I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Thursday, December 3, 2015

Very Well ...

I was four, perhaps five, my mother was already in the pulpit preparing to deliver some message to the waiting congregation in Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Zion Church in Wade Station, North Carolina.  No, she was not an ordained minister yet ,  she was the featured speaker.

Mathy Jane was always the mistress of ceremony, the hostess with the "most-est".  Never shy, inhibited  or reserved,  she promised to entertain.  The fact is no one enjoyed her performances more than she did.  I remember clearly being disturbed by what I overheard the good Christian ladies of Wesley saying about my mother; " …common as bat shit!"

Sad to say she was.  I wish they had cared enough to rescue me, us. Instead of just talking, just repeating gossip, they could have intervened.   I do wish they had done their part to reveal how criminally insane she was , had pressured or persuaded my family to have her incarcerated.

I now know for eighty-seven years my mother was unfit for human companionship.  Should a demon possessed woman be allowed to assault, maim, torture, vex, humiliate and destroy because she got here first?  Because she brags about how beautiful, brilliant and powerful she is?

I have  come to the conclusion that Martha was a homemade monster, a malignant monstrosity that we had to endure to the end.  I endured, I survived, I am still standing.  I am humbled by the Goodness of GOD because through it all I learned to never be racist, or color struck.  I learned to trust GOD, to never lean to my own understanding.  Some how through the miraculous Power of the Holy Ghost I learned to love and protect myself from such vermin.   I learned to stand up for myself, to be honest and forthright .

I learned the true consequences for being a volunteer imp for satan, for practicing witchcraft.  The most important life saving gift I received for surviving the likes of my mother is; "from such stay away."

I refuse to associate with people that still honor that woman.  I distance myself from people too cowardly to call her out for murder.

On this day, December 3, 2015 I honor my grandfather, Jerome Walters and am humbled to tears just imagining what my life would have been like  without his influence, without his fervent prayers.

Praise the LORD!

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