when you should have been on your knees, crying and begging GOD to save you, to forgive you. You knew you went too far, you knew you fell too low.
I do thank you for telling me about your inability to love or care for any one. I wish you had warned me about your sick debilitating hatred. Thank you for complementing me on my strength; "Gwen, you sho' is a strong woman."
"Thank you, mother. I learned from your mistakes." ; that must have been the wrong response because you sure turned up the heat.
No, you never attended one PTA meeting. The one and only time you attended a parent-teacher conference, Mr. Everette's (my eight grade teacher) praise for me enraged your jealousy. The next thing I knew I was being startled out of my deep sleep with your perverted husbands rock hard HUGE PENIS IN MY 14 YEAR OLD FACE!
"Don't you niggers tell it!" was your broken record.
Tell me please. Why all the church going? praying? forced to memorize scripture? Why all those long winded prayers every Sunday morning? Where you trying to fool GOD or us? Where you double minded or completely insane?
Thank you for telling me I would be the one to tell. You sure got that right. I know one thing, I am going to LIVE RIGHT! I am not going to HATE anybody. I don't even hate you, any more.
LORD knows I do not want to spend ETERNITY with the likes of you.
I do feel the sorriest for you and for all of my loved ones that you deliberately destroyed. All five of my poor brothers still love you. Or at least that is what they think. I think they fear knowing the awful truth. I understand. There are very few people that can stand under the weight of your sick carnal acts.
If you touched them, involved them in your "group sex" escapades, I hope GOD takes their shame. They were children, little boys, with no fathers, that truly loved their mother even if she was a sick whore. And no one on this earth could have ever imagined how sick you truly were.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 11, 2014 All rights reserved.]
Thursday, December 11, 2014
The side eye ...
When I think about it, I know I always looked at Martha out of my side eye. At 2,3,4,…I never trusted her. No, we never bonded. For one thing she gave me away. She told me all about it, used to laugh.
"I gave yo' black ass away. Gave you to a madame dat ran a ho' house ….my mama made me go git you. She assed me; 'whur dat pretty yalla baby you wrote and told me you had?' I told her I gave you away and she screamed; 'GO GIT HUR! YOU GO GIT HUR RAT NI! YOU DON'T GIVE MY BLOOD AWAY!"
Question? Why would any woman relate that story to a tiny little girl? What was her message? "You wuz born yalla but you turned BLACK! Black as a crow. Eva'body said you wuz gon' turn black. You wuz born high yalla wid freckles! But the top of your luddle ears wuz jet black. Sho'nuff…within 6 months yo' ass wuz jet black."
First of all color should not matter. But, I'm brown. I am a brown person. I love my skin. I know now Mathy was just looking for a reason to justify her irrational hatred. She was never going to admit to herself that she was a fallen woman. She would never admit that extreme promiscuity destroyed her already low reputation and no decent man would ever marry her. They would freely roll in the hay, leave her pregnant and never bat an eye.
I am of the belief that Martha bought that whole "you yalla and got good hair" lie, lock stock and barrel. When she found out her color did not open the doors she had been promised, it was too late. Ruined, Martha turned to lying, brutality, cruelty, extreme manipulation and cunning. Said GOD was too slow.
When did she turn to witchcraft? Was it before she found herself pregnant at 16? Did she resort to it to punish all of the people that called her common?
I am trying to look at this situation as objectively as possible. It seems from an early age Martha was stabbing, bludgeoning and attempting to murder.
Did grandaddy know his only daughter was afflicted with demon possession? I used to hear him warning her about going to hell. He told her that when she was playing Madame Watson. She made a lot of money completely ripping people off. Convincing people they only had days or weeks to live unless they sacrificed large sums of money. Madame Watson would assure them that the money was not for her. She was going to throw the money in the Cape Fear river or bury it or burn it up.
Madame Watson could get your nature back, wife back, husband back. Madame Watson could get you anything you wanted.
