You Won't Talk to me

You talk about me like a dog. But,you won't talk to me. You put my name on the highway knowing full well what an absolute liar you are.

Not one word that I speak has been a lie. Our truth is sickening and repugnant, but every word is true. How and why you ended up doing so many terrible things to so many people for so long I will never understand. Why are you such a liar?

I know this, you were very upset with *XXX (your tall beautiful niece) for lining the toilet seat with an entire roll of toilet paper. You claimed that her mother had told some vicious lie on you to make her do such a thing. It upset you so much that you wrote volumes about it. You were insulted and defensive.

There is something that you need to think about. Why have so many people lied on you for so long? Every time you found yourself in a jam it was the result of some one's lies.

You said I never gave you any trouble. Why would I grow up and cause you such heartache? You know you should be ashamed of the way you treated me. What lies did you tell my cousins about me? You told them that you sent me the letter full of feces. Did you tell them why? There was no why. I was clueless. I was clueless my entire life. I still have no idea why you mistreated me over and over.

There are a lot of things I don't understand. The scars you inflicted are deep, they remain unhealed. There is a pattern to your madness. You commit horrible decadent sins that you can't stomach. Things too sickening for you to own so you blame your accuser or victim. You lucked up on a family of cowards that bend over backwards to stay in your good graces. I want no parts of you or them. I will not give up the right for the wrong. I will not shut my mouth and I will not bite my lip. I will be heard. You abused the wrong person too long for no reason.

That Bible you preach from is real. GOD is just. Your time is up.