A very, very horrible woman came to this earth and lived a very, very long time spreading demonic ignorance and racist hatred. While she was considered to be a member of the "black race" she was not. She wasn't even human. My "mother" Martha Jane Walters was nothing more than a mongrel , rabid, vicious viperous monstrosity, an abomination.
I am proud to tell you because GOD told me to tell you. Martha did something no one should ever do, she pretended to passionately love GOD knowing full well she passionately hated Him. Do know Martha had many faces. Many of our friends and relatives only saw one face. I call it her "Sunday face".
Her "Sunday face" smiled, was always cheerful and gracious. She preached great sermons out of that face, loved on you, complimented you and made you feel special out of that total facade. Martha put on that face when she wanted something, when she was up to something. Just as soon as she got what she wanted she gave you her ass to kiss. And that is exactly what she bragged for the 62 years I knew her.
"I gave dat nigger my ass to kiss." Then she would clap her hands and squeal like a pig. Of course we knew (her immediate family) and more than anything we knew we did not dare tell of the brutal beatings, sexual perversion of incest , pedophilia, and witchcraft.
"Ni (now) I'd take dat tuh my grave!"
By the time Mathy Jane finally expired the list of abominable sins committed by her were much too long. Praise be to GOD she labeled me the family snitch early in life. I was only four but I told my granddaddy about those hot soapy enemas. Yes, Martha was a freak that preached falsely, obtained an ordination to preach just to ensnare, enslave and make miserable.
Martha lived to make as many people miserable as possible and she did. I found this article this morning; "Narcissists : The Cancer of Humanity", the only comfort I found in this article is knowing I am not alone. This article is spot on, the only thing that should be added is my mother's name.
Johnny Rivera Velázquez , thank you for your letter you posted in Survivors of Narcissistic Abuse (no contact). He captured, articulated my feelings exactly. He describes his tormentor as a "soulless creature whose only joy is causing confusion and pain."
"How tiresome it must be to balance different men and different lies" That was my mother my brain screamed! My mother committed incest with her sons. (I do not know if she violated all five, but two I know for sure.) While still having sexual relations with an ex-husband, husband and future husband she lied and deliberately pinned her vile nature on me.
The world will never know how much I suffered, how confused I was when she made me her scapegoat, her punching bag. Every day that my brother was in exile for twenty-five years she screamed; "YOU DUH CAUSE OF IT! YOU DUH CAUSE OF MY SON FORSUKING ME!"
My "mother" had good sense, she knew full well why her son refused all contact with her for twenty five years.
Children, do know "What is done in the dark shall surely come to light." My grandfather never wavered in his resolve; "Don't worry daughter, Jesus will fix it."
"Be NOT deceived for GOD is not mocked." Only the very simple and the very lost will cling to the phony image Martha Jane Walters invented. Only the most ignorant will excuse her witchcraft.
If you are reading this post and you were totally fooled by Martha, it is not too late. You can still repent of your sins and come to the light. GOD loves us and forgives us.
Praise the LORD!
P.S.
My cousin shared her pain concerning the brutal unjustified murder of her loved one and so deafly pinned the phrase "Silent no more." How I agree. "SILENT NO MORE!"
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