At 14, I laughed, thought it sad, but I laughed just the same. "Ni, Gwen, you gon' be my greeter. You seat them."
I remember now, this is one time Martha was actually interested in having a clean house. All of her activities were conducted in her large kitchen. A very long table cloth was draped across the formal dining room table. The extra long tablecloth hid her jars of worms and any and all props she needed to completely con you. She wore gypsy looking garments and head wraps in order to play her part more effectively. A brilliant actress, she mimiced the voice of an islander, a Jamaican.
I must admit my mother was good. Get in trouble and have to go to court. Madame Watson would give you some "dust" to shake. "Darlinnnnnng, you must get to the courthouse early. Early I say. Sprinkle this dust in every corner of the court roooom! Try to go behind the judge's bench. Put little bit in his chair. Put tiny little bit on the stand. Pay me. I promise, no harm come to you."
Sure enough! They would come back every time victorious! Many would give her some extra money because they were so elated and hopeful. Later Martha would admit to me;"Shit dey won't gon' do nutting' to duh nigger no way."
I remember my mother bragging to me about how a particular cousin felt indebted to her for helping her get her husband back from a white woman he left her for. "Shit, duh nigger wuz coming back anyway. Don't nobody want dat sorry nigger."
The poor dumb country bumpkins that felt so humbled, lowered their heads as they entered our home, scrapped their feet on the welcome mat repeatedly, broke my heart. Some removed their shoes like they were on holy ground. Some paid her in home cured hams, bushels of sweet potatoes, collard greens, bushel of sweet white corn. Some brought their Welfare cheese or huge cans of government mystery meat in exchange for a reading or some of her precious "goofer dust".
I watched my mother deliberately exploit the ignorance of others and remained mum. (YOU DAMN BLACK ASS NIGGERS DONT TELL A MUTHAFUCKING THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!) At least granddaddy would remind her that she was going to hell. She would laugh. Paid my grandfather absolutely no attention.
Long story short, she never profited . Just as soon as she would swindle some one, some one else would swindle her.
Read your Bible children. Study to show yourself approved. Seek GOD First! Everything else will be added unto you. Never, never, fear evil.
Did my grandfather know how deeply disturbed Martha was? Did he know to shun her but failed to do so in order to protect his grandchildren? He always claimed we were the jewels in his crown.
"My mama wud lie fo'me. My daddy wudden. My mama telling' eva'body I wuz married, Dis nigger goin' 'round Wade telling eva'body I wudden!"
Is that why you shot him in the heart Martha? Or was it just the legion of demons that engulfed you? You became so delusional I must take medication for severe depression.
Dear LORD thank you so much for revealing my awful truth to me. Do the same for my family LORD. For all my kit and kin. Open their eyes and ears, enable them to live the abundant life you promised.
Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
P.S. If you are a beautiful intelligent woman and you loved Martha, you need to know she "rooted" you too. In box me on FB and I will send you a prayer. It will deliver you! I know it will because it delivered me.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 11, 2014 All rights reserved.]
"I gave yo' black ass away. Gave you to a madame dat ran a ho' house ….my mama made me go git you. She assed me; 'whur dat pretty yalla baby you wrote and told me you had?' I told her I gave you away and she screamed; 'GO GIT HUR! YOU GO GIT HUR RAT NI! YOU DON'T GIVE MY BLOOD AWAY!"
Question? Why would any woman relate that story to a tiny little girl? What was her message? "You wuz born yalla but you turned BLACK! Black as a crow. Eva'body said you wuz gon' turn black. You wuz born high yalla wid freckles! But the top of your luddle ears wuz jet black. Sho'nuff…within 6 months yo' ass wuz jet black."
First of all color should not matter. But, I'm brown. I am a brown person. I love my skin. I know now Mathy was just looking for a reason to justify her irrational hatred. She was never going to admit to herself that she was a fallen woman. She would never admit that extreme promiscuity destroyed her already low reputation and no decent man would ever marry her. They would freely roll in the hay, leave her pregnant and never bat an eye.
