My mother always claimed that "black men (*******) weren't shit!" She really meant it. Claimed that they were all extremely whorish. "A ******* will **** a snake if somebody hold his head." No, it never occurred to me that she was confessing, bragging or describing herself.
Being extremely immoral and cruel is a choice. My mother always played the poor victim. A woman left all alone, abandoned by her lovers , for no cause of her own. The truth is , Martha should have been incarcerated in some institution for her entire long life.
Martha Jane Walters was a viper! She had no manners, no respect. She was an animal. There was a very brief blip on the "News". A man was arrested for murdering his girlfriend's twenty-four week old infant daughter (Atlanta, 12/15/2015). He savagely raped her. ( I refuse to describe) I know something of that nature was done to me. I can not recall if specifically. My body knows.
That is how much my mother hated me. I embarrassed her. No man wanted to marry her. Martha was a known whore. Did she blame her childhood rape? Did she blame her father? Apparently. She hated him enough to murder him successfully, to brag about her first attempt when she was sixteen.
The most heartbreaking aspect of my whole ordeal, is the fact my "mother" chose to curse me like a dog at age eighty-seven. She knew she was on her deathbed. Martha left here as ignorant and arrogant as she lived. She was a sexual beast that actually felt she had the right to be because of the color of her skin! Because she called her hair "Jesus grass"! A serial rapist that took sexual liberties with her own sons. Yes, Martha was the sickest of whores. Do not ever forget it is a choice.
We all must repent of our sins. That is why GOD teaches us the value of truth, honesty, justice, in His scripture. How can a woman call herself a preacher and disrespect GOD with the foulest, filthiest, lowest common acts? It is a choice.
I do believe Martha really did believe in that color coding nonsense. And she did seem to believe it was sanctioned by GOD. She also believed in gleaming graves for demonic power by invoking ;"In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost!"
That one act alone, is proof of Martha's deep delusions , demon possession. Satan will take silly women captive. My mother was a silly woman and she was taken captive. She was too dangerous however. Rape is not an act that can be ignored. Every one in my family gets a zero for morality. You do not hide demonic sex perverts! At least warn somebody! Put a bell on the *****! I warned my daughter about my mother's last husband. I kept an eagle eye on his ass. Why did I tolerate him? Too much drama. I held on to hope. Yes, I should have known better but I had to see it through. I had to carry this journey out to the end. Like a bad movie that you want desperately to have an happy ending. Sometimes we do not get an happy ending no matter how long we wait.
Turning a blind eye to these monsters, out of a need to appear normal, is no longer valid. That monstrosity is dead. She can not win. Well, she can't win over me. GOD is good. I could not comprehend my truth. I had no help. When I told, every one ran from me , like I'm the pervert.
My "mother", her husband, her many lovers, were all deeply perverted pedophiles, homosexuals and demon possessed vipers.
GOD said No! Martha went too far when she shot her innocent father in the heart, stole his mantel, preached falsely and targeted me for sixty-two years with her filthy lying mouth.
If you can't read the entire Bible, skip to the back of the Book, satan loses.
Praise the LORD!
P.S.
satan will make a fool out of you. My "mother' roared at us, carried on like a savage bangy if she didn't get her way. Unfortunately giving her, her way, always ended up in our excruciating pain. She never changed. News flash! No one is that fine, that desirable, that skillful of a liar. No one is that conceited either. Martha knew.
No one can use terror to get their abominable perverted way forever. When a man or woman is found to be filthy perverted vermin, that is what they are. "You can not put lipstick on a hog and call her a prom queen." I will not cloak for such filth. The fact she was my mother was merely an accident of birth.
The fact Martha had such a long successful run is our fault, our weak faith, our collective stupidity.
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