Incredible fear and weak faith

Incredible fear and weak faith got us here. Here, standing around, looking around and waiting for an old bitch to die.

They will not tell you, but I will. Men keep silent, carry tremendous burdens for no reason. Women tell, we talk, we warn. Some body is smart enough to listen. My brother did remind me that the first thing to go is your pride. I have no pride. I'm just glad to be here. I survived, we survived. Praise the Lord!


JESUS!JESUS!JESUS! Thank you for making intercession in our lives! Thank you for saving us, saving me. Thank you for my voice.

I know. I have no doubt. You awful, awful woman. You poor predatory miserable creature. Your lies took you a mighty long way for a very long time but you "run out". "You run out Mathy Jane." The gig is up! I can't take it any more. I lined up all your fruit. You miserable wretch, you mental midget, you selfish ignorant imp.

How dare you be the dumbest woman on planet earth. You volunteered to become an imp for the devil. "An imp", not The Imp, not the anti-Christ, just another piss ant imp.

Proud of your "Credit rating". Proud to never be late for work. Proud to be a good law-abiding citizen. You're so good you turn all of your law breaking relatives in.
A good citizen for the "whites folks", a dirty low down back stabbing imp for people of color.


Imps don't know that they are pest. No more than a gnat or a fly, buzzing around, signifying, creating havoc. They don't know any better, they think that they are having fun. They don't understand when you stand up for yourself. That is an affront to them. They get angry when you show a little moxie or demand some dignity.

Well any one that wants to continue to take your crap has my sympathy. In the mean time I am going to do the best I can to heal.

The shame I have for you makes me shiver. I am broken, I am crushed, but I am going to be alright. GOD is Righting all my Wrongs, He is "fixing it", turning my tragedy into triump. I heard a man say you can't have a testimony without a test. I have been tested! I have been weighed in the balances, but I have not been found wanting.

Children, if you don't want to end up like this, if you don't want to be an irritating imp please obey the voice of your Father, of GOD.

Be a BlessING. Be Blesed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel