21 Questions? (not really)

GOD knows that I needed prep time, but sixty years? Yes, sixty years is exactly what I needed to face this TRUTH. Not only did I need to change and develop, so did America, so did our world.

I believe the world is ready now. The incomprehensible, the "indefensible" can finally be discussed.

I am speaking out because I am a woman, a mother, some one's sister, but most of all because I am a child of GOD.

GOD said you WILL NOT do the despicable and THINK you are going to walk away unscathed AND unrepentant. You can leave here unrepentant, but the world is going to know of you and your kind.

#1 What is life?

I don't exactly know. I know that it is something that I have that is spiritual, mystical, GOD given.

#2 Who can give life?

Only GOD can give it. It is beautiful. You can see it especially in the spring. Plants and animals regain their strength and beauty after a long winter's nap. Women deliver babies but GOD gives them life.

#3 Who has the right to take a life?

No one. No one took Jesus' life. He gave it. I feel sorry for any one blind enough or confused enough to think they have the right to take a life. There is no justification.

GOD gave me MY life for His own reasons. I have lived much longer than many of my friends but not nearly long enough. I want to enjoy my life. I want to live struggle and demon free. I am tormented and burdened down by one of the foulest demons known to man.

I am the third living child of a woman beyond my ability to describe. All I know is that she has made my life and many others a living hell. I want this nightmare to end. I know GOD will end it in His own time and in His own way.

I am exposing my life just to show you what GOD can and will do if you trust Him.

It is time for America to have a conversation about child abuse, about incest, about the way we treat each other.

I want to hear from other victims of abuse. I want the violated to know that it wasn't their fault. I want the guilty to confess and repent.

My "mother" used to tell me; "Well, you can want in one hand and s*** in the other!" She said that because she thought she had power over me, she thought she had some authority. She said it because she was a brutal coward depending only on her savage ignorance.

GOD taught me that He made MAN better than that. He told us to ; "Love ye one another as I have loved you."

I am so sorry. I am injured and disappointed to know that too many people dismiss that commandment and lean to their own ignorant understanding and live foul unfulfilled predatory lives. There are just too many people attempting to exploit GOD's goodness for their selfish greed and lust.

I am very grateful to GOD. I am very glad to say what Jesus told me to tell them; "Ye shall proceed no further."

"Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel