, you did a lot of sick repugnant "things" in your life, but you did not win.
You exalted yourself and you are now debased. No, not to you because you are delusional. You are the scum of the earth. There is no getting around it. Sick, perverted, murderous, menacing. There is no good in you.
You disappointed your father, you disappointed me. You are a bully but you are not stupid. I just want to ask you, have you ever loved anyone? I seriously doubt that you know what love feels like.
I hate you, I truly do. I hate you all day long and I hate you in my sleep. I wish that you had never been born. There is one thing that I must know, where do you get the nerve to commit your sick perversions and demand that your victims remain clueless? any attempt by your victim to defend himself, speak up for himself is a signal for your ultimate torture.
Your son became a doctor and you were jealous. No, it was not new jealousy. It was always there. You know you tortured and brutalized him. You know that YOU are the one that made him repeat the second grade. Your sick devious mind has always been up to no good. He became a doctor and you tried to pimp him. Too bad he couldn't see through you at first, with all of your "my black Prince" flattery. You raided his office and ran him out of town. You know why he shunned you for twenty-five years. I will not go there yet.
You stole *Goat's money and blamed it on your son. I have no idea how many lies you have spread on me. I know you have lied on me and slandered my name. I feel sorry for anyone that has any faith in any thing that you say.
Just how ignorant are you anyway? You stalked *Gino. You followed him to Ft. Lee, Virginia demanding that his C.O. make him come back to you. You stole his Gulf credit card and filled up strangers gas tanks and bought them tires and batteries. Why or how could you expect him to come back to you? You treated that man like a mangy dog while demanding he treat you like a queen. You whored around on that man with your ex-husband and the man you are married to now.
You are an abuser! a batterer! Any act of self defense enrages you more. "Get thee behind me Satan!"
Your "preaching" might fool people that are just as lost as you are. But, you can't fool GOD.
You married a man much too young for you. You used me as an excuse to get rid of your perverted husband knowing full well that you were more guilty than he was. Then you turned around and mistreated your young husband. You tortured that man just like you did us. Yes, he left you, he should have. No one with good sense is going to take your crap. You stalked him and you "rooted" him all to no avail, you couldn't get him back.
Who told you that you were that pretty or that smart? Who told you that you have the right to violate people over and over then lie on them over and over to cover your bloody tracks?
You are a savage batterer, a selfish hedonists, a jealous reprobate and a pathological LIAR. You will not win.
I pray that all of my brothers and relatives finally get the courage to tell you off and to get "shed" of you.
Make sure you know that I know you are a despicable monster. You are not nearly as smart as you think you are. "Vengence is mine sayeth the LORD, I shall repay."
I know that I am not the only person victimized, slandered and reviled by a "predatory mother". I know some of my relatives bear the scars of sexual child abuse that they think they have successfully buried.
I will not let you leave here unexposed. The World will know of you and your kind. "Resist the devil and he will flee."
Was it fun? Did you enjoy being a creepy reprobate? Are you still "preaching"? Are you still crawling up in GOD's pulpit trying to pull off the ultimate scam?
"You are blind and won't see."
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your sick soul.
Children put all of your faith in the LORD Jesus Christ. Trust Him to deliver you from Evil.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are NOTHING!"
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
"Love ye one another"
"Love ye one another as I have loved you.": a simple enough commandment I always thought. Treat people the way you want to be treated. You know; "Do unto others as you would have others do unto you." I learned that in church, my grandfather and my "mother" taught me that.
My "mother" always said that but she rarely lived it. The fact is my "mother" is no more than a selfish heartless blood thirsty whorish Demon. No you don't, don't you dare feel sorry for her or show her any sympathy. Sympathy is the tool she uses to enslave you. A very skillful manipulator and a perfect Demon you have no chance of ever outwitting her.
The fact is MJW has lived the life she loves to the fullest. She willfully engaged in and continues to practice witchcraft, the occult, "root working" or what ever you want to call it.
Of course she denies it. She is not stupid. "I don't do dat no 'mo." she declares. Why would she stop? She claims that she gave her life to the LORD. "If any man be in Christ he is a new creature." If you are a new creature your behavior, your fruit supports that assertion. You can't claim to be in Christ and continue to Lie! You can't be in Christ and continue to harbor hatred and jealousy.
The "magic arts" served her too well to just give up, to just let go. She still drives her trademark Cadillac, lives pay check to pay check, wears fine clothes and travels a bit on someone else's dime.
Anyone who wants to believe that she suddenly found the LORD and mended her evil ways better think again. If you know her and share your business with her I can assure you that you will suffer IRS audits, college loan collectors, broken relationships and poor health. If you have any kind of suit pending you will lose. You will feel snake bit. Read your Bible, associating with her will render you broke and disgusted.
This blog is my release. I vent in order to heal. Perhaps the facts of my life will help others to learn to love and trust in the LORD only.
It seems that my mother was on target to be "somebody", attractive, intelligent, loving supportive parents, a financially prosperous father. Every thing was lined up for her then she made a "mistake". She got "messed up", had a baby at sixteen. No, her family did not revile her or shun her in any way. So she had no excuse for mistreating her son.
I don't know much about what happened in the ten years following her first child's birth. All I know is that I woke up one day and I was in Hell living a horrific nightmare.
I really don't care about all the things she did before I was born or the torture that I survived in my childhood. It is the stalking and sabotage after reaching adulthood that infuriates me! It infuriates me because she knows better. Visualizing her slithering around working her "black magic" enrages me. I feel this way because I am human. But my LORD Jesus told me not to worry about her. He told me that in due time he will take care of her for good.
Growing up with her as a "mother" was not easy. Looking back I can see clearly that I became the mother figure. We reversed roles. My "mother" the perennial wayward adolescent, funny, fun loving, always up to mischief, I learned how to survive, how to circumvent her. I had to be more mature, more responsible. Certainly I became a more cautious person, a critical thinker, a determined force.
Coming home from school having no choice but to clean a filthy nasty house, cook dinner and supervise my little brothers all before sitting down to do my homework strengthened my resolve to be "somebody". Stretching two blouses, three skirts, one sweater and one pair of shoes into clean decent "outfits" taught me creativity and independence.
Blocking out her rants, rages and frequent tirades taught me concentration. Her sexual proclivities encouraged my celibacy.
Nothing prepared me for the discovery of her true vile nature. I knew that she was ignorant, over sexed, greedy and lying. I even knew that she was cruel and insensitive. I did not know that she was pure EVIL!
GOD knew and GOD knows. She knows the TRUTH, yet refuses to accept it.
She has no power over me because Jesus told me; "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you." (Luke 10:19)
I know that you have to be born again (John 3:7) I know that we all have to repent of our sins (Acts 17:30) You must believe in the Lord Jesus Christ to be saved (Acts 16:30-31), not voodoo and hoodoo.
I know GOD saved me! plucked me out of the muck and the mire. Thank you Heavenly Father. Thank you for my story.
Stay in His WORD children. Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
My "mother" always said that but she rarely lived it. The fact is my "mother" is no more than a selfish heartless blood thirsty whorish Demon. No you don't, don't you dare feel sorry for her or show her any sympathy. Sympathy is the tool she uses to enslave you. A very skillful manipulator and a perfect Demon you have no chance of ever outwitting her.
The fact is MJW has lived the life she loves to the fullest. She willfully engaged in and continues to practice witchcraft, the occult, "root working" or what ever you want to call it.
Of course she denies it. She is not stupid. "I don't do dat no 'mo." she declares. Why would she stop? She claims that she gave her life to the LORD. "If any man be in Christ he is a new creature." If you are a new creature your behavior, your fruit supports that assertion. You can't claim to be in Christ and continue to Lie! You can't be in Christ and continue to harbor hatred and jealousy.
The "magic arts" served her too well to just give up, to just let go. She still drives her trademark Cadillac, lives pay check to pay check, wears fine clothes and travels a bit on someone else's dime.
Anyone who wants to believe that she suddenly found the LORD and mended her evil ways better think again. If you know her and share your business with her I can assure you that you will suffer IRS audits, college loan collectors, broken relationships and poor health. If you have any kind of suit pending you will lose. You will feel snake bit. Read your Bible, associating with her will render you broke and disgusted.
This blog is my release. I vent in order to heal. Perhaps the facts of my life will help others to learn to love and trust in the LORD only.
It seems that my mother was on target to be "somebody", attractive, intelligent, loving supportive parents, a financially prosperous father. Every thing was lined up for her then she made a "mistake". She got "messed up", had a baby at sixteen. No, her family did not revile her or shun her in any way. So she had no excuse for mistreating her son.
I don't know much about what happened in the ten years following her first child's birth. All I know is that I woke up one day and I was in Hell living a horrific nightmare.
I really don't care about all the things she did before I was born or the torture that I survived in my childhood. It is the stalking and sabotage after reaching adulthood that infuriates me! It infuriates me because she knows better. Visualizing her slithering around working her "black magic" enrages me. I feel this way because I am human. But my LORD Jesus told me not to worry about her. He told me that in due time he will take care of her for good.
Growing up with her as a "mother" was not easy. Looking back I can see clearly that I became the mother figure. We reversed roles. My "mother" the perennial wayward adolescent, funny, fun loving, always up to mischief, I learned how to survive, how to circumvent her. I had to be more mature, more responsible. Certainly I became a more cautious person, a critical thinker, a determined force.
Coming home from school having no choice but to clean a filthy nasty house, cook dinner and supervise my little brothers all before sitting down to do my homework strengthened my resolve to be "somebody". Stretching two blouses, three skirts, one sweater and one pair of shoes into clean decent "outfits" taught me creativity and independence.
Blocking out her rants, rages and frequent tirades taught me concentration. Her sexual proclivities encouraged my celibacy.
Nothing prepared me for the discovery of her true vile nature. I knew that she was ignorant, over sexed, greedy and lying. I even knew that she was cruel and insensitive. I did not know that she was pure EVIL!
GOD knew and GOD knows. She knows the TRUTH, yet refuses to accept it.
She has no power over me because Jesus told me; "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you." (Luke 10:19)
I know that you have to be born again (John 3:7) I know that we all have to repent of our sins (Acts 17:30) You must believe in the Lord Jesus Christ to be saved (Acts 16:30-31), not voodoo and hoodoo.
I know GOD saved me! plucked me out of the muck and the mire. Thank you Heavenly Father. Thank you for my story.
Stay in His WORD children. Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
In Due Time
I saw you! I caught you busting a bag in my new born baby's ear. You told a smooth lie and never waivered. Walked away cool and collected.
I saw that before. You sent your perverted husband , red eyed and drooling, you sent him with a rock hard penis in one hand and a wad of money in the other hand. You sent him to ruin me. I was fourteen years old and you sent your trained minion to do what you could not do. Again you walked away cool and collected. Don't you ever forget that I did escape! You evil plan failed. There you were like some vile troll hiding behind the door declaring; "Rats! foiled again!"
You had sex with all those men in *Goat's barracks. When you were "satisfied" you walked away cool and collected.
You shot your own father in the heart and got away clean.
Who can stop you? GOD When? When he gets ready.
Let me interrupt your celebratory gleeful laugh right now. It is not your brilliance and skillful lies that have kept you, it is your pure EVIL! No one on this earth believes that a cretin like you can exist.
I know because I survived you. It was the hand of GOD that rescued me from your foul filthy clutches.
I will speak the TRUTH. People need to know what happens to families that suffer demons, keep them close and cover for them. It will not end well. That vile serpent will wax worse and worse. That ignorant animal lives to strike terror.
Be sure you say The LORD's Prayer every day children. Pay close attention to the words "...and deliver us from EVIL!"
GOD delivered me and He will deliver you if you ask Him.
Dear LORD! Bind that Demon creature! Bind her to the lowest depths of Hell. Cleve her lying tongue to the roof of her mouth! Interrupt the activity of her sick demented brain! DELIVER US FROM EVIL LORD!!! At your name LORD every knee shall bow and every tongue shall confess. In the Holy name of my LORD and Saviour I pray.
Thank you LORD for Saving ME! Save my family LORD! Save those that are willing and want to be saved. Save the ones that love you LORD. Give them courage LORD. This maneater emasculated her sons. Deliver them from her Evil. Shake them out LORD! Put a spot light on them.
Dear LORD cleanse me, remove every spot and blemish. Prop me up on every leaning side.
"Come by here LORD , somebody needs you." Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. Stay in His WORD. Read and study your Bible every day.
I saw that before. You sent your perverted husband , red eyed and drooling, you sent him with a rock hard penis in one hand and a wad of money in the other hand. You sent him to ruin me. I was fourteen years old and you sent your trained minion to do what you could not do. Again you walked away cool and collected. Don't you ever forget that I did escape! You evil plan failed. There you were like some vile troll hiding behind the door declaring; "Rats! foiled again!"
You had sex with all those men in *Goat's barracks. When you were "satisfied" you walked away cool and collected.
You shot your own father in the heart and got away clean.
Who can stop you? GOD When? When he gets ready.
Let me interrupt your celebratory gleeful laugh right now. It is not your brilliance and skillful lies that have kept you, it is your pure EVIL! No one on this earth believes that a cretin like you can exist.
I know because I survived you. It was the hand of GOD that rescued me from your foul filthy clutches.
I will speak the TRUTH. People need to know what happens to families that suffer demons, keep them close and cover for them. It will not end well. That vile serpent will wax worse and worse. That ignorant animal lives to strike terror.
Be sure you say The LORD's Prayer every day children. Pay close attention to the words "...and deliver us from EVIL!"
GOD delivered me and He will deliver you if you ask Him.
Dear LORD! Bind that Demon creature! Bind her to the lowest depths of Hell. Cleve her lying tongue to the roof of her mouth! Interrupt the activity of her sick demented brain! DELIVER US FROM EVIL LORD!!! At your name LORD every knee shall bow and every tongue shall confess. In the Holy name of my LORD and Saviour I pray.
Thank you LORD for Saving ME! Save my family LORD! Save those that are willing and want to be saved. Save the ones that love you LORD. Give them courage LORD. This maneater emasculated her sons. Deliver them from her Evil. Shake them out LORD! Put a spot light on them.
Dear LORD cleanse me, remove every spot and blemish. Prop me up on every leaning side.
"Come by here LORD , somebody needs you." Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. Stay in His WORD. Read and study your Bible every day.
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