I am of the belief that Martha bought that whole "you yalla and got good hair" lie, lock stock and barrel. When she found out her color did not open the doors she had been promised, it was too late. Ruined, Martha turned to lying, brutality, cruelty, extreme manipulation and cunning. Said GOD was too slow.
When did she turn to witchcraft? Was it before she found herself pregnant at 16? Did she resort to it to punish all of the people that called her common?
I am trying to look at this situation as objectively as possible. It seems from an early age Martha was stabbing, bludgeoning and attempting to murder.
Did grandaddy know his only daughter was afflicted with demon possession? I used to hear him warning her about going to hell. He told her that when she was playing Madame Watson. She made a lot of money completely ripping people off. Convincing people they only had days or weeks to live unless they sacrificed large sums of money. Madame Watson would assure them that the money was not for her. She was going to throw the money in the Cape Fear river or bury it or burn it up.
Madame Watson could get your nature back, wife back, husband back. Madame Watson could get you anything you wanted.
At 14, I laughed, thought it sad, but I laughed just the same. "Ni, Gwen, you gon' be my greeter. You seat them."
I remember now, this is one time Martha was actually interested in having a clean house. All of her activities were conducted in her large kitchen. A very long table cloth was draped across the formal dining room table. The extra long tablecloth hid her jars of worms and any and all props she needed to completely con you. She wore gypsy looking garments and head wraps in order to play her part more effectively. A brilliant actress, she mimiced the voice of an islander, a Jamaican.
I must admit my mother was good. Get in trouble and have to go to court. Madame Watson would give you some "dust" to shake. "Darlinnnnnng, you must get to the courthouse early. Early I say. Sprinkle this dust in every corner of the court roooom! Try to go behind the judge's bench. Put little bit in his chair. Put tiny little bit on the stand. Pay me. I promise, no harm come to you."
Sure enough! They would come back every time victorious! Many would give her some extra money because they were so elated and hopeful. Later Martha would admit to me;"Shit dey won't gon' do nutting' to duh nigger no way."
I remember my mother bragging to me about how a particular cousin felt indebted to her for helping her get her husband back from a white woman he left her for. "Shit, duh nigger wuz coming back anyway. Don't nobody want dat sorry nigger."
The poor dumb country bumpkins that felt so humbled, lowered their heads as they entered our home, scrapped their feet on the welcome mat repeatedly, broke my heart. Some removed their shoes like they were on holy ground. Some paid her in home cured hams, bushels of sweet potatoes, collard greens, bushel of sweet white corn. Some brought their Welfare cheese or huge cans of government mystery meat in exchange for a reading or some of her precious "goofer dust".
I watched my mother deliberately exploit the ignorance of others and remained mum. (YOU DAMN BLACK ASS NIGGERS DONT TELL A MUTHAFUCKING THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!) At least granddaddy would remind her that she was going to hell. She would laugh. Paid my grandfather absolutely no attention.
Long story short, she never profited . Just as soon as she would swindle some one, some one else would swindle her.
Read your Bible children. Study to show yourself approved. Seek GOD First! Everything else will be added unto you. Never, never, fear evil.
Did my grandfather know how deeply disturbed Martha was? Did he know to shun her but failed to do so in order to protect his grandchildren? He always claimed we were the jewels in his crown.
"My mama wud lie fo'me. My daddy wudden. My mama telling' eva'body I wuz married, Dis nigger goin' 'round Wade telling eva'body I wudden!"
Is that why you shot him in the heart Martha? Or was it just the legion of demons that engulfed you? You became so delusional I must take medication for severe depression.
Dear LORD thank you so much for revealing my awful truth to me. Do the same for my family LORD. For all my kit and kin. Open their eyes and ears, enable them to live the abundant life you promised.
Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
P.S. If you are a beautiful intelligent woman and you loved Martha, you need to know she "rooted" you too. In box me on FB and I will send you a prayer. It will deliver you! I know it will because it delivered me.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 11, 2014 All rights reserved.]
JUBALAIRES GOSPEL NOAH
"Shut it down"
As a lay psychiatrist, a severely abused survivor of the sickest, longest, sexual, psychological and emotional abuse unknown to mankind. I am forced by a cold callus unfeeling mother and a racist "color struck" world to seek my own healing. When the body or the mind is forced to experience excruciating pain the "mind" will "shut it down".
The Bible concurs, not in the same words. GOD will put blinders on your eyes and He will remove those same blinders when YOU are ready. I am glad I did not understand what was going on with my mother in my youth.
I still find it extremely hard to accept. I did love her. Not only did spoiled, over indulged Mathy Jane refuse to love any one, she fully intended to bludgeon every one that dared to love her. Dare to love Mathy Jane if you wanted to. You were going to reap savage beatings, a broken heart, you would be robbed of every shred of dignity you ever had.
She was the world greatest coward. A baby beater, rapist, torturer. She would curse a small child (me) until white froth spewed from her lying mouth.
A beautiful little red headed, very fair "colored" girl was savagely raped at age 8 and grew into the lowest, sneakiest, abomination the world never knew.
It seems my greatest desire is to warn others. I must attempt to fully dissect the "mind of Mathy Jane" in order to heal properly. In order to fully forgive her.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 11, 2014 All rights reserved.]
As a lay psychiatrist, a severely abused survivor of the sickest, longest, sexual, psychological and emotional abuse unknown to mankind. I am forced by a cold callus unfeeling mother and a racist "color struck" world to seek my own healing. When the body or the mind is forced to experience excruciating pain the "mind" will "shut it down".
The Bible concurs, not in the same words. GOD will put blinders on your eyes and He will remove those same blinders when YOU are ready. I am glad I did not understand what was going on with my mother in my youth.
I still find it extremely hard to accept. I did love her. Not only did spoiled, over indulged Mathy Jane refuse to love any one, she fully intended to bludgeon every one that dared to love her. Dare to love Mathy Jane if you wanted to. You were going to reap savage beatings, a broken heart, you would be robbed of every shred of dignity you ever had.
She was the world greatest coward. A baby beater, rapist, torturer. She would curse a small child (me) until white froth spewed from her lying mouth.
A beautiful little red headed, very fair "colored" girl was savagely raped at age 8 and grew into the lowest, sneakiest, abomination the world never knew.
It seems my greatest desire is to warn others. I must attempt to fully dissect the "mind of Mathy Jane" in order to heal properly. In order to fully forgive her.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 11, 2014 All rights reserved.]
Wednesday, December 10, 2014
I don't know whut's wrong wid some people...
Sit up in church all day, eva' Sunday and don't blieve a wurd GAWD say. He said He wanted you to have life and tuh have it mo' abundantly. So why is you strugglin'? Stealing hamburgers and buns off yo' job? Trying tuh hustle, trying to deal aluddle weed. All you wimmens sell aluddle pun tang when times get hard and seem lak times is always hard.
GAWD gave you Holy Ghost Power fool! All you gots to do is ass him? You aint got to go to no passer, no priest, no signifying deacon or deaconess. Go yo'sef! by up'sef. "Tell Him all 'bout yo' troubles." He'll answer! I swur!
If you got doubt, dat yo' fault. Whut you sitting up in duh church fuh if you really don't haf believe it? What you mean duh Bible boring and you ain't got time to read hit? You got time to die… tuh die and go tuh hell fuh ETERNITY! You might be dumb as a rock but even you gots sense enuf to know ETERNITY is a long ass time.
You round yeah looking fuh' a hook up. GAWD, I tithed and went tuh church eva' Sunday, went to (Bible study some time too) Ni, gimme sump tin' fuh being good!
"Study to show yourself approved"; whut dat mean? If you can't trust duh people in duh church, who can you trust?
