I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Friday, December 25, 2015

Only the dumbest, most depraved, intellectually deficient

imp for satan would demand that you follow in her foolish footsteps.  Make her same mistakes.  How can a woman demand that her only daughter become a common whore like her?  Why?  Why would any woman wish whoredom on any woman? Something is wrong!  Something has gone wrong in the body of Christ.

I watched her closely.  Observed her keenly.  Her hands did not shake.  Martha could engage in the most repugnant evil and you would never guess she was capable of such. Martha's evil came directly from satan.  No human being could ever manufacture, could think of such filth.  Martha did it, wanted to do it and you better not ever open your mouth!

 MURDER!  Not only did Martha commit murder, it is called patricide , to kill your own father. The true monster that raged inside Martha would never cross your mind.  Martha's Cheshire smile did not reveal what a hideous monster she truly was.  Of course we didn't know.  Martha was a consummate, brilliant actress.  The hostess with the most and the best liar in the entire world.

Martha put on the best "I love the LORD, saved , sanctified, washed in the blood,  fire baptized" act in the entire  world.  It was an act, all theatre.  I am glad she spared us her true thoughts.  Martha's fruit tells me we didn't want to know.

 She deliberately ruined Christmas, made it the most embarrassing longest two week break on earth.   Not only did she refuse to give us any presents, she demanded gifts from us!  We could not give her enough.  Nothing was good enough, nothing cost enough.  She mocked it, threw it back in my face!  Declaring it not good enough for her.  "I don't use no cheap shit lak that!" Then she would go into this long diatribe of how we had ruined her life!

 I really need therapy.   Years and years of the most disgusting Christmases possible.  (Some one should have cut Mathy's throat.  Someone should have put her out of her misery.)

Only a pompous idiot would refuse to recognize her very selfish, very cruel, very demon plagued "self". And sadly, only the very broken, extremely defeated, most emasculated , would let her.

Only the totally blind and pitiful would let a monster like Martha continue to rule and rob them from the grave.

It is a choice.  It is free will.  Today I thank GOD she made me her scape goat, treated me worse than my fellow "loved ones".  Yes, she used all of us for her sadistic supply.  But thank GOD she concentrated her greatest demonic energy on me.   Only the most extreme evil over far too many years could finally bring me to consciousness.

Am I the only one courageous enough to say I am exceedingly glad she is dead?

GOD is not sadistic! satan is.  My mother was a sadist, one so evil and common , she preached.  Preached carelessly, preached lies and never feared.

"From such stay away."

Praise the LORD!


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