Howlin' Wolf - How Many More Years

satan, the evil one is a bully. s/he will attempt to keep you ignorant, to keep your head down apologizing for things you have no control over. (Like the color of your skin, the condition of your birth, the  fact you know she is a low whore and is unwilling to confess or give it up.)

  For sixty-two years my mother washed  my face in the fact that she was much lighter than I was.  "So what!?";  I used to scream in my head; "You are still a 'hoe!  A 'hoe of the lowest order because you touch small children.  You are a perverted pedophile!"   (I did not know fully about the incest.  I didn't know there was a name for Martha's intentions.)

One thing my long life has taught me; GOD will never leave you.  GOD does indeed right every wrong.  We all are going to get our just and honest due on this planet earth (one day).

It is sad to say, even sadder to know,  that Martha did win most of my family to her side.  I still should not fret knowing full well Jesus told us many would be called and few would be chosen.

For the life of me, I do not understand what she got out of her long, long miserable life.  I thank GOD I can not fathom understanding inflicting excruciating pain on small children to be pleasurable.  Pounding a puppy to death, trying to burn half of her handsome son's  face off.  Pouring a pot of hot coffee on her black bastard son.  Was it because his father refused to leave his wife to take up with a woman of your low calibre?

What ever it was, Martha could not let go.  Could not come to the truth.  Died just as vicious as she lived.  Never realizing the children she "raised" in  sheer demonic evil , finally grew into adulthood.

Martha was old, toothless and useless, yet she refused repentance.  Good.  Perhaps the world would have never known how closely they lived with satan, lucifer himself wearing a wig and a dress.

False preachers, preach all you want .  Do know you are preaching against yourself.  You will be known!  Don't get mad with me.  Don't hate me.  Try hating yourself.  Try looking at yourself in the mirror one good time before you go.

Praise the LORD!