Why don't GAWD jest give us duh answers lak dey doin' in dese school houses?
"I'm tied, I'm bored, I'm yalla, I'm white, I'm rich, I'm spoiled, I'm a liar, I'm a thief, I'm a great athlete, I'm NOT a future menace to society I AM ONE! I have ADHD. I am BD or ED . The Federal government gave me every excuse in the world to act the fool. Now, give me my MONEY! Somebody better support me! You idiot leaders keep scratching your heads. You phony lying exploitive "leaders" keep leading marches in order to up your per diem. Say anything, don't worry, they don't read, remember or think critically. Keep promoting people more incompetent than the last. America is paying and will pay dearly for this generation of you owe me vipers."
Chile! Don't pay dat ole slick, slimy, serpent satan no tention! he ignut! He ignut and no mannus! Nukker ain't got a bit a mannus. he a blow fly, lay his eggs and move on, laying some mo'.
Truly the best education any one can ever receive is one they want. One they yearn for and earn by true scholarship.
I am not worried. I am patient. I know that satan lost and lost big time.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 10, 2014 All rights reserved.]
GAWD gave you Holy Ghost Power fool! All you gots to do is ass him? You aint got to go to no passer, no priest, no signifying deacon or deaconess. Go yo'sef! by up'sef. "Tell Him all 'bout yo' troubles." He'll answer! I swur!
If you got doubt, dat yo' fault. Whut you sitting up in duh church fuh if you really don't haf believe it? What you mean duh Bible boring and you ain't got time to read hit? You got time to die… tuh die and go tuh hell fuh ETERNITY! You might be dumb as a rock but even you gots sense enuf to know ETERNITY is a long ass time.
You round yeah looking fuh' a hook up. GAWD, I tithed and went tuh church eva' Sunday, went to (Bible study some time too) Ni, gimme sump tin' fuh being good!
"Study to show yourself approved"; whut dat mean? If you can't trust duh people in duh church, who can you trust?
Why don't GAWD jest give us duh answers lak dey doin' in dese school houses?
"I'm tied, I'm bored, I'm yalla, I'm white, I'm rich, I'm spoiled, I'm a liar, I'm a thief, I'm a great athlete, I'm NOT a future menace to society I AM ONE! I have ADHD. I am BD or ED . The Federal government gave me every excuse in the world to act the fool. Now, give me my MONEY! Somebody better support me! You idiot leaders keep scratching your heads. You phony lying exploitive "leaders" keep leading marches in order to up your per diem. Say anything, don't worry, they don't read, remember or think critically. Keep promoting people more incompetent than the last. America is paying and will pay dearly for this generation of you owe me vipers."
Chile! Don't pay dat ole slick, slimy, serpent satan no tention! he ignut! He ignut and no mannus! Nukker ain't got a bit a mannus. he a blow fly, lay his eggs and move on, laying some mo'.
Truly the best education any one can ever receive is one they want. One they yearn for and earn by true scholarship.
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 10, 2014 All rights reserved.]
I'm so glad ...
that I am retired and can finally say exactly what I want to say and not get fired or "run off".
I taught for 30 years! I enjoyed a great deal of it. "Teaching", real teaching, is hard, extremely difficult. You have so many factors to face and fight. Race, gender, economic status, stereotypes, incompetent, inept administrators, all contribute to the misery inflicted upon teachers.
We are finally discovering what a sorry job we did and are doing. America! When your children are walking around displaying rows and rows of boxer shorts, boarding school buses without any evidence of any instrument designed to enhance learning. Standing on corners smoking weed! A school system that demands that you PERMIT them to board the bus. When punishing one aberrant student involves HOURS of paperwork, followed by exhaustive, worthless conferences. It takes about a year and a half to get one miscreant put out for only 3 months. (They didn't tell you that the Alternative School was a complete joke, day camp for future criminals. )
No books, no pencils, no pens, no manners, no respect for any one or anything. Permitted to fight daily, curse and call every one the "n" word. "LORD Why? you scream! How long LORD? How many more years? Dear LORD give me the strength to endure these idiots. I swear this lunatic asylum is being run by the inmates!"
I tried to teach an Advanced Placement United States History class recently. I came out of retirement because I was broke and needed the money.
Was I shocked? Yes! I had no idea any school system could actually be worse than the one I left. When I tell you I can identify the cause of our collective woes as a nation, I can.
Brain exercise , critical thinking, no longer exists! I was appalled! Reading was not required or encouraged. TEACH THE TEST! Measure and compare race and gender. Pimp the kids! Let the so called administrators intimidate teachers ONLY, while they sell Chick-fil-a Chicken biscuits all day!
Wait a cotton picking minute! $2.50 per sandwich ALL day! Students were given permission by the principal to eat any and everything HE sold them! There was no accounting for that MONEY! The faculty was actually too afraid to ask. I made the mistake of asking why I was told I had to supply or BUY my own copy paper, fellow teachers ran from me like I was the light turned on, and they were the fleeing roaches!
GOD help us! The generation of vipers that we deliberately and inadvertently created, to save money, is now plaguing us. I assure you, you will not be able to set up enough cameras, buy enough guns, or tell enough lies, to cover what we did to our children. By "our children", I mean ALL CHILDREN.
Sure I am old. But I am not stupid! You will not cuss me out and demand that I give you pen, pencil, paper and the ANSWERS! You will not act snotty to me, wearing your 24 inch Brazilian hair, caring your Coach bag, tipping around in your 9 inch heels, always late, and think I am supposed to "serve" you! You will NOT tap your long beautiful nails on the desk and disturb the class while I am trying to teach! Your lazy, bored mothers will not force me to spend exhaustive hours emailing because she is afraid to ask YOU!
I will not grade that filthy garbage , you copied and scribbled some gibberish on! Real schools demand real students. Real schools and real administrators make sure real LEARNING is a daily, hourly, minute by minute, experience. PTL!
You will NOT cuss me out and brag that you make more money than me because you dance or sell *****. Just how long can you sell *****? Seriously! Is that your career plan?
Keep on telling people what to suck. Good luck with that strategy.
People, tell ALL children the truth; "Kind words turneth away wrath." That is Bible. In the book of Proverbs, read it. Oh, I forgot, reading is no longer necessary. Just cuss every body out, lie, steal and kill dreams. Mock your teachers! Tell them that they "aint S***!" "THOSE THAT CAN, DO, THOSE THAT CAN'T TEACH!" Make the entire world suffer because you think you have been made to suffer.
Amerikkka encouraged that mentality. I don't have to accept it and you can't fire me or "run me off!" PTL!
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 10, 2014 All rights reserved.]
I taught for 30 years! I enjoyed a great deal of it. "Teaching", real teaching, is hard, extremely difficult. You have so many factors to face and fight. Race, gender, economic status, stereotypes, incompetent, inept administrators, all contribute to the misery inflicted upon teachers.
We are finally discovering what a sorry job we did and are doing. America! When your children are walking around displaying rows and rows of boxer shorts, boarding school buses without any evidence of any instrument designed to enhance learning. Standing on corners smoking weed! A school system that demands that you PERMIT them to board the bus. When punishing one aberrant student involves HOURS of paperwork, followed by exhaustive, worthless conferences. It takes about a year and a half to get one miscreant put out for only 3 months. (They didn't tell you that the Alternative School was a complete joke, day camp for future criminals. )
No books, no pencils, no pens, no manners, no respect for any one or anything. Permitted to fight daily, curse and call every one the "n" word. "LORD Why? you scream! How long LORD? How many more years? Dear LORD give me the strength to endure these idiots. I swear this lunatic asylum is being run by the inmates!"
I tried to teach an Advanced Placement United States History class recently. I came out of retirement because I was broke and needed the money.
Was I shocked? Yes! I had no idea any school system could actually be worse than the one I left. When I tell you I can identify the cause of our collective woes as a nation, I can.
Brain exercise , critical thinking, no longer exists! I was appalled! Reading was not required or encouraged. TEACH THE TEST! Measure and compare race and gender. Pimp the kids! Let the so called administrators intimidate teachers ONLY, while they sell Chick-fil-a Chicken biscuits all day!
Wait a cotton picking minute! $2.50 per sandwich ALL day! Students were given permission by the principal to eat any and everything HE sold them! There was no accounting for that MONEY! The faculty was actually too afraid to ask. I made the mistake of asking why I was told I had to supply or BUY my own copy paper, fellow teachers ran from me like I was the light turned on, and they were the fleeing roaches!
GOD help us! The generation of vipers that we deliberately and inadvertently created, to save money, is now plaguing us. I assure you, you will not be able to set up enough cameras, buy enough guns, or tell enough lies, to cover what we did to our children. By "our children", I mean ALL CHILDREN.
Sure I am old. But I am not stupid! You will not cuss me out and demand that I give you pen, pencil, paper and the ANSWERS! You will not act snotty to me, wearing your 24 inch Brazilian hair, caring your Coach bag, tipping around in your 9 inch heels, always late, and think I am supposed to "serve" you! You will NOT tap your long beautiful nails on the desk and disturb the class while I am trying to teach! Your lazy, bored mothers will not force me to spend exhaustive hours emailing because she is afraid to ask YOU!
I will not grade that filthy garbage , you copied and scribbled some gibberish on! Real schools demand real students. Real schools and real administrators make sure real LEARNING is a daily, hourly, minute by minute, experience. PTL!
You will NOT cuss me out and brag that you make more money than me because you dance or sell *****. Just how long can you sell *****? Seriously! Is that your career plan?
Keep on telling people what to suck. Good luck with that strategy.
Amerikkka encouraged that mentality. I don't have to accept it and you can't fire me or "run me off!" PTL!
[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES December 10, 2014 All rights reserved.]
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
My poor mother lost,
took on a legion of demons because she was fast and hardheaded. She didn't know what she was doing. Started practicing voodoo and conjure as a child. Unfortunately, was very good at it. Realized she could terrorize people.
The story goes from bad to worse. Mathy was a woman of very little faith in GOD. Said GOD was too slow.
She did finally realize that she was wrong. She did know she was controlled by demons. But, she could not figure out how to get rid of them. Telling the truth was not an option. Well, she knew she should come clean, confess her sins and repent. That wold make her look bad. Mathy was much too vain to ever permit herself to look bad, even if she secretly was.
By the time Mathy caught on for real, her sins were too great, too repulsive to own. So, she just did what she always did, cut the fool. lied and hated, stirred up trouble and mischief. Mainly pretended. Pretended the world was crazy and she was the only one right. If they love you, they will tolerate you, some will try to make you happy.
Plus Mathy didn't wholeheartedly believe in GOD. What kind of GOD would let her do all the things she did?
Typical Mathy, never accept responsibility for anything!
The story goes from bad to worse. Mathy was a woman of very little faith in GOD. Said GOD was too slow.
She did finally realize that she was wrong. She did know she was controlled by demons. But, she could not figure out how to get rid of them. Telling the truth was not an option. Well, she knew she should come clean, confess her sins and repent. That wold make her look bad. Mathy was much too vain to ever permit herself to look bad, even if she secretly was.
By the time Mathy caught on for real, her sins were too great, too repulsive to own. So, she just did what she always did, cut the fool. lied and hated, stirred up trouble and mischief. Mainly pretended. Pretended the world was crazy and she was the only one right. If they love you, they will tolerate you, some will try to make you happy.
Plus Mathy didn't wholeheartedly believe in GOD. What kind of GOD would let her do all the things she did?
Typical Mathy, never accept responsibility for anything